Chapter 108 You Are My Fate's Accident(1/2)
The two were silent and leaning against each other, but they felt as if they were holding each other and sinking at the bottom of the sea.
The darkness of the night is like a piece of water, burying you and me.
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"Don't touch me, have you ever cared about my feelings, or are you only caring about yourself?" Chu Yu suddenly chuckled and raised his hand to block his eyes.
Every time, if something happens, she will think of what will happen to him at the first time, so what about him?
Qin Sheng was silent for a while, and his fingertips slowly inserted into her soft hair along her forehead little by little. The sound in her ears was soft and slightly silenced as if coming from the bottom of the sea: "Some people think of me or hate me because I am the son of Minglie, and their bloodlines are passed down; some people respect me because I am Qin Sanye; some people fear me and admire me because I am Qiu Zifei; I recognize all characters, that is fate, only you, just because I am Qin Sheng, the only accident in this fate."
Her eyes were red, and there was a moist water vapor floating up, so she opened her face.
He bent slightly and pressed his ear slowly and said, "I don't know if your accident can always exist, so I have a heartache. I have always known it and have been waiting for you. Tell me, who are you? Are your surnames really Su? The Taoist nun that day and the fellow countrymen you were, are Is it a place I don't know?"
Chu Yu was stunned, feeling complicated and obscure, staring at the shadows swaying on the ceiling, and his heart suddenly jumped up inexplicably.
What did he know?
She...had never thought of telling him those incredible things.
"He paused, got up from her, raised his hand and carefully closed the collars for her, tidied them up, and then gently printed the corners of his lips on her eyes: "Hong Zero, isn't it to you? But sometimes, my thoughts are more terrible than her."
At that moment, he slowly tightened his fingers, as if he wanted to pull Chu Yu into his body, and his slender fingers fell into her skin: "I don't want to be impermanent in life. If I can, I wish there was only you and me in this world. If I can, I wish there was no impermanence in this world, and you and my flesh and blood melted, and everything could become eternal."
Chu Yu stared through his shoulders in a daze, looking at the shaking shadows of trees on the ceiling, and his eyes gradually became wet.
He stood up, gently put his clothes on his back, and turned his back to her: "There is no such thing in this world. I missed Jin Yao, but I don't know if I missed you, but I can't afford to miss you."
Chu Yu closed his eyes, half curled up, and water droplets gently slid across the corners of his eyes.
He slowly walked out the door: "The boat is waiting for me, you are right. If I had been by your side like this, maybe I would have become the most disgusting way you are. It may not be bad to calm down for a few days. I will not touch you before you come to me."
If so, when I saw her looking at Gong Shaochen in her eyes, I was afraid that I would become even more terrifying than Gong Shaochen.
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Gong Shaochen is right, there is no big difference between me and him.
The same, by any means, even worse.
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The room was quiet, the night was deep and soundless, just like the person's back left, as if silent at the deepest bottom, separating all the noise and troubles in the world.
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Chu Yu was lying on the bed, maintaining the same position until a slight grayish blue appeared in the sky. She slowly moved, raised her hand and rubbed her eyes, feeling the corners of her eyes were astringent, as if the tears were tightened after they dried up.
She sat up on the bed, and then she felt soreness in her back.
She sat silently for a while, and suddenly said, "Red...sleeves."
"Little Fish." Hongxiu came in immediately, holding the food in her hand. Looking at Chu Yu's neat clothes, she breathed a sigh of relief.
Chu Yu looked at her and pulled the corners of his lips: "You haven't slept all night?"
Hongxiu smiled awkwardly: "Yes."
The noise last night was too loud, but then there was no sound. She and Aunt Jin were always worried about something, but they also knew that the occasion was not what they should have gone in or intervened.
Until the third master came out...
Aunt Jin and her couldn't tell whether anything happened.
"The third master said, let's prepare some easy-to-sweet porridge, water and side dishes, as well as brown sugar and ginger water for breakfast." Hongxiu lowered the tray in his hand and looked at Chu Yu's dark circles at his eyes and said softly.
"Eat some first, and then take a rest?" she asked.
Chu Yu looked at the things she brought, then remained silent for a while: "Have he gone?"
He still has such a careful temperament. I don’t know how much better it is than those men who only said "drink more hot water" in their previous lives.
It’s just that person…there are as gentle as there are, so many thorns hidden between the tenderness.
When Hongxiu heard this, he nodded gently: "Yes, the Lord has been walking for two hours. Now, the ship should have left the port early."
Chu Yu rubbed his eyebrows: "Well, he should know that there is a trap in the Liujia Strait?"
"Yes, the Third Master already knows it, but there is indeed a problem there. The Japanese people gathered a large number of ships there, and it is very likely that they colluded with the pirate leader there, so the Third Master must go there." Hongxiu said.
Chu Yu nodded: "It's good that he is prepared. I believe he will definitely handle it well. He has always made plans."
She paused and suddenly remembered his sentence: "There is no such thing as in this world. I missed Jin Yao, but I don't know if I missed you, but I can't afford to miss you."
Chu Yu was in a little confused and he remained silent.
Hongxiu looked at her and couldn't help but whisper: "Xiaoyu, since you and the Lord are worried about each other, why bother to quarrel? In fact, the third master came back just to hope to go out to sea with you..."
Chu Yu sighed and rubbed his eyebrows again: "No, Hongxiu, you don't understand. This is not a quarrel, it just takes some time to calm down each other's emotions, separate for a while, and think carefully about what each other wants."
After a little distance, he went out to relax, and she was quiet in Yunzhou for a while.
Hongxiu was a little confused, so: "But since we have a heart for each other, shouldn't we stay together forever?"
Chu Yu smiled bitterly: "Hongxiu, we are just separated for ten days to calm each other down. We are not missing or missing contact like Mobei, nor will we never meet again. You don't have to worry about this."
Hongxiu was stunned, then sighed: "Okay, actually, I have always admired you for being with the Third Master. We outsiders don't know what's going on, but we all hope you'll be fine and have some breakfast first."
It is always uncomfortable for a woman to come to Kui Shui, let alone the bumpy yesterday.
Chu Yu rubbed his stomach and stood up. But at this time, her face was a little bad: "Forget it, please let me prepare hot water for me first. Don't take a bath, just take a bath."
Mom, she forgot about the first day, the surging and surging, and was just lying on the bed in a daze. She forgot about the violent tearing and struggle before, and Qin Sheng almost got a silver gun washed away by blood.
Although it's not that beast, that bastard has ruined his own...
She couldn't help but pull her wet skirt in annoyance. When she turned around, she saw that the bed looked like the scene of the murder.
Chu Yu covered his forehead, and the anger he had fallen down was a little a little angry.
Hongxiu was stunned, then smelled the faint smell of blood in the air, and couldn't help but feel a little funny: "Yes."
Then, she quickly retreated and prepared hot water for Chu Yu to take a bath.
After Chu Yu finished taking a shower, she came back with a refreshing look before sitting down to have a meal. While eating, she looked at the clean bed and suddenly felt a little empty. Thinking of the man who had been away for about a few days, she suddenly missed the faint cold smell.
She turned her face away, stared at the food on the table, and ate intently.
Seeing that she had eaten well, Hongxiu asked, "Do you need some more? I have someone prepared four-purpose soup for you to drink later."
"Yes." Chu Yu paused his hand with chopsticks, nodded absent-mindedly, and a soft feeling spread in his heart.
She thought that maybe a few days apart would be good. Whether it is missing or bored, it can make each other carefully consider each other and their hearts.
She suddenly remembered something and looked at Hongxiu: "Hongxiu, why are you and Aunt Jin and the others so loyal to the Third Master? Aren't you quite afraid of him?"
Hongxiu was stunned, as if she hadn't thought about this. She thought about it for a while and then slowly said: "Why? Maybe it's because the Third Master made us afraid, he is a very powerful master. Just like the sun and moon hanging in the sky, we look up and admire it for granted? Besides, he clearly distinguishes the rewards and punishments of our subordinates, never treats us badly. Good birds choose trees to live on, and scholars die for their confidants. Follow the master and dedicate their loyalty and life. Isn't it natural for him to?"
She smiled: "As for Lao Jin and Aunt Jin, they both watched the Third Master grow up. They are both old people of Minglie's Grand Lady. It is gratifying that the Third Master is so outstanding that they live up to the Grand Daughter's entrustedness, and it is natural to be loyal to the Third Master."
When Chu Yu heard this, he felt a little complicated in his heart for some reason, and couldn't help but say, "If he was not that powerful third master, would you not like it? Xianxian is also very good. Although he is a little stubborn, he has always been gentle and never wants to hurt others. He just wants to stay with the person he likes."
When Hongxiu heard this, she couldn't help laughing and teasing: "Xiaoyu, I know you like the third master with a bad mind, but how could you survive until now and win the respect of everyone in Yaosi? Of course, the third master is our third master now. Isn't this kind of leader that Lao Jin and the others have been trying their best to cultivate?"
Chu Yu's hand holding the bowl stopped, and suddenly her nose was sore for no reason, and she wanted to cry.
She remembered the sentence he said in his ear last night - "I recognize all characters, that is fate, only you, just because I am Qin Sheng, an accident in my destiny in my life."
It turns out that in this world, there are times when there is no way tolerating the "true" and "self", but I have no way to blame others for being wrong.
Because they are right-
Such an immortal has no way to survive.
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She pursed the corners of her lips, said nothing, but just lowered her head and slowly finished the things in the bowl.
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As the days froze, three days passed.
Chu Yu stays in the embroidery workshop every day, fiddling with his embroidery machine for no reason, and also goes to the Bazhen Tower to see if Qin Sheng has any small secrets in the Bazhen Tower besides various collections of books.
It is also a time when they are separated from each other, and she can have a good chance of understanding her man's spiritual world.
However, she found that every time she opened the same door, the world she saw was different, which was a refreshing eye.
For example, when you open the door of a certain room, you find that it is all kinds of strange weapons; when you open the door again, you find that it is all kinds of strange torture instruments; when you open the door, you find that it is all kinds of strange and historical erotic pictures; when you open the door, you find that it is all kinds of biological specimens of gods and ghosts; when you open the door, you find that Yue Yao is training a group of people with a whip and is not known to be subordinates, and she acts as a queen; when you open the door, you run into Tu Yao for autopsy research, and she also covers her mouth and nose to shake the bloody knife in her hand...
She directly stood up to the wall and no longer tried to understand someone's "broad and profound" spiritual world.
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That day, after Chu Yu vomited all her breakfast, she felt a little more comfortable. She looked around and just went to the garden to sway her brain and let herself not always think of men!
Especially such a weird man.
She swayed for a while, and suddenly saw Huo Erniang coming over quickly and stuffing a letter into her hand, with a serious expression.
"The news from Brother Yi was very popular and sent to the Tang Sect's people."
The Tang Sect is good at poisoning, so naturally there are also those who are good at medicine. The clinics of the nobles and powerful families in the palace also have the tentacles of the Tang Sect.
To be continued...