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Chapter 170 Shadow

I don’t know if Yu Zixia thought about it for a long time or if Song Jingran was too hasty; Yu Zixia’s hesitation was just accusation or guilty for Song Jingran.

"How can there be arsenic in Xiaohui's fetal pills?" Song Jingran held her arm and glared at her expressionlessly, as if she wanted to vent all her tolerance for her and warn her with her eyes.

"I..." Yu Zixia looked at him in panic, paused for a moment, shook her head and said, "I didn't do it, I didn't..." She was also panicked for a moment and could not think of any cause and effect.

Song Jingran narrowed her eyes slightly. All her actions were too abnormal. Even if she did something bad, she was still calm in the past. But today, she was so panicked, which was obviously a sign of guilt.

Song Jingran still glared at her coldly and said, "I remember that Xiaohui's medicine and food are arranged by you. How do you explain this?"

"I..." Yu Zixia mentioned this and realized that someone might have been touched. She was both angry and worried about Song Jingran in front of her.

Seeing her hesitation, Song Jingran became more convinced that it was her doing. She angrily hummed and swung her casually. Yu Zixia fell to the ground. Because of the pain, her eyebrows slightly frowned and let out a painful cry, "Ah...."

Yu Zixia was even more incredible and looked at Song Jingran with aggrievedness. She couldn't imagine that the man who used to obey her and favored her was attacked by other women today, which was completely beyond her imagination, and it was not what she wanted. However, why the situation suddenly became like this? She didn't have time to think about it and her mind was blank.

"Jingran, believe me, it's really not what I did. I didn't..." With the grievance in my heart, Yu Zixia pulled his clothes and cried with the rain. At this moment, there was nothing more important than Song Jingran's trust.

Song Jingran felt ache in his heart. After all, he was a woman he had cared about, not to mention that she looked like a woman she loved. Even if he hated her, he could still not resist the pain.

Seeing that he was silent, Yu Zixia thought that all the pampering in the past still existed. Fortunately, she stumbled and stood up, looking at him even more delicately and aggrievedly, "Jingran, please believe me, I have never deceived you, I really love you."

Even she herself didn't know whether the love for him was from her sincerity. She just wanted to soften him while he was soft-hearted.

Song Jingran shook her hand away, took a step back, and sneered, "Hum..." and said, "If she didn't say that, he might be really soft-hearted, but she could cover up all the lies with a single sentence "never". He not only found it ridiculous."

"Jingran..." Yu Zixia frowned and looked at him with a begging look on her face. She never thought that Song Jingran had already known what she did.

Song Jingran made a 'shh' move and interrupted her. He whispered, "Don't talk..."

Song Jingran slowly leaned into her, looking at her with empty eyes; Yu Zixia was so panicked that she was at a loss, and just stared at him blankly. Song Jingran held her shoulders and said in a daze: "That's it, don't talk."

Yu Zixia saw Song Jingran looking at him in a daze. She couldn't see him in his eyes. She was even more panicked, but she was unclear. She whispered, "Jingran..."

"Shh... don't talk." Song Jingran was still staring at her in a daze and said softly: "That's it, I can still regard you as her shadow."

In the past, when he had these thoughts, he would still feel deeply guilty. Now, not only does he not feel guilty, but he wants to let her know in truth that even if it is revenge or selfish, she is no longer the figure in his mind because she is not worthy.

Yu Zixia suddenly seemed to understand something, and shook Song Jingran away, retreated repeatedly, shook her head and shouted, "No...I'm not her shadow, I'm not...I'm not..."

Yu Zixia has never dared to deliberately face the fact that she is the shadow of his heart. She has always wanted to get rid of the shadow in his heart, but she was wrong, completely wrong.

Song Jingran pressed step by step until she had no way to retreat. She fell and leaned against the soft couch. He raised her jaw and said in a cold and harsh voice: "Are you her? Because you are not worthy."

Lin Qinglian's nothing left in his heart except for the figure, but he believed that she would never do what Yu Zixia did.

Yu Zixia's terrified and angry eyes, all her reason was drowned in the sentence "You are not worthy". She reached out and pushed away his hand that was holding her jaw, and shouted in a trembling voice, "Why... Why did I do so much, but I can only be her shadow, why did I give so much, but I can't be as good as a dead person's shadow, this is unfair......unfair..."

Yu Zixia shook her head repeatedly, tears fell on her jade face, and she was approaching the verge of madness. She always thought that as long as she could get the love of Song Jingran, she could accept living in Lin Qinglian's shadow, but who would be the shadow of others!

Song Jingran clamped her excited body, looked loving and said as if coaxing a child: "Don't talk, you won't be like her once you speak."

Song Jingran no longer wanted to pay attention to Yu Zixia at this time. If he was unfair to her, then everything she did was fair to, Xiaohui, Lin Xuaner, or himself;

Everything she did was just to satisfy her unwillingness. He was laughing at himself in his heart. He once thought she really loved him.

"No...I don't want to be her shadow, I don't want to...I don't want..." Yu Zixia broke free with excitement. If she was just approaching the brink of madness, her current state was completely crazy. What she couldn't accept was not just the shadow's substitute, but what she cared more was that Song Jingran no longer had her in her eyes.

Seeing that she was crazy and did not want to continue to speak, Song Jingran didn't want to leave. Just as he was about to leave, Yu Zixia grabbed his sleeve and said with a prayerful look on his face, "Jingran... You said, you said that there is only me in your eyes, you won't lie to me, right?"

Song Jingran's heart tingled slightly. He said that he only had her in his eyes. He also thought that she would always be in his eyes, but she wiped out the shadow in his eyes by herself, and what he said was "in the eyes".

"As long as you don't speak quietly, you are still the shadow in my eyes." Song Jingran held her shoulders, but this time she didn't use any force and looked at her with a tender look, as if she was really that figure.

Yu Zixia looked depressed. She wanted to say something else, but Song Jingran stopped him in time. He still said softly: "Be good, just like that, don't talk."

Yu Zixia fell to the soft couch decadently, and she was powerless to speak anymore, as if she was powerless to win him back and could not have him anymore.

When Song Jingran saw her sitting in a daze, she felt a little reluctant, but when she thought of Xiaohui, he could not tolerate Yu Zixia's actions, so he hurriedly left.

Until dawn the next day, Xiaohui finally gave birth to a baby boy by inducing birth. In addition to being physically exhausted, she was not seriously injured. Song Jingran stayed outside the room. After learning the news, her heart finally fell back to its original state, and the next was happiness and excitement.

Yu Zixia has been in a state of ignorance since that night; Song Jingran also went to see it once, but looked at it from afar. Seeing that she was completely different, she sighed in her heart that maybe she should reflect on it, so she ordered someone to take care of it.

For several days, Song Jingran has been staying in Xiaohui's yard and named the child "Zihan". Xiaohui's health has also improved greatly. After learning about Yu Zixia's condition, he secretly gloated. If she did not take this step and frame the dangerous chess, how could Song Jingran have the heart to really hate her? She is not favored now, and she has a son again, so she is not afraid of losing her status in the Song Mansion.

That night, Song Jingran finally decided to talk to Dark Soul, because he wanted to know too much about Lin Xuan'er, and also wanted to know how much he misunderstood her. The most important thing was the bowl of fetal pills. What was going on.

After receiving Song Jingran's secret code, Dark Soul quickly came to the backyard of Lin Mansion. At this time, it was not late at night, but the Lin Mansion was sparsely crowded and no one walked into the backyard. Only Song Jingran's thin back appeared in sight.

"Sir, please see the young master." Dark Soul knelt on one knee and nodded to indicate.

Song Jingran turned around and helped Dark Soul up with one hand. He looked at her expressionlessly, and for a moment he didn't know how to speak.

Dark Soul took a step back and noticed Song Jingran's strangeness, and she could also guess what he was going to do.

Song Jingran turned around and covered his heavy and expectant heart in a cold tone. He said, "I want to know what happened between Xuan'er and Yu Zixia."

Dark Soul was slightly stunned. She thought he was coming for Lin Xuan'er, but she didn't want to mention Yu Zixia; but according to his intention, it must have been a estrangement with Yu Zixia, or in other words, she discovered what Yu Zixia did;

Now, the day when Gao Jin ascended the throne was right in front of him. Perhaps this was the last time she did things for him; she shouldn't have solved the misunderstanding between him and Lin Xuan'er at this time. Even if she repays his cultivation for so many years, she decided to solve the various things between them, just take it as if they were separated immediately, leaving the most beautiful memories for each other.

After seeing the child, Lin Xuaner returned to her own garden. Every day, she didn't know what else to do except to look at the child, and she was able to give her a little relief. Now, the day for Gao Jin to ascend the throne is getting closer, and how should she tell Song Jingran?

The Dark Soul politely informed Song Jingran of all the scandals of Yu Zixia, which could also be regarded as resolving the misunderstanding between him and Lin Xuan'er. However, she did not tell Lin Xuan'er's child's secret, just as Lin Xuan'er once said, if possible, she hoped that this secret would become an eternal secret.

After learning everything, Song Jingran was unable to consume so many lies and truths. He left in a depressed and decadent manner. Perhaps it was because Dark Soul said too much, and he forgot to ask about the bowl of fetal slimming pills, but he knew Dark Soul, and she had already said so much. If she really could tell about the bowl of fetal slimming pills, maybe he didn't need to ask.
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