Chapter 250
"Okay, you don't need to say anything more. I'm unlucky. If I admit it, I'll just be unwilling. I'll be unwilling to be unspoken in advance. I've already made this kind of enlightenment since the first day I entered the entertainment industry. You go, I don't need you to be responsible." Kashimu Riko didn't want to listen to Hei Yuyi's explanation. In her opinion, Hei Yuyi's explanation was not an explanation at all. She could only keep reminding her of the night she was ashamed to speak and wanted to forget about today.
"Riko Kashima, what are you saying? That's your first time!" Hei Yuyi was a little anxious when he heard about Liko Kashima Kashima's almost self-deprecating words. What does it mean to be treated as a hidden rule? She could blame him, but she could not give up on herself. He didn't want to ruin a good girl because of him.
"The first time? Do you know? It seems that it was really planned by you, haha." Kashimu Riko's eyes were filled with sadness and wanted to sneer, but this sneer was even worse than crying. Obviously she still cared very much.
It is also the most precious first time for a girl, but she was inexplicably seized by a man who had only known each other for less than a day and had no favors. How could she not care about this?
"I..." For some reason, Hei Yuyi looked at the sadness in Kashimu Lizi's eyes. He suddenly felt that his heart hurt so much. He felt like something was pinching his throat, which was very uncomfortable. After hesitating for a moment, he took out the piece of rag with the plum blossom mark from his pocket and handed it in through the gaps in the iron gate railing.
"Is this?" Kashimu Riko frowned at the piece of rag that was handed in. Under the faint moonlight, she could only see the general shape and couldn't see clearly what it was. She didn't want to answer it, but a trace of feeling rose in her heart, feeling that there was something that belonged to her on the piece of rag like a handkerchief.
"Your first time." Hei Yuyi whispered, trying to calm his voice, hoping that she would not treat herself as a pervert. Although he had no experience in some aspects, he also knew that every girl's first time was particularly important to that girl, so he brought this first thing that belonged to her from the hospital.
"Are you perverted? Or do you want to use this to threaten me?" Kashimu Riko widened her eyes, and after a brief moment of being stunned, she immediately understood Hei Yuyi's words and snatched the piece of cloth from Hei Yuyi's hands. Although Hei Yuyi tried hard to make his voice more normal, Kashimu Riko was still regarded as a pervert.
"Are I just that kind of person in your eyes?" Hei Yuyi asked. He knew that he had hurt Kashimu Riko very deeply, but he would not have let his image in her mind fall into the most evil and shameless person.
"Yes." Kashiki Riko almost didn't think about it and answered directly.
"..." Hei Yuyi didn't know what to say. The reason why he chose to apologize was that on the one hand he wanted to take responsibility, and on the other hand he didn't want to become the kind of person he hated. Then, in Kashiki Riko's eyes, he had become the kind of person he disdained. How could he not be sad?
"Lizi, why haven't you come in yet? The bath water is almost cold!" The voice of Lizi's mother came from the room covered by the door again, urging her to go back quickly.
"Lizi, I suggest you think about it. No matter what you think, no matter what image I am in your heart now, no matter whether you believe it or not, since I have come here, I really want to be responsible for you and the heart that I have done. If possible, I hope you can give me a chance to atone for my sins." Hei Yuyi knew that he didn't have much time, and the purpose of coming here today was not achieved at all, and even made the situation worse. He really didn't know what to say, so he could only repeat his purpose firmly.
"Atonement?" Kashimu Riko tilted her head slightly, staring at Hei Yuyi with a smile, not a smile, not a cry, and not angeredly, "You can't redeem this sin, let's go."
"Can't you give me a chance?" Hei Yuyi asked. He really didn't want to leave just like this. He was unwilling to give up, and at the same time he felt sorry for Kashiki Riko's current situation. He hated him for turning a carefree girl who should have been in her youth into what she is now.
"I'm sorry, I refuse." Kashimu Riko refused expressionlessly.
"I am willing to bear the consequences for the mistakes I make. No matter what I do or what your requests are, as long as you make it, and don't ask you to forgive me, I just hope you can feel better."
"Then I hope you will never appear in front of me again!" Kashimu Riko narrowed her eyes slightly, looked at Hei Yuyi, and said in a cold voice word by word.
After saying that, he no longer hesitated, and without waiting for Hei Yuyi to react, he turned around and walked into the room and closed the door heavily.
"Lizi!" Hei Yuyi stretched out a hand to try to keep him.
"Wow, wool, wool, wool!"
The only response to him was the cold iron gate, and a Labrador who had been standing at the iron gate, glaring at Hei Yuyi with hostile eyes, and was absolutely loyal to his master.
He didn't care about the hostility of the Labrador's reaper to his teeth, and stood blankly in front of the door of Kashiki Riko's house. His mood was very complicated at the moment, including sadness, grievance, fatigue, and... but the most was pain. A kind of pain of being rejected. This kind of pain of being rejected, if you carefully understand it, you will actually feel the feeling of being rejected when you confess to Remeng Watanabe after confessing to him, that kind of heartache, helplessness, and coldness.
He didn't understand why he felt this way. He obviously just had that feeling about Reimeng Watanabe. Did he fall in love with Riko Kashiki because of...?
Riko Kashimu said to him, "I admit it, just pretend that I was unspoken in advance. You go, you don't have to be responsible." This sentence has been replaying in Hei Yuyi's mind. Without putting it aside, his heart was as if it was beaten hard by a big hammer. It was so depressed that it was almost impossible to get angry.
At night, the moon hung high in the air, and a few scattered stars were far away, each flashing their own vulgar light. A passenger plane flew past, and the light of the lighting warning light on the plane exceeded the brightness of the stars.
Hei Yuyi half opened his eyes, staring at the ground with his eyes blank, like a zombie who had lost his soul, not knowing where he should go or what else he could do.
He suddenly felt that his life was a failure, and the girl he liked did not accept him. God inexplicably made him a joke and made him have an unexpected relationship with another girl who had no feelings for him.
His principles of being a human being and his conscience drove him to be responsible to that girl, but the girl said to him, "Just pretend to be unspoken rules." This sentence undoubtedly slapped Hei Yuyi hard, and his face hurts sharply.
Chapter completed!