"Bang."

"Hmm~huh..."

A faint smoke floated in a small study room, showing a light blue color under the sunlight. After smoking a cigarette, Chen An calmly sorted out his wrinkled clothes, and then began to organize the useless manuscripts on the desk.

He is a handsome young man who looks about twenty-five or twenty-six years old, his cheeks are a little thin, his thin lips are slightly pursed, and his long and narrow black eyes are calm.

"Du."

He put the scrap manuscripts together with his hands and knocked the bottom on the table. He then placed the neat scrap manuscripts on the edge of the table, and the bottom and sides must be level with the table.

After carefully tying the lines, Chen An looked at the laptop on the desktop again. The two largest words on the screen, that is, the title is two words.

Suicide letter.

Of course the suicide note has been written.

After checking again, Chen An stood up and walked towards the bathroom.

There was a sound of water in the bathroom, and half of the water in the bathtub was already. Chen An took off the watch on his wrist and put it on the bathroom, and then stepped into the bathtub in one step.

He squatted slowly, and the water floated on the surface, wetting Chen An's casual pants and gray shirt. The water from the shower fell and wet Chen An's body. He sat there for a few seconds, and then slowly fell backwards. He closed his eyes and sank into the water. The sound of water flowing in his ears was clear, with a surround effect. He kept sinking, and his heart slowly sank.

A messy message emerged in my mind.

From being a first graduation short film filmed at the age of 22 to win the short film award at the Shanghai Film Festival overnight, becoming a well-known new generation director in the circle, to now losing more than 200 million yuan in the company in three years, the future is lost.

This is the fall of a genius. Of course, the outside world now calls him a pseudogenius.

There are all aspects of the reason for this result, but the only reason for him who is so strong is that the movie he made is not good enough and is not enough to become the real gold that is not afraid of fire. So he was confused and began to reflect on himself. Now he can't even write the script of the third movie he wrote on the contract. He keeps suffering from firmness and doubt, denying himself, and falling into a desperate and anxious cycle.

Today, after he once again made the script abolished manuscript, he decided to commit suicide.

It was as uncomfortable as the explosion in his lungs. Chen An choked and held the edge of the fish tank tightened and loosened.

He was determined to commit suicide because he was desperate inside.

The blow from the outside world, the destruction of self-confidence, the bleak road ahead...

It seemed like a deep darkness enveloped him and was educated thoroughly by this society.

What the university of society is best at teaching those young people who are not afraid of heaven and earth to know how to be awe. Like most other people, no one can escape the love of the mother of society in life, so people often say that everyone is suffering.

This is the reason why he decided to commit suicide. The most desperate thing is not the denial of others for you, but the denial of yourself.

So he is not alive anymore.

Just like the saying goes, some people die at the age of twenty, but are buried only in the age of seventy or eighty.

Chen An felt that there was no need.

Dreams are like stars to life. To him, movies are the meaning of life. Most people don’t understand it. It is the obsession of life. Just like a woman who has been in love for more than ten years and is forced to leave you due to reality, who can accept it?

Anyway, he can't do it.

If he continues like this, he can see his future decades. At the least, he will lose his foundation, and at the least, he will lose his king. He is impatient and cannot write a satisfactory script in a short period of time. Then he faces the failure of the third part, and may not even have the opportunity to the third part. Then, the contract ends and he finds a job about the director, which may be an advertising director or something else.

In the future, he will devote himself to finding opportunities to turn the tables. At that time, he may have written a script, but it is too late. It may be very difficult to attract investment, and it is even impossible to attract investment. Maybe at that time he will have a wife who yearns for the entertainment industry, and some messy things happen, or an ordinary wife. He becomes slick in front of others and remains silent behind others. He will not be able to fight for his family again. The final result is to die in his dream like most people.

Such a life...

He doesn't want it.

He was not interested in anything else since he was a child, so he fell in love with movies. Over the past ten years, he was admitted to the Shanghai Theatre Director Department with excellent character and academic performance. He has been ranked first in his major in a few years, and won a big prize in his graduation work. This was a stunning debut. He originally thought that was the beginning, but he didn't expect it to be the peak.

So this life is really interesting.

"Buzz~"

The screen of the mobile phone on the desk in the study room lit up and vibrated. One, two, slowly moved closer to the edge of the table. At this time, Chen An's consciousness became more and more blurred, and he was choking more and more water.

He always felt that there was probably no heaven or underworld in this world. People should be trapped in their dreams after death and then die little by little.

It was as if now, he sank into the bottom of the water and still motionless, but he seemed to see many things like dreams in his mind, which appeared colorfully in his mind. Those scripts he had imagined since he was a child, and those fragments appeared one by one, and they suddenly appeared in his mind, so vivid.

Suddenly, his pupils, which had already begun to spread, suddenly contracted, and his arms began to waving and struggled. As the water splashed, a rustling sound rang out.

The cell phone in the study was still ringing.

...

The phone vibrated for the third time, and just as it was about to fall, a long and wet arm pressed it down.

"Hello?"

The male voice was a little panting and hoarse, and the female voice on the other end of the phone was cold and majestic: "Why did it take so long to answer the phone?"

Because I was committing suicide before...

No matter how much he thought about it, Chen An couldn't say it. He gasped slightly and said as calmly as possible: "I was busy just now and didn't hear it, what's wrong?"

"The losses you caused to the company are too serious. Let's talk about the movie later. If you want, you can shoot a TV series first. Do you agree?" Wang Man said coldly, with a sense of majesty.

Wang Man, chairman and producer of Cangkong Film and Television, is a famous strong woman in the film and television industry. She started as an agent and built a film and television brand with a market value of 6 billion in 20 years, and a well-known Iron Lady in the entertainment industry.

Chen An felt his heart clenched, and his hands were tightened. After a moment of silence, he only said one word: "Okay."

He had no choice at all, and there was still a glimmer of hope after filming this TV series. If he didn't film, he would probably wait for the contract to expire.

"Come to my office tomorrow."

After saying that, Wang Man hung up the phone directly. Chen An put his phone on the desktop and sat on the chair without any force. He kept gasping for breath.

He knew what script to write.

I suddenly knew how to write it, so he used the last effort to get up. Unexpectedly, I received such a call, and now he is going to film a TV series.

Who should I blame?

I can only blame myself.

Even if Chen An thinks about it from the perspective of others, he may not have given him a director opportunity of more than 200 million yuan, and he may not have given him the chance to shoot TV. So to be honest, he should thank Wang Man on this point. Cangqiong Film and Television did not regret him.

Take the blame by yourself and don't blame anyone.

only……

After a breath, Chen An recovered, sat down and opened his laptop with his water-stained hand, first deleted the suicide note.

Then start writing the script.

His eyes were extremely serious.

No matter what, he will write this script.

Just shoot a TV series and shoot a TV series. After filming this TV series, you will be killed back!

Will definitely come back!

In this dog-dance life, you like to force people to a dead end and give you a candy. Some people become honest while being beaten and fed repeatedly, while others try their best to grab the candy and open a candy factory.

This time he would also hold on to the candy tightly.

If there is no spark in the dark, he will light up the only light by himself.

It bottoms out and rebounds, even if everything is hard, don’t think he will give in!
Chapter completed!