After Wang Zan left Yuhang, he was very confused for about half a month because he didn't know where he was going, and Wang Jingzhe didn't say where he must go.

Coupled with the ups and downs of his mood, he was still in Zhejiang Province for more than ten days, and most of the time he stayed in a hotel or sleeped and watched TV, and basically didn't go out too much.

A young man who is only in his twenties, leaving home alone and wandering outside is actually a little confused. It doesn’t look like you are studying or looking for a job, at least it has a purpose, and Wang Zan has no such thing as at all.

Fortunately, the balance in the bank that Xiaocao gave him before made him not worry about how to live his life. The money he could use at will without worrying about food, clothing, housing and transportation.

Later, one day, it suddenly started to rain heavily outside, and the weather in Zhejiang Province became a little colder in November. Wang Zan lay in a daze on the bed, looking out the window without knowing what he was wrong. He had not gone out for three days, and he had to eat and drink all by taking out, and had never read books, and most of the time he was in a daze.

Looking at the pouring rain outside the window and feeling the wet and cold breath, Wang Zan wrapped the quilt tightly, and a feeling of this kind of time would be when would this day be a big shot in his head.

He felt that he didn't know, and his parents didn't know either. It might be three or five years, or ten or eight years, or even longer. Wang Zan muttered: "Can I have to keep falling into depravity?"

Wang Zan now positioned himself as depravity. There is nothing to do except eat, drink, defecate, urinate, and sleep. This is the rhythm of depravity to the abyss.

The doorbell of "Ding Dong" was ringing, and Wang Zan got up from the bed and opened the door. There was a meal delivery outside. The delivery guy was soaked all over. The raincoat he was wearing was still dripping water. What surprised Wang Zan was that a four or five-year-old child was next to the deliveryman. His thin body was wrapped in a raincoat, and only his head was exposed, and it was obvious that the child's body was also wet.

Wang Zan took the takeaway and said "Thank you." The deliveryman said embarrassedly: "It's raining outside, and I can't deliver it later. You can take more burdens, can you not give me a bad review?"

"No, I understand, it's okay..." Wang Zan nodded, pointed to the child next to him and asked, "Why are you still bringing your child with you when you deliver food? It's so heavy rain and you have a cold? "

The deliveryman smiled bitterly and said, "There is no way. The child lives alone with me and no one looks at him. You can't keep him at home. What if something happens? Then you can only keep him with you."

Wang Zan said "Oh", turned around and returned to the room, and the deliveryman led the child to the elevator. Wang Zan didn't know what he was thinking, but suddenly pushed open the door and stood outside and said, "It's only noon, and the rain doesn't seem to stop for a while. It's not a big deal for you to take the child like this. Otherwise, you can take the child here and take it back when you deliver the meal to me in the evening."

The deliveryman was stunned, as if he didn't expect such words to appear from the customer's mouth.

Wang Zan continued: "The rooms I run in the hotel are certified by ID, and the hotel is full of cameras. Do you think human traffickers are stupid enough to traffic in children here?"

The deliveryman quickly said, "It's not that, I think it may be inconvenient to disturb you. Why do you have the nerve to bother you so much?"

Wang Zan shook his head and said, "It's okay, I live alone too. If you leave it here, he should sleep and watch TV. I don't care. Besides, you really let your child catch a cold after you are dripping from the rain. You have not worked these days, and you have to accompany him to get injections and medicine. If you have a high fever, you can't do it. If you don't think about it, you have to consider it for him..."

"Bang" Wang Zan closed the door, followed by a timid child. He pointed to the bathroom and said, "Go and take off all the clothes, and then take a hot shower. Can you collect them yourself, right?"

The child said weakly: "Okay, thank you, uncle."

"Check out and eat something..."

More than twenty minutes later, the deliveryman's child took a shower and came out naked. He stood in the room, holding his little hands, seemed at a loss. Wang Zan was pulling the food into a lunch box, and then said, "Wipe it clean with a towel, come and have a meal."

While having dinner at a young age, Wang Zan chatted with him for a few words. The child was five and a half years old. He was named Yunrui. Before he went to kindergarten, he would takeout with his father all day. When he was sleepy, he would sleep in the car for a while. When he was hungry, he would eat with his father. Life has always been like this rhythm for more than half a year.

Wang Zan didn't ask why he wasn't there. Isn't this obvious? He either died or divorced.

This five and a half year old child reveals a sense of maturity that is extremely inconsistent with his age. He must be about ten years old and is polite and not noisy.

After dinner, the two sat on the bed watching TV. Wang Zan found him a cartoon. The child said thank you. Then he asked curiously: "Uncle, do you live here alone?"

"Yeah"

"It's great, much better than our small house. It's not as spacious as this place, not as big as this one, and there's no air conditioning yet."

"The bed is also very big, it's very comfortable to lie down. I've never lived in such a good bed."

"Uncle, are you very rich?"

Wang Zan tilted his head and said, "Some are there?"

The child also tilted his head and said, "I will make a lot of money to my dad in the future, telling him not to deliver takeout again. He goes out at six or seven in the morning and takes me home very late at night, and then falls asleep on the bed. His dad says he is very tired every day."

"I envy your uncle very much. You have not lived a hard life, but Dad has worked so hard..."

Wang Zan was suddenly stunned. He didn't expect that a word of envy would appear from the other party's mouth. Such life made him live a moldy life, so where did he get envy?

Wang Zan frowned and said, "You don't understand, what you see is the surface, and I have difficulties."

The child shook his head, maybe he really didn't understand, so he continued: "My father told me that no matter what life is, it's nothing. People must live. My father lives for me, and I live to make my father live better in the future. People must live for what..."

Wang Zan was suddenly stunned and looked at the five and a half years old child quietly. He had been thinking about the problem that he would be like this when he would be in the end and never figured out. At this time, he seemed to feel a little enlightened.
Chapter completed!