Chapter 105
Gao Yuanshang did not enter the house together, because he was just an introductory person, or he did not want to take Qing'er away so ignorantly, so he chose to give their sisters a chance to have a peace of mind, because after several days of observation, Qing'er was no longer as carefree as before, but she was a little sad.
He knew that he ran away without hesitation, but the love affair was just a momentary aura. After calming down, she would still care about the relatives who loved her. Besides, it was her home. If they were determined to be together, they would still have to face their family sooner or later;
He could not take Qing'er away like this irresponsible. This was irresponsible to Qing'er, nor was it a gentleman's job. It was mainly because of the difference in his family. The royal family would never allow people of unknown origin to enter the palace, let alone the woman he wanted to marry.
Qing'er is like a mistress. She poured tea for Song Anle and skillfully knew where the items were placed, then sat down opposite Song Anle.
Song Anle held Qing'er's hand and said worriedly: "Qing'er, you seem to have lost a lot of weight recently, but what are you feeling uncomfortable?"
"No, I just worry about my family, so..." Qing'er lowered her eyes with a sad face.
"Since you're not at ease with your family, then come back early, we're all worried about you."
"It's not that I don't want to go back, it's just..." Qing'er said with a dim look on her face: "You also know Brother Cheng's temper. If I just go back like this, I might be going to be with him again, so don't blame me for being cruel."
After being confined, Qing'er naturally couldn't imagine that if she went back like this, would Song Cheng be confined her again, or even more severely confinement? Besides, she sneaked out again this time, so she would rather stay here for a long time, as long as everyone is safe, she will be enough.
Song Anle felt a little painful in her heart. Qing'er's words obviously chose Gao Yuanshang and abandoned her family. She never thought that feelings would be far beyond the value of family affection, and she could not understand how deep the feelings in true love were, but her unswerving efforts and frivolous determination were her most avoidable decisions in this life.
So Song Anle said solemnly again: "Silly girls are all their brothers and sisters, why bother to say so seriously? Besides, Brother Cheng is also doing your own good. Don't be irresistible to him. The whole family tolerate each other and everything will pass."
Of course Qing'er hoped that this was the case, but she didn't know whether everything so-called included Gao Yuanshang, so she said worriedly: "What about my brother Yuanshang and I?"
Song Anle was finally forced to ask a problem by Qing'er. She lowered her eyes, which was a kind of hesitation, but she didn't hesitate for too long. Then she said softly: "Since ancient times, marriage has been the words of matchmakers, and the orders of parents. Now your situation is different, so we still need to make a long-term plan."
Qing'er didn't wait for a satisfactory reply, so she was naturally extremely disappointed, so she said unhappily: "Then I'll go back when you make a decision."
"Qing'er." Song Anle's helpless but earnest voice was spoken, but Qing'er did not show weakness of her persistence. Song Anle sighed deeply, and then she said sadly: "You can stay here for the time being, but the seventh day of the lunar month is the death day of Aunt Qing. Don't you go to visit her?"
Qing'er knew that Song Anle would definitely convince her with this matter. At this time, she admitted that this was the only thing that could hinder her, because everything about her parents was the most important thing she wanted in her life.
"I will naturally go back that day, but don't want to use any way to keep me. Only Brother Cheng doesn't agree to marry Brother Yuan Shang for one day, I won't go back with you for one day." Qing'er's firm will, firm tone, cold expression, and all the displays are undoubtedly showing her decisive choice.
But Song Anle never expected that in just a few days, Qing'er and Gao Yuanshang had already made it to the point of talking about marriage. She felt a little sad because she thought of the scene when Gao Yuanshang sneaked into the yard that night, and the two of them were in love.
Song Anle suddenly became uneasy and impetuous. She was worried that Qing'er and Gao Yuanyi already had that kind of relationship, but it was difficult to ask. But if this was the case, she would not only hate her indecisiveness, but also regret Qing'er for the rest of her life, including the deceased elders.
Song Anle really couldn't help but ask, so she hesitated but said tactfully: "Qing'er, you and Gao Yuanshang... are you already..."
Song Anle's intermittent words seemed to be very difficult and entangled, but they were enough to express what she wanted to ask. Qing'er didn't react at first, but on Song Anle's slightly red cheeks, she suddenly understood her question.
In fact, Qing'er was also very embarrassed. When she remembered the entanglement that night, she didn't dare to reminisce about it, but she could never forget the throbbing moment.
Qing'er's first reaction was to explain clearly, but when she said that when she said that she could tell that if she had already married Gao Yuanshang, would she change their firm opposition?
"So Qing'er will not marry Brother Yuan Shang in this life." Qing'er shyly lowered her eyes and her shy expression covered her inner uneasiness, because she didn't know how to do this. If Gao Yuan Shang found out, would she think she was a frivolous woman?
Qing'er's avoidance, which is her apology for the problem, and her shy girlish feelings, are undoubtedly telling the sweetness and happiness of the **. Song Anleru was instantly sent to hell, but she could no longer tell the difference. She was ashamed of this panic-like incest, or was disappointed by the slightest expectation in her heart. In short, she could not accept such facts for the time being.
Seeing Song Anle locking her eyebrows and looking down, Qing'er was here with a low and melancholy look on her face. She guessed that Song Anle must be grudged, and the relationship between her and Gao Yuanshang. Qing'er thought of the seemingly coincidental encounters between Gao Yuanshang and Song Anle, but they were so clever. She was paranoid that Song Anle's grudge might have other meanings.
"Anle, are you okay?" Qing'er pretended to look at her as if nothing had happened.
Song Anle then calmed down. She outlined the corners of her mouth and the smile on her face, but was still unnatural in her mind. She shook her head gently, as if she was answering, as if she was concealing her unnatural.
"Anle, don't worry about me. Brother Yuan Shang is very nice to me. I believe he will continue to be nice to me." Qing'er's serious expression and a tone of faith left no room for persuasion for Song Anle.
Song Anle really wanted to be happy for Qing'er, but her real identity made her not only not happy, but she was even more worried. She suddenly had the urge to tell Qing'er the truth, because she still held a glimmer of hope. Perhaps after Qing'er learned about Gao Yuanshang's identity, for those promises she had made, Qing'er might change her persistence in Gao Yuanshang.
"Qing'er, has Gao Yuanshang mentioned his identity to you?" Song Anle still suppressed her impulse, but she had to ask or stop her. No matter what method was used, she could no longer be entangled with them like this. This was her determination in her heart, secretly making up for herself.
Qing'er hesitated for a moment. If Song Anle didn't mention this matter, she would have forgotten that Gao Yuanshang had never stated his identity, but for her, these were not the reasons that prevented her from falling in love with him from the beginning, so she shook her head gently and said, "No, but I care about these things. Even if he is just a commoner in a remote countryside, I will not leave him."
Qing'er said what she thought, but no matter from any point of Gao Yuanshang, he could not be a child of an ordinary family. So while Qing'er said these words, she already had a certain degree of confidence in her heart.
Song Anle had given up, and Qing'er would leave Gao Yuanshang's hope on his own, so she pretended to be casual and said: "What if he was a royal relative?"
Qing'er looked at Song Anle in surprise. Perhaps it was Song Anle's disguise, so she saw that she was just her easy-going side, which also prompted her to think that Song Anle was just a casual metaphor, but when faced with this problem, she really had no answer to evade, because she had never forgotten her mother's last will.
Qing'er's hesitation made Song Anle think even more about telling her the truth, but before she could speak, Xiaoju came with a little refreshment, which not only disturbed their conversation, but also awakened Song Anle's confused rationality.
It was attached to Xiaoju’s tray, and there was a bowl of dark brown medicine juice, but there was no strong bitter medicine smell. Xiaoju brought the medicine bowl in front of Qing'er and said, "Miss Qing'er should take medicine and rest."
Seeing this, Song Anle asked nervously: "Qing'er, what's wrong with you?"
"Don't be nervous first;" Qing'er said with a smile: "This is a tonic that Brother Yuan Shang has prepared for me. It is said that it can nourish yin and yang premature aging."
Qing'er smiled happily and sweetly, and she didn't know the implicit effect of the prescription. Song Anle blushed a little inexplicably when she heard it. She knew that Gao Yuanshang was proficient in medicine, so I guess what Qing'er said was true.
"Then you take medicine first and have a rest. I'll come to see you another day." Song Anle said and stood up because Xiaoju's hint was enough to let her leave at the right time.
Qing'er felt relieved about the medicine bowl and stood up and said, "Why are you in a hurry to leave? The snow outside is so thick. It's better to wait for the snow to melt in a few days before leaving."
"No need, you are not in the house, the family is already in chaos, I don't want to add any burden to them anymore." Song Anle's words were obviously implying that Qing'er's own behavior had already caused a burden to the family, even if she hoped she could realize what others felt.
Chapter completed!