The balls are mixed with the viscous liquid and chewed and stirred between the teeth and tongue.

I didn't eat anything that night.

I took the initiative to break up.

The boyfriend was furious and confused: "What did I do wrong? As long as you tell me, I can change it."

I could only shake my head and smile bitterly.

This is not a question of whether to change or not.

I finally understood why the girls in my dormitory advised me to give up on this man.

It's not because of money, but because of the environment. We live in two environments and are incompatible with each other. This is not something that can be understood and integrated into each other with just the word "love". The things he likes make me afraid, and what I like

He may not be able to accept these.

After graduation, when I returned home, my parents had already helped me find a very good job. I feel that I have matured a lot, especially my attitude towards life.

I learned to choose clothes that suit me. People rely on clothes. Although I have an average appearance, I have a good figure. I know how to release the most attractive part of myself.

A relative introduced me to a partner. He is a wealthy business owner and he likes me very much. I am also very satisfied with him.

Later, we got married.

I don’t know why, but I have always been afraid of “giving birth to a baby”. The main reason is that there are too many examples around me: after giving birth, the whole person will become older and the body will be out of shape. Also, if you don’t take good care of yourself during confinement,

, when you get old, you will be full of diseases.

My husband is very kind to me, and he is willing to give me enough adjustment period to allow me to have children when I want to.

During that time, I lived a very happy life.

Some things can never be avoided.

My mother-in-law's attitude towards me began to change, and the main reason was the children.

She kept urging me to have a baby quickly, and she also said: it is better to have an early child than to get married early.

I don’t have to choose between sons and daughters, as long as they are born, there is no preference for sons over daughters.

But I was very afraid and always resisted.

In this way, after more than ten years of delay, my mother-in-law finally got angry.

"You were not like this when you got married. If you had expressed your attitude and hoped to live a DINK life forever in the future, I would never force you, nor would I let my son marry you. But after we got married, you said you didn't want to have children. May I ask?

What does this mean? Aren’t you trying to trick people?”

After more than ten years of marriage, the initial passion has gradually cooled down, and my husband's attitude towards me has also changed. Of course, he is still loyal to me, but his enthusiasm for life has decreased a lot. From youth to middle age, he began to think about more issues,

Especially when it comes to children, he no longer follows me, but stands with his mother.

"Let's have a baby!"

"Having a baby is not as scary as you think, really."

"I know many doctors, and I guarantee that there will be absolutely no problems during your delivery."

The more he said this, the more resistant I became.

Why can't the world spin the way I want it to?

Later, parents also joined the ranks of persuaders.
Chapter completed!