Chapter 62: When a person who likes to ask questions meets someone who likes to answer(1/2)
On the third day after escaping from the official office, the girl picked up this broken straw mat that no one wanted in the back alley of a family.
Afterwards, I don’t know who I heard of, maybe it was in front of a restaurant.
She heard that someone was talking at the wine table.
Luoyang is about to hold a martial arts conference, and many people from the martial arts world will surely come to observe.
So, the girl who didn't know how to find someone in the world decided to leave and try her luck.
She didn't think carefully about what to do if she couldn't find that person in the martial arts world, nor did she think carefully about how she would live alone in the martial arts world.
She just set out with the broken straw mat.
She is not afraid or worried.
Because she knew that the rest of her life had only one purpose left.
That is to ask clearly, the last one in her mind, or several questions.
After she had solved the doubt that completely occupied her whole mind and even made her unable to feel sad after she had lost everything.
Should her father really die for that money?
Is your original happiness really despicable and despicable?
Does she have the right to hate others, and who should she hate?
She didn't understand, she was just confused and her heart was ashamed.
It's like it's now.
When the well-fed and well-dressed children snatched her straw mat in Luoyang City.
The girl did not chase or cry, she just stood there with confusion and doubt in her eyes.
Is it use to ask for their own straw mat?
Are they missing this straw mat?
So should I give them the straw mat?
But that straw mat is already the only thing around me.
Can anyone help me?
There should be no such thing, at least these people who stole her things would not come to help her.
Even in this huge Luoyang city, she has not met anyone who is willing to hire her to do things and give her a bite of food for the time being.
Why?
The girl couldn't figure it out, and didn't understand if she did something wrong, so she couldn't feel the little kindness around her.
But if so.
Does that person have to have no bad intentions to live well?
But if so.
Are those who snatched her straw mattress also holding good intentions?
That's why they can live such a carefree life?
This shouldn't be the case.
It shouldn't be a good thing to steal other people's things.
It’s like her father who took someone else’s money, even for the sake of giving it to his family, is not a good thing.
But in the same situation, why is her father dead while others are still smiling?
The girl thought.
So she felt a little unfair again.
Fortunately, she had just considered that if the other party really needed it, she might be able to give them the straw mat.
Thinking about this, the girl found that the more she thought about it, the less she felt, and she even felt a little aggrieved.
Even in the end, she even bit her lip and cried.
Why?
Why?
She really didn't understand, too much.
Perhaps because her face was full of tears, she didn't notice it either.
Across the street, there was a young monk looking at her quietly.
There is no sadness or joy on his face.
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After saying goodbye to the crowd of people in the martial arts world, Leguo set out on the road alone.
The famous name of the government office is still two days before the opening of the martial arts conference.
He decided to continue his practice on the streets of Luoyang City.
To make up for some, he had broken his "infatuation" mind that he had kept silent.
But now he no longer cares about this matter as much as before.
He felt that he had let go, and after reciting the Heart Sutra for several days.
Judging from his current perspective, a temporary attachment to appearance does not mean anything. If you can't get out of it, that is the real attachment to appearance.
Monks are not greedy or thinking, and can let go, and then they are considered calm.
But did he really let it go? No one knows this.
And what should I do to be called not greedy?
I thought I just didn't want to.
This is his Buddha, so he doesn't want to, so he doesn't be greedy.
But what his master wanted him to understand was another kind of Buddha.
A simpler and more straightforward Buddha.
Not greedy, so don't want to.
Although the two only have order differences in words and sentences, they are completely different in the principles contained in their interpretation.
People who are not greedy will not become greedy so easily.
But it is still too easy for people who don’t think about it.
That's why the old abbot insisted on letting Guo go through the world.
After all, how can a person not be greedy? He must be greedy first.
If you are greedy but cannot get it, your mind will naturally be settled over time.
But if the young monk is greedy, he will get what he wants.
That only means that his fate with Buddhism is not enough, or that he has already cleared his mind, the old abbot will not force him to return to Shaolin again.
Just let him be a good person in the world.
In the final analysis, will the little monk Leguo really think about being greedy?
He knows it, and the old abbot who has watched him grow up is convinced of this.
He has been in the mountains for too long, and there will always be things that can move him in the mundane world.
But what he would think and what he would be greedy for was not something the old abbot could guess.
People were flowing around on the streets of Luoyang City.
Leguo looked at the girl across the street and said nothing.
He felt that the world was very sad and always obsessed with nothingness that could not be obtained or kept.
It is like birth, old age, sickness and death.
Everyone dies, so why bother stubborn?
The girl cried so sadly because she was taken away by the straw mat. However, if she didn't care about the straw mat, she would naturally not be sad.
It seems that if everyone puts life and death aside and just feels their existence at this moment, then what other thoughts are there in this world that cannot be understood.
The Buddha who has realized the fruit is to look at his own life from the perspective of the Buddha.
If you are no longer yourself.
"I" is just experiencing the birth and death of another person personally.
Then, joy is naturally joyful, but sadness is just another experience.
When it is cold, you will feel the cold and the heat quietly, and you will feel the heat silently.
To be continued...