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Chapter 294 His Loneliness

Gao Yuanyi sneered and said meaninglessly: "If he really has the strength to inherit Jiangye, Erchen will not be able to take it away even if he wants to, but if he does not have this strength, why don't Erchen take everything back soon?"

The queen said excitedly: "Why do you think that is everything that belongs to you?"

"Why should the mother think that he is the queen of the Northern Dynasties?" Gao Yuanyi was not inferior to the queen's aura at all. He was no longer satisfied with the queen's favoritism towards Gao Yuanshang. In his memory, he was always the shadow standing behind Gao Yuanshang. When there was sunshine, he might be noticed, but in the darkness, he would always be watching silently.

"Because he is the eldest son, your brother." The queen was still excited. She could not accept that the brothers, who were as thick as water, had to face the terror of each other, and could not disturb the stability of the Northern Dynasties for several years because of their discord.

Gao Yuanyi said with a cold and sharp look on his face: "If he were a useless person, would the queen mother still think so?"

For Gao Yuanyi, the so-called eldest son is just an excuse in their mouths. In his consciousness, it has always been just that the winner is the king and the loser is the enemy.

"You..." The queen was angry for a moment. She didn't know what Gao Yuanyi said, but she was just angry for a moment. It was really bad for Gao Yuanshang, but his decisive attitude had no room for persuasion.

The queen relieved her a little more. Since there was no room for dissuasion, she said worriedly: "You know how difficult it would be for the Queen Mother to give birth to you? The Queen Mother also imagined that if you brothers disagree one day in the future, the Queen Mother would definitely stand on your side because you are the younger brother;

But when you grow up, you don’t have any discord, but your brothers are like shadows. The Queen Mother is really glad that she chose to give birth to you. Now you have your own family and your own power, but you have to turn against each other and even fight with each other.”

The queen sighed a long time and continued, "But the Queen Mother will not choose to help you anymore, because you have grown up and no longer need the Queen Mother's fragile wings to protect you, so the Queen Mother chose to help your brother because he is the pillar of the Northern Dynasties. He is responsible for the important tasks of the country and holds the lifeline of millions of people, but he can only support and block it alone;

Tired, he did not stop with a warm arm, and he did not have a solid harbor to rest, so he was the most pitiful and lonely person in the world."

The queen's eyes were red, but she took back her tears strongly, as if immersed in a sad and heavy mood. She said leisurely: "If you are willing to compete for such a reputation that thousands of people respect, then you must be prepared for a lonely life. The queen will not stop you, nor will she blame you, because you are the queen's children and the queen's pride. Now the queen is old, but the queen will always be your strong backing."

The queen held Gao Yuanyi's hand and a smiling face with a vicissitudes of life. Perhaps she could do so much. However, in these years, whenever she saw Gao Jin tied herself to the position of ten thousand people alone, she saw it and felt heartbroken in her heart, but she could only look at him from afar, because the distance that was close to her was the gauze she had never crossed.

Because Gao Jin's vivid scenes were all seen in her eyes and clearly in her heart. Since she was devoted to the eldest son of Gao Yuanshang, Gao Yuanshang enjoyed the warmth of being loved. Gao Yuanyi did not have much care since childhood. Even some toys were all things that Gao Yuanshang was tired of playing with, so she didn't want to let Gao Yuanyi tie herself up in the loneliness that was out of reach.

Gao Yuanshang has too much, so he must pay the corresponding price for everything he has. Although this price is a bit heavy, this is his fate that was frozen after he was born.

Gao Yuanyi came with great enthusiasm, but left with great worries. The queen's words were deeply instilled in his heart. After just a few months, the queen's aging was obviously visible, and Gao Jin was even more ill.

He repeatedly asked himself whether this approach was right or wrong. Unfortunately, no one could answer him. He could only wander in this heavy question, wandering step by step.

Chen Xiaoya had not visited Song Anle alone. After learning that she had woken up, she came to visit her and brought some special items she brought back from outside the border.

Since the queen passed by, although Song Anle still refused to go out to show her feelings, her mood was obviously much better than before. At least she didn't stare blankly every day and did not feel drowsy.

"Imperial concubine, Master Chen is here." Mei Xin was not as happy as before, but instead had a low mood. Because Chen Xiaoya's pregnancy, she was worried that it would arouse Song Anle's heartache, but she was not able to reject it.

Song Anle did not respond, but just stood up to greet her. At this time, Chen Xiaoya walked in, and her obviously bulging belly suddenly stinged in her heart.

"Anle, you finally woke up." Chen Xiaoya did not notice her abnormality, but walked up happily.

Song Anleqiang squeezed out a smile and said lightly: "Come and sit down."

Chen Xiaoya found that Song Anle's condition didn't seem to be very good, but she could understand it, so she helped her sit down on the soft couch.

"These are some small toys I brought back from outside the border, and I don't respect it." The palace maid next to Chen Xiaoya gave a brocade box. Song Anle signaled to Mei Xin, and Mei Xin immediately took the brocade box.

Song Anle also said politely: "They come when they come, why do you bring something?"

"It's just some small things, not worth much."

Song Anle pursed her lips slightly, but when she thought of Chen Xiaoya's words just now, she said in surprise: "By the way, you just said it was something from the outside world, why did you go to the outside world too?"

"King Yong has been stationed in the border for several months. He was worried about leaving me alone in the palace, so he took me away. The war has subsided and I am pregnant again, so King Yong accompanied me back to the palace to settle my baby first."

Song Anle looked at her bulging belly and felt very uncomfortable, but Chen Xiaoya and Gao Yuanyi were moving so fast that she didn't expect that it might be because of the love that took place over time, but in the end, people's hearts could not resist the passing of time.

Chen Xiaoya realized that Song Anle might be affected, so she held her hand and said gently: "Anle, I know you must be very sad, but now that things have come to this point, even if you fall like this, you will not be able to revive your child, so you have to cheer up and wait until you have good health, and don't be afraid of having no children."

Song Anle didn't want to mention this matter, nor did she dare to mention the child. She knew that she still didn't have the courage to accept the facts, so she said in a low voice: "Stop talking, I understand all these."

Chen Xiaoya didn't want to stay on this topic, so she said again: "In a few days it will be the emperor's birthday. Since the emperor has been ill recently, this year it is said that everything will be simple. Then you must cheer up and don't let those who are waiting to watch the jokes watch the fun."

"I understand." Song Anle heard the queen mention it, so she was not surprised by the news. She just inevitably went there, which made her a little overwhelmed.

Both of them chatted for a while. Chen Xiaoya saw Song Anle's tiredness, so she left consciously. However, after seeing Chen Xiaoya off, Song Anle leaned against the soft couch and faced the scenery of the garden, and no longer had the intention to fall asleep.

In a blink of an eye, the hot summer is passing by with the autumn wind, and the desolate autumn comes. People's emotions seem to be driven by the changes in the seasons. Perhaps this is the unique beauty in the darkness of autumn.

Song Anle finally gradually calmed down during her recovery for nearly two months, but she still did not step out of the palace from beginning to end. The farthest place, that is, she spent a while in the yard, and she still kept it in the palace for more time.

As Gao Jin's birthday approached, all palaces were preparing various birthday gifts, but Yongfu Palace was not prepared at all. Gao Yuanshang thought he was busy adjusting the troops, then recruiting new recruits and organizing horse buying. These were things he had to do after sending away the Yanxia every year.

But this year seemed particularly busy because he not only had to reinforce the Northern Dynasties, but also his own troops, but he needed to increase the number privately.

On this day, Song Anle rarely got up early, and changed into a long-lost palace uniform. He picked up three thousand black hair and wore a delicate and brief hair accessories, as if he was back to his former self. His face was covered with scars, and he no longer had the innocence he had before.

Mei Xin brought the washing utensils, but found that Song Anle was sitting in front of the bronze mirror, already in a complete outfit. She paused for a moment, then walked in again and said worriedly: "Imperial concubine, are you...?"

Song Anle was not moved. She stood up and said lightly: "Has the eldest prince been back last night?"

Mei Xin's face darkened. Not long ago, Gao Yuanshang had been going back to Changle Palace to sleep. Perhaps seeing Song Anle gradually improve, he would occasionally stay in other palaces, but Mei Xin would inevitably worry that Song Anle would mind, so she seemed dull and said, "It is said that she stayed in Chen Fei's place, so she should go to the morning court soon."

Song Anle was still unmoved. As for her now, she just wanted to seek peace. As long as no one came to disturb her, she didn't want to argue about worldly affairs anymore. So she said lightly: "Then go to Chen Fei and say it, just say that if there is something wrong with me in the palace, I will ask the eldest prince to come to the morning court."

"I will pass it over here." Mei Xin nodded and left in a hurry, because she was worried that Gao Yuanshang would go to the morning court, so she did not delay for a moment.

Gao Yuanshang learned that Song Anle suddenly had something to look for him. He guessed that it was because of Gao Jin's birthday, so after he got off the morning court, he hurried to Changle Palace.
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