Chapter 383 Waiting in torment
Gao Yuanshang paused for a moment, and a smile of happiness appeared on his face, but then he said worriedly: "Although I know that being lifted from the cold palace was the idea of King Yong, I only know that his love for Anle is not inferior to my love for her, but I have no way to accept it. A man who loves Anle deeper than me may take away everything that belongs to me at any time, so I secretly swear that I want to become strong. Only by becoming a king can I have the right to protect everything that belongs to me."
The queen seemed to be able to see the outlook of Gao Yuanshang's sharp eyes, so she said timidly: "What about you in the future? Will you let King Yong go?"
Gao Yuanshang subconsciously glanced at the queen, then thoughtfully took back his eyes. He didn't know how to answer the queen, but the queen was obviously worried about him or was not sure about him.
Gao Yuanshang would not give the queen any answer without vision, so he said coldly: "My son is not good at imagining in the blank space, and everything is waiting for the situation to change."
When the queen saw Gao Yuanshang avoid answering her questions positively, she said with greater concern: "But you also know that he is your younger brother and the brothers of your mother."
Gao Yuanshang always believed that the queen was protecting Gao Yuanyi. He didn't know whether the queen had protected him like this when something happened to him, but he clearly remembered that during his confinement, the queen never greeted him.
So Gao Yuanshang said a little annoyed: "So what, he hasn't attacked me either."
The queen also seemed a little excited and said, "But he chose to give up in the end, right? Why can't you repay him with a favor?"
No matter what the queen said, she should not favor either side between her two sons. After all, it was all flesh that fell off her body. Besides, she was ashamed of Gao Yuanyi, so at a critical moment, she would definitely come forward to plead for Gao Yuanyi.
"It was him who was unkind to me first. Is my counterattack considered unrighteous?" Gao Yuanshang was a little excited, but then he said coldly: "Besides, he loved Anle, but later found that Anle loved me deeply, so he retreated."
The queen locked her eyebrows and said with a serious look on her face: "Why can't you change your thinking, even because of your brotherly ties, not others."
"This matter is not for the queen to worry about my mother. You are in a bad state. My son dare not disturb me too much. My son took his leave." Gao Yuanshang finished speaking, and stood up and nodded and retreated. He knew that the queen just didn't want to see their brothers and feet killing, so he had to favor Gao Yuanyi, but to him, he was extremely sensitive and could not accept the queen's bias.
After Gao Yuanshang left, the queen sighed deeply. She secretly blamed herself, not knowing what she had done wrong. Why can't the two sons work together to keep the country firmly, but must make a fuss to the point where the water and fire are incompatible.
Deeply trapped in thought, the queen still couldn't come back to her senses. The cause of all was because of their status, and the royal family finally managed to defeat them for the rest of their lives.
Gao Yuanshang has been busy all day in the long-lost government affairs. This is the first time he has not been by her side since Song Anle fell into a coma. When he returned to Changle Palace, he only heard Jade Ju shouting happily, "That's great, so good, the little prince is finally back."
"Really?" a little palace maid said in surprise: "When did it happen?"
"Just just now, the Queen sent someone to carry it back."
"Go quickly, go quickly, carry the little prince for the imperial concubine to see, maybe the imperial concubine will wake up."
"Yes, yes, yes, I'll hug you now."
Zhanju ran out in a hurry and happened to run into Gao Yuanshang after listening to their conversation, and walked in. Because of his eagerness, Zhanju almost hit Gao Yuanshang.
"See the eldest prince." Zhan Ju stopped in time and took two steps back in panic.
"Don't rush to hug the little prince first, let the imperial concubine get through first." Gao Yuanshang handed over the medicine bag in his hand.
Zhanju took the medicine bag and took a look. She could no longer remember that this was the first medicine Gao Yuanshang developed for Song Anle. Although it had no obvious effect, his efforts were strong inside.
"I will go and boil the medicine now. Let's take a rest in the palace." After the chrysanthemum finished speaking, she left with the medicine bag, without even being too restrictive.
Gao Yuanshang returned to the hall and walked directly into the bedroom to visit Song Anle. Because of his long unconsciousness, his cheeks, which were originally rosy and puffed, had a pale face and thin skin. If this goes on every day, the tragedy will eventually happen.
Gao Yuanshang held Song Anle's hand tightly, and the helpless feeling in his heart almost eroded his body and mind. He didn't dare to imagine whether he would still have the courage to face his future life if he really lost Song Anle. He didn't even know whether he could still have the energy to live in this world.
So he held Song Anle's hand and supported his heavy mind. He prayed silently for her and for himself, hoping that God would give them another chance to cherish, even if it would be more time to spend together.
After boiling the medicine, she brought it in directly. After entering the hall, she realized that she was not the time to come. However, looking at the tired Gao Yuanshang, she was still guarding Song Anle in an endless manner. She felt heartbreaking and discomfort for the first time.
At this time, Gao Yuanshang had already realized the sound of footsteps, so he had already faded away his original helplessness, but his face was still full of fatigue.
"Big Prince, the medicine is ready. Let me feed the imperial concubine." Zhanju walked in with the medicine.
"No need, I'll just come. Go and order someone to bring the little prince and stay here tonight." Gao Yuanshang said, while holding the medicine bowl in his hand.
Zhan Ju really couldn't bear to see Gao Yuanshang tired like this. Song Anle is already like this now. If Gao Yuanshang is exhausted again, their efforts will be wasted. So Zhan Ju said with concern: "Big Prince, you have been tired for several days, so you might as well let me guard you."
"I'm fine, just do as you tell me." Gao Yuanshang's mental state seemed much better, because he realized that his overdrawn body could no longer be concealed by himself.
Zhanju didn't say much, after all, she was the master, so she nodded and said, "I will leave first."
Gao Yuanshang gently blew the medicine that was a bit hot. Without burning his mouth, he took a sip of the medicine and put it in his mouth. He then fed Song Anle to the mouth to take it.
This way of feeding medicine is the key to maintaining Song Anle's lifeline, so he was very skillful in controlling it, but Song Anle still had no chance of turning around, which made him at a loss.
Gao Yuanshang held Song Anle's hand and said with a sad look on his face: "Le'er, do you really don't want to accompany me anymore? Do you really have to leave me cruelly?"
Because of a moment of fatigue and helpless fragility, Gao Yuanshang murmured to himself: "We have agreed that the ends of the world will never leave you. Now you are asleep like this, where do you tell me to go? I am so scared. One day I will not be able to catch up with you, and I am also afraid, it is not the time to go with you. Tell me, what should I do?"
Gao Yuanshang left tears fragilely, relieved for a moment, but he still said helplessly: "Le'er, please, please accompany me for a while, even if you give me some time to miss, even if you give me another chance to cherish, please accompany me again, just once."
Gao Yuanshang choked and buried his face in Song Anle's arms. This was the first time in his life. He cried because of helplessness and timidity. Although he didn't want to show his weakness, he was too tired. He wanted to accompany Song Anle to sleep all the time.
After Xiaoju disappeared for a while, she appeared again, and at the door of Song Anle's dormitory, she listened in a daze to everything Gao Yuanshang said. How extravagant she had hoped that she would become the traction in Gao Yuanshang's eyes. Even if she listened to his touching love words, it was a pity that after so many years of waiting, she still could not resist the love as strong as water.
She listened to the love words that belonged to others, but she moved her passionate eyes, as if she was also a momentary scenery in that beautiful story. Although no one knew how to appreciate it, at least she had been noticed.
After Gao Yuanshang relieved for a long time, he finally improved from his grief, but he stared at Song Anle in a daze, as if he was about to imprint her deeply in his mind. Suddenly, he heard a voice outside the hall saying, "Report to the eldest prince, an old friend is asking for a meeting."
Gao Yuanshang then took a deep breath from his low mood. He then whispered in a thick and cheerful voice: "It's too late today, let her come back another day."
There was no words outside the hall for a long time, and Gao Yuanshang ignored it. It was not until he noticed the sound of footsteps that he looked at him in a blink of an eye and saw Xiaoju walking in gently. If it weren't for her intentional footsteps, Gao Yuanshang wouldn't have noticed her walking in at all.
Gao Yuanshang stood up and said in surprise: "Xiaoju, why is it you? Where have you been there during this period? Why can't I summon you?"
Xiaoju was delighted, and Gao Yuanshang breathed a sigh of relief and asked him all the questions about Xiaoju's whereabouts, and he was obviously nervous and surprised, so Xiaoju thought that he had not never cared about her, nor had he not found her.
But Xiaoju knelt down and said, "I have been missing for several months and have lost my own responsibilities. I hope the eldest prince will punish me."
Chapter completed!