Chapter 41 I'm so sorry(3/3)
On the day he killed Xiao Liuli and obtained Lan Geyu's mask...
He met Miss Morgan.
She said at the time: "Looking back in the end, it is indeed different. The drinks I like to drink, the work I do, and my future dreams. Everything has changed."
"What was your dream at that time?"
"...then?"
Hearing this, Morgan was silent for a long time: "Let me think about it..."
She couldn't think of it for a moment, so she took the barber and continued walking forward.
As she walked, she thought seriously and recalled.
After walking out for a long time, she suddenly exclaimed:
"...Ah, I remembered it!"
"What?"
the barber asked immediately.
"Ah, it's a bit shameful to say..."
Morgan was a little embarrassed.
But she was silent for a while, and then she replied softly: "Back then, I actually wanted to be a [hero]."
"……hero?"
"Every child wants to be a hero, it makes sense."
Morgan recalled with some nostalgia: “In the beginning, I wanted to have ‘admirers’.
"After that...I want to be his hero alone. Be his hero."
"...What do you think of heroes?"
The barber asked in a low voice: "The darling of the media, the toy of the company, the foolish madman...or what?"
"It's wind. It's light. It's any force that's timely enough to change everything."
Morgan answered without hesitation: "Whenever he needs me, I can be there. I think that is a hero."
She asked back: "What about you?"
"...A hero is a powerless thing."
The barber took a deep breath: "Something has to be sacrificed, some tragedy has to happen before a hero can be born.
"Many costs are borne by the heroes' relatives and friends, some costs are borne by innocent people...Only a very small number of costs are borne by the heroes themselves.
"Heroes can save many people. But they can't save the people who made themselves heroes that day or that night."
In his mind, his mother who died of weakness appeared in his mind.
Those skinny limbs and pale face will make you feel heart palpitated just thinking about them.
"There is nothing a hero can do."
he repeated.
"If I were the unfettered devil, maybe I could destroy the world with a laugh...but I can't.; My cares are too deep, my personality is weak, and I worry too much.
"If I were an omnipotent sage, I might be able to change the whole world from top to bottom and prevent tragedies from happening again. But I am too powerless... My wisdom, my will, and my talents are just ordinary people.
extent.
"I can't do anything..."
"That's why you awakened your psychic powers," Morgan said softly, "I won't blame you for using his identity. Because I know... deep down in the heart of any psychic, there is sadness.
"Because a person always has to fail completely before he can discover his true desires."
"I……"
The barber stopped talking.
He felt a rare sense of confusion.
My desire... Russell's desire, what is it?
"...I want to help others."
Chapter completed!