Chapter Fourteen Psychological Problems.(1/2)
Jiang Yunuo would have a nightmare starting very early.
That was a very scary nightmare.
In the dream, she was very small, very small, running in panic on the endless road with no end, and the people chasing her...
It's an envelope, an extremely huge, ugly envelope...
Every time she ran and ran... she was always caught up by the envelope.
Then the envelope opened its big mouth every time, saying "You are so ugly" while eating her in one bite...
Very scary.
She doesn't know why things from her childhood have affected her for so long, until now...
But these days, the dream has changed.
I no longer dream about big envelopes, although it is still miserable, suffocating under the water is hideous...
But she will no longer be awakened. After the ferociousness, there is a brilliant light...
Someone stretched out their hand, as if stepping on colorful clouds, pulling her out of the nightmare...
In the dream, she desperately grabbed that hand and breathed for a moment, filling her lungs that were stretched to the limit.
She was saved.
Tear up the envelope and escape death.
The light finally shone in the dream.
Feeling relieved.
But, she was lying on the shore wet, facing the dazzling light...
Very sad.
No matter how she recalled or thought, she never gave the owner of that hand a face. She only remembered that the man was shirtless and there was a scar under his shoulder...
To put it simply, she is not participating in the show, or is really determined to find a partner, she is just looking for a face for her savior, the man in her dreams.
After falling asleep last night, I fell asleep as expected. The man's face automatically replaced today's Li Xun, and then I was surprised to find that it didn't violate the rules at all.
Jiang Yunuo ignored her cell phone at the moment, stopped reaching for the window, turned her head, and looked at Li Xun steadily again.
"Are you sick?"
Before I was so sick, I only had envelopes in my dreams, but now I am so sick that I only have him in my dreams.
Jiang Yunuo played with her fingers absentmindedly, sighed softly, and looked out the window again, looking at the greenery all the way down the mountain.
It's time to face it, say goodbye to those dreams, and say goodbye to everything in my heart in the past.
It’s a life again, and the future should be even brighter.
Sometimes psychological problems, or all problems, are just a matter of thought. Once you figure it out, everything will be solved.
Ever since he almost left this wonderful world some time ago...Jiang Yunuo was thinking about it and reflecting on himself.
She seems to be sick, a disease that has been hidden in her heart since early on.
Since God gave me a chance, I decided to go out.
He picked up the phone again, showed a relieved smile, and sent his mother:
"Mom, please contact a psychiatrist for me."
This time I don’t hide it in my heart, and then I smile and pretend that everything is fine...
Jiang Yunuo turned his head again, and smiled this time, but there was a hint of attempt in the smile... to let go of his guard?
Still brilliant, still brilliant.
If you work hard, it’s okay if you’re not him?
...
Mom: "How are you? Do you see each other? Have you called?"
The nanny car was still driving, and Li Xun, who sensed that Jiang Yunuo was deep in thought, would not disturb others because of his interest.
Instead, I took out my phone and saw my mother’s WeChat message.
Just at this time, the prompt pop-up window "Battery remaining 20%" popped up.
Li Xun curled his lips and typed: "No power..."
It also comes with a battery screenshot for free.
The reply was quick, "What do you mean? The phone is out of battery?"
Li Xun was helpless: "...there's no electricity."
I have to admit that Jiang Yunuo must have said that there was no call. He might have taken advantage of it, but he was like a charger. He didn't have a phone plugged in, and he didn't know where to charge it if he had power.
To be honest, before Li Xun recorded, he actually fantasized about being with a female star... Nonsense, if a female star really has a chance, who wouldn't want a man?
Is it true that sensory animals deserve their reputation?
But now, pull it down.
He clicked his tongue twice and looked at the circle of friends again. He saw that his little sister Li actually called her good brother a nuisance in the circle of friends. How could Li Xun bear this? He casually clicked a like and then forwarded it to
The blocked Yao Ma.
Well, I am such a good brother.
Browse through your phone roughly.
Soon the nanny van also stopped.
We've arrived.
The two of them had dinner at a place decided by the program crew.
But Jiang Yunuo must be a little absent-minded now. Making a decision is one thing, but the process of overcoming it is another.
It won't be easy for sure.
Jiang Yunuo had already worked very hard to have a good relationship with Li Xun, and even broke through her own during the meal and gave Li Xun food once.
But that's all for now.
She was still a little at a loss when facing boys.
"You need to see a psychiatrist as soon as possible."
Soon, with the embarrassment lingering in the air, after finishing the lunch, Jiang Yunuo stood on the side of the road and said goodbye to Li Xun, thinking firmly in his heart.
And Wang Ya, who had been guarding the feedback screens of these fixed positions today, was also dumbfounded.
She has recorded so many love variety shows, but this is the first time I have seen her...
Didn’t you say a few words along the way??
It’s okay if Jiang Yunuo doesn’t want the camera. Li Xun, don’t you think you can find a topic to fight for the camera?
You squeezed out so much today.
You are making it difficult for Auntie to do this now!
"The recording will be done the day after tomorrow at the Hot Spring Club. I'll give you another chance to express yourself freely. I hope you won't disappoint Auntie..."
...
In the afternoon, the two parted ways.
A bad first meeting.
Su Rou and Jiang Zhiming were as anxious as ants on a hot pot at home.
Why go out on a date and still need to see a psychiatrist?
Jiang Yunuo had just opened the door to go home, and she hadn't even taken off her high heels yet.
After being flustered for a long time, Su Rou, who was waiting at the door, quickly came over and hugged her girl, "What's wrong, Jiang Jiang, are you unhappy today?"
"No...it's okay."
Although Jiang Jiang forced a smile, any fool could see that it was a forced smile.
She figured it out, tried it, and failed.
This made her feel even heavier.
She is indeed very ill.
"I want to go back home and be quiet." Jiang Yunuo left a word, went upstairs alone, and fell down on the bed in a daze, clutching the quilt with his hands.
My heart is in a mess.
After a while, the door was knocked twice and then opened, and a worried Su Rou came in.
She looked at her daughter's back, slowly walked to her side, and without saying a word, gently stroked her back.
To be continued...