"Half eleven."

...

“Eat smoothies?”

"Aren't you chilling?"

"Isn't this an umbrella?"

...

"By the way...if we ended in this way...what is it that we had a trip to the top of the mountain before? What's the point?"

"It has a lot of meaning, such as giving us the opportunity to walk back quietly at such a late situation, such as being able to encounter this rain... Well, you can also look at the corner of my eyes, yes, it's the broken side... This is actually the meaning."

"snort!"

"Jingjing, you can beat me, but it actually made me feel relieved." The rain gradually became heavier. At least the sound of raindrops hitting the umbrella can become a protective sound, and Kim Jong-ming suddenly stopped. "No matter what... I always feel guilty."

"What does it mean to be heartbroken?" On the sidewalk, in the rain, when only two and a half blocks away from Tara's dormitory, the two finally faced each other with umbrellas.

"I confessed to you at the beginning." Of course, Eun-jing was not low, but she was injured in her knees and only wore flat shoes for the convenience of walking, so Kim Jong-ming still faced the other party with a bow. "This is a selfish decision."

"Do you think we are a mistake this year and a half?" Enjing was a little angry.

"No!" Kim Jong-ming shook his head. "I just said, I was a little selfish at that time. Just as I said at that time, one of us pursued the future and the other looked back at the past."

"Is there any problem?" Enjing asked in confusion.

"People move forward... It is natural to pursue the future, but it is wrong to expect someone to stay in the past forever, and this reveals a kind of unreasonable domineering attitude... I am very sorry."

"Thank you...it's meaningless to say this at this time. We made such a childish agreement on the mountain before. Didn't we just want to say these words? Let's go with it, it's almost here!"

Jin Zhongming nodded.

...

However, Enjing, who interrupted Kim Jong-ming's words, had a lot of uncontrollable thoughts, thoughts, words and questions in her heart. She was getting closer and closer to the dormitory... In fact, she was only a few dozen meters away from where Kim Jong-ming stopped just now, and she could hardly walk away.

"You didn't finish your words just now, right?" Enjing couldn't stand it anymore. With her personality, she was actually destined to be unable to stand it. "What happened to us at the beginning!"

Kim Jong-ming calmly stopped, but what he said seemed a little irrelevant: "Jingjing, I was actually in a very bad situation at that time. I won the best actor but was not recognized. I went abroad to act in a commercial film, but in fact, the movie and I were both embarrassed. The movie was not good for business success in South Korea because of my nationality, and I couldn't win awards abroad because of my ethnicity. "Two Days and One Night" was also the hardest but the most helpless time... As for you at that time, I won't say much, you know better than me..."

"What does it mean?" Enjing was impatient.

"Quiet." Jin Zhongming smiled bitterly. "Have you ever thought that the first half of our year when there was no problem... was the time when our career problems were most in line... At that time, we actually needed each other..."

"Then you don't need me anymore, right?" Enjing's eyes turned red. "TV series, movies, variety shows, best director, grand prize..."

"Why do you think so?" Jin Zhongming sighed. "Jingjing, I thought about it carefully a few days ago. In terms of career, our intersection line is indeed the most in line that year... But Jingjing, feelings and career should actually be separated!"

"But neither of us did it, right?" Enjing turned her head instinctively. She instinctively didn't want the other party to see her tears. "What you said makes sense, we are not willing to admit defeat. This is the key to the problem... No one is willing to take a step back, take another step."

Jin Zhongming felt very uncomfortable.

"I know that saying this is just annoying now." Eun-jing said hard with tears in her eyes. "But... I want to tell you, Zhong Ming, I really tried my best, I really tried my best to understand your mentality... I didn't answer any excessive advertisements... I actually knew about you stopping that movie, but I didn't say it... because I know that the plot of that horror movie is not suitable... And our MV, Catwoman... This is a sexy look... I am the most popular, but I really took the initiative to explain it to the president at that time, and I just need to stand on the edge..."

Jin Zhongming's face was very calm: "It's very painful, right? His mind was like two people. One saw my efforts and efforts in our relationship and hoped to continue. But on the other hand, the other person couldn't help reminding himself that he had his own way to go, and he wouldn't be able to stand it if he continued like this. Is that right?"

"What do you think?" Eun-jing threw away the umbrella from the smoothie shop. Kim Jong-ming stretched out her umbrella and was pushed away by her. The raindrops hit the girl with short hair, but she just bit her lip and looked at the other person. "I always thought you didn't know this! I always thought that you could only see your own problems, only feel your own pressure and pain. If that's the case, I'm willing to try to work hard! Do you know? When I went to the top of the mountain with you today, I held a glimmer of hope! I thought about plunging into your arms and going back! But I beat you in the end, and I really beat you up with all my strength. Do you know why?"

"Because you find that I know everything." Jin Zhongming's eyes were a little sad. "I came up and clearly suggested that I had thought about it. As soon as I reached the foot of the mountain, I told you that I knew some things. After I carried you up, I would tell you that I understood your difficulties and the source of your personality... But I didn't choose to be more tolerant of you because I understood the other person better than you. Is that what it means? That's why you couldn't help but beat me up... Is that true?"

Enjing's tears came out in the rain. This question is the knot that has been blocking her heart. When she comes here, the only thing she wants to ask is this - since you understand everything, you know better than me, why can't you tolerate me more? Why are you still unwilling tolerate each other again and again?

It’s a very Qiong Yao-style problem, or in other words, there is a reason why Qiong Yao dramas have become a genre. In fact, this is the case in terms of emotions. If you give a little, I give a little, and I give a little more, why don’t you give a little more? The emotional account is the most petty, but the most hurtful!

"Do you want to hear the truth?" Jin Zhongming also threw down the umbrella and tried to wipe the other person's tears with both hands.

Enjing had long since lost the control she was on the mountain. She smashed the other person's hand almost like anger, but she really wanted to know the answer, otherwise, she wouldn't even have the intention to take steps: "You say!"

"The answer is very hurtful." Jin Zhongming looked at the other party with distress. "Let me hold your face."

Enjing did not refuse this time.

"First." Kim Jong-ming held the other person's head and gritted his teeth and said the answer with ruthless heart. "I am born a selfish person. I have such a personality. I don't want to regress. Whether it is a macho or a tyrant's temper, I agree!"

Enjing's head shaking, but there was no other intense reaction, because she knew that it was true. She was just drenched in the rain just now and felt wronged and didn't want to think about it. But she also knew that this was nonsense and could not be used as a real reason.

"Second." Kim Jong-ming gently attached to the other party's ear. "To be honest, Jingjing, this circle is more cruel than you think. It's not that your efforts are meaningless...but that your efforts are easily erased by some nonsense and ridiculous things... So I think for those things..."

"It is meaningless or not worth it to make concessions for those things... Is that what it means?" Enjing suddenly calmed down, but the look and tone of her head made Jin Zhongming feel a little cold.

"I didn't say that." He tried hard to suppress the helplessness that arose in his heart. Jin Zhongming shook his head very seriously. "I am also an artist, why would I think so? If you can really become a signboard in an industry like my teacher..."

"You still think I can't catch up with the Girls' Generation and the others!" Eun-jing completely lost interest in continuing to speak on this topic. "I think I'm doing useless work."

Similarly, Kim Jong-ming lost interest in continuing to discuss this topic.

"Put it all aside." Enjing in the rain calmed down completely. "Zhong Ming, I don't want to let you go, this is a fact. But I have other things I don't want to let go."

"So too!" Kim Jong-ming replied seriously.

"Then I'll be at ease." Enjing lowered her head and went to find the umbrella, but found that the inferior umbrella given by her smoothie shop had been broken for some reason. She even felt it was boring and threw away the umbrella.

Kim Jong-ming also turned around and picked up his handful. Fortunately, this handful was fine.

So, Eun-jing walked in front, Kim Jong-ming held an umbrella behind, and the two continued the last stretch of the road.

This section of the road is actually very interesting.

Just like Kim Jong-ming's example, both of them seemed to be schizophrenia when facing each other. One was full of pressure, anxiety and opposition. But the other kept reminding the two that at least there was no impure in their relationship... Kim Jong-ming and Han Eun-jing were as clean and straightforward as they were in junior high school.

So, although they made up their minds to let go of each other and then seize other important things, the two still had reluctance and ideological struggles - after all, according to their previous childish agreement, when Enjing walked to the door of her dormitory, everything was about to end.

The most intuitive manifestation of this struggle is that the two of them walked for more than half an hour in the last two blocks. Moreover, whether it was walking or stopping or slow, the rhythm of the two was surprisingly consistent.

But in the end, no matter what happened, the two of them and a small umbrella came to the door of Tara's dormitory.

"Get in." Standing in the open space in front of the empty apartment building, Kim Jong-ming said to the person in front of him with difficulty. He was reluctant to leave now, just as if the person who had a dispute with the other party two blocks was not him. When it came to an end, some things would be magnified unlimitedly. "Don't think about anything too much, take a hot bath, ask for a leave, and then hold the quilt and have a good sleep... Starting tomorrow..."

"Take the umbrella away." The young man naturally flirted with his hairline wet by the rain, which seemed much calmer than Jin Zhongming. "I asked you to throw away the umbrella. I've asked you to give it up. Can't you listen to me honestly once?"

Jin Zhongming raised his hand weakly and threw away the umbrella.

Enjing then stood on tiptoe and kissed her hard.

Jin Zhongming immediately understood that the other party broke up this time and didn't want to repeat the regrets of the last time.

Kim Jong-ming, who had always thought he was very serious, decisive, and mature, finally couldn't help it. He hugged the other person tightly, and tears fell down his eyes instantly, and then fell into Eun-jing's wide eyes below. Even so, Eun-jing's eyes didn't even blink.

Everything is because they know it well. After this kiss, the other party will completely break free from himself and then go on another path that belongs to them but has nothing to do with him.

Enjing stopped first.

Jin Zhongming felt lost.

"Jin Zhongmingxi, let's break up!" Holding the other party's head and looking at the other party's stunned expression, Eun-jing smiled with tears in her eyes. "I'm sorry, I regret it, I still want to decide the winner! If anyone who knows the matter asks, remember to tell them that it was me, Han Eun-jing, who dumped you!"

After saying this, Enjing turned around and ran back to the apartment building.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, but Jin Zhongming didn't know where to go.

ps1: Let me talk about the specific one first, why is it 2-in-1? Because I really don’t know if that chapter is available tonight. The teacher temporarily notified me to go to the project today last night. This chapter was unprepared yesterday. I got up at 4 a.m. at regular intervals. I didn’t finish the code until 8 o’clock. I was running some software in the laboratory and secretly continued to code... So, I really don’t know if there is any chapter in the evening. And I want to understand it at one time, so I don’t plan to divide it into two chapters. So it’s called 2-in-1.so. At least I don’t have to say that I’m not despicable because of this kind of thing, right?

ps2: I made a big mistake before, and I was hesitant and dared not write it, which led to the past few chapters being sticky, and I was burying the career line while advancing. In the end, I made it as bad as this ghost weather. I knelt down and admitted my mistake.

ps3: Novels, just novels, I hope everyone doesn’t bring fans so much...it will make me very tired and hurt.

Weekend...get a meal!
Chapter completed!