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Chapter 16

Then God, will you forgive me for the mistakes I made at the age of thirteen?

Finally, I handed the love letter Ye Ling had given to Gu Lang to Gu Lang.

It's just my handwriting.

I bid farewell to Ye Ling that afternoon. I felt like a thief, stealing her trust and her happiness. In the end, I decided to hand over this love letter to Gu Lang.

However, without knowing that I copied Ye Ling's love letter, which was probably the humblest wish of a thirteen-year-old girl - reviewing Ye Ling's confession, as if I confessed to him, Gu Lang, I like you.

Alas, Lao Ai taught me how to practice calligraphy since he was a child. Could it be that this day, when I can't meet him with the most beautiful handwriting when I can't meet him with the most beautiful handwriting?

I copied Ye Ling's words without saying a word, and told myself that I was just beautifying this love letter. Anyway, Ye Ling's words are not beautiful, so I just think that my friend is helping her.

However, at the end of the letter, I did not leave the name "Ye Ling". Of course, I did not leave anyone's name.

I'm still selfish.

Ye Ling was nervously waiting for Gu Lang's reply. The more nervous she was, the more sinful I was.

Hainan Island comforts Ye Ling, if you can get Gu Lang in a love letter, he will have no idea how many times he has been dealt with. Since he has chased him, just go all out and don’t pretend to be a complaining woman here. The most annoying thing about you girls who want to get it, and you have to pretend to be uneasy.

Ye Ling blushed like chicken blood when he said Hainan Island. However, the revolution has not been successful yet and comrades still need to work hard. This is indeed true.

In the days to come, every letter Ye Ling wrote to Gu Lang was handed over to me.

And I copied every love letter, put Ye Ling's letter deeply under my schoolbag, and handed me back to Gu Lang. Many times, when Gu Lang was not in the class, I handed the letter to the female version of Crayon Shin-chiang and asked her to pass it on for me.

Gu Lang held the love letter indifferently. In my eyes at that time, I thought it was a kind of tacit consent. Later I realized that he wanted to refuse, but he did not want to hurt the self-esteem of the owner of the love letter.

That was the clearest time in my memory. Every time I handed him a love letter, I looked at his smiling expression and faint lips. Sometimes he wanted to say something, but he was stunned when he opened his mouth, so he had to say embarrassedly, uh, the handwriting was pretty.

His words fell into my mouth like a berries, covered with cheese, and were sweet to my toes. Now, what he wanted to say but stopped was to ask me or the love letter to give up, because this was really useless and boring. But I took it as encouragement.

During those days, copying love letters became my extracurricular homework, working hard every day, and spending time on the clock.

Every night, my mother watched the small desk lamp on my desk shining outside the door. She was extremely moved and often made me some midnight snacks and added nutrition. Lao Ai also saw the shadow of the talented girl from Tsinghua University from the weak back where I was at my desk. If they knew that I was busy copying love letters to boys, it would probably have destroyed my heart.

However, Ye Ling and I have a different aesthetic view. She likes Gu Lang's hair. The love letter says, "On the basketball court, they are shattered in the sun, like the silhouettes of time." She likes Gu Lang's eyes. The love letter says, "Every time I see you, I always feel like a lake filled with stars, which will pour into the sky at any time." But my aesthetic view is different. I think what makes Gu Lang the most touched me was his smile, and then his legs are long and his butt seems to be quite perky... Hu Dongduo said, I have the potential to become a fan woman since I was a child. I once encouraged me to write BL novels, saying that I dominate the fujokovic world, dominate the world, and have a lifetime of eternity.

Speaking of which, because of my different vision, when copying love letters, I always criticize Ye Ling’s ideas while thinking about Gu Lang’s attractions. Therefore, Ye Ling’s love letters are often copied by me.

For example, she said, "I like to look at your eyes the most. They are like dark bottomless abyss, which makes people fall down." But at that time, I felt that I like Gu Lang's nose more, so the love letter was turned into "I like to look at your nose the most. They are like dark bottomless abyss, which makes people fall down."

I wonder if Gu Lang was so angry after seeing it. Whose nostrils are so big, like a bottomless abyss, and so dark, probably with nose hairs.

After a while, Gu Lang still did not respond.

Ye Ling was in a dark mood. I was also very sad. I think it was because he did not sign that Gu Lang never responded? Did he accept it when he knew it was the love letter from the little beauty Ye Ling?

Hu Ba said, forget it, Ye Ling, he is not your cup of tea. At least seven Middle School is vast and there are many big boys. You can look at something else.

Hainan Island sat on the rostrum and said, don't listen to Hu Ba! Look at his promising prospects! He didn't have any perseverance, and threw it into the war of resistance. Not to mention eight years, he turned his back to the enemy and treason before eight days! Then he looked at Ye Ling and said, "Well, can't Gu Helang be illiterate, right?" If you wrote so many love letters, he would be illiterate and have no choice.

I was anxious, with a blushing face and thick neck, and said, nonsense! Gu Lang is the first in the grade! The top student is not like you said!

Hainan Island turned to look at me, and a cramped smile flashed in its narrow and bright eyes. Tudou, why are you anxious? I said Gu Lang, are you stepping on your tail? You won’t like Ye Ling, you also like Gu Lang, right?

I was anxious and said, "No."

IQ at the age of thirteen. There is no silver here.

"Silver" was eventually discovered by Hainan Island. That was the week before the final exam. He returned to school to contact classmates and facilitated others to help him during the exam.

Jiang Kemeng laughed behind him so much that his chin was almost dislocated, saying that he was willing to help him overcome the difficulties, but he still couldn't help but complain that he didn't study hard and dragged the class back.

Hainan Island was too tired to deal with Jiang Kemeng, so she simply sat in my seat. At that time, the saying of privacy was not popular. Hainan Island was probably just bored for a while, so she fiddled with my schoolbag on the left and looked at my homework right.

The thick letter Ye Ling wrote to Gu Lang appeared in front of him.

After school that day, he shouted me alone and handed me the thick letter, his eyes a little cold and his face full of disbelief.

I snatched the letters in surprise and looked pale, and the matter finally came to light.

Hainan Island looked at me with sharp eyes. His brows were frowning tightly, and his Adam's apple was a little trembling. He didn't know what to say. After being silent for a long time, he opened his mouth. Tianya, Ye Ling... isn't he your friend?

I didn't dare to look at him, but I was so weak, but I wanted to make a big noise. Who told you to touch my schoolbag! I ran away after saying that.

Hainan Island grabbed me and pushed me to the wall like a little mouse. He forced me over and said, Ai Tianya, why are you doing this? I thought you were just a child, but how could you treat your friends like this!

How did I know I would do this? I also hate myself! But I still did it! I became selfish... I started crying sadly, but I didn't know how to explain to him that I didn't mean it. I value my relationship with Ye Ling, and I was not as bad as he imagined. I know that the most unfavorable boy like Hainan Island hates people who are not friends enough.

Hainan Island pulled my hand away from wiping my tears, and he said, "You didn't send the letter to Gu Lang, right?"

You lied to Ye Ling, right?

You like to deceive your friends, right?

You don't treat us as your friends at all, are you?

He was pushed from "I'm against Ye Ling" to "I'm against them".

I shook my head and cried, saying, No... After saying these three words, I don’t know what to say.

I want to say, I am not a person who looks like a child but has a witch-hearted heart. You three are very important to me, because Ye Ling, I feel warmth; because of your appearance, no one bullies me anymore; because of Huba, our lives have a lot of fun. Because of you three, I am no longer lonely, no longer bullied, and will not be isolated. You are all very important to me. I have not deceived you, and I don’t know how to do such a thing... I don’t know how to tell Hainan Island so much.

Finally, I cried and said: I like Gu Lang too.

Hainan Island stayed for a while. He kept saying that I was like a child, and then he treated me as a child. He didn't expect that I would also like someone who couldn't help but like it, and I liked such an inexplicable hateful thing to Ye Ling.

He took a deep breath and cursed hard, why didn't I expect this!

That day, on the side of the playground, Hainan Island leaned against the wall and kept smoking. Listening to me crying and telling him the whole thing. The smoke rings filled his young face. He probably forgave me and stopped calling me Tianya, but called me Tudou. He said, Tudou, what do you mean is that you copied another love letter to Gu Lang?

I nodded and looked at him blankly.

He looked at me, like a child who couldn't eat candy, smiled bitterly and said, "But you don't have a name written on it, right?"

I nodded again.

He looked up at the sky, his eyes were like broken glass, murmured, potatoes, do you know whether it is very uncomfortable to be deceived by friends?

I thought of the simple Ye Ling and cried again.

He looked down at me, leaned over, stretched out his hand, rubbed my hair, looked at me very seriously, and said, "Potato, let's just stop here in this matter! Let's not let Ye Ling's girl know, otherwise she will feel uncomfortable.

I nodded desperately, tears flowing.

Hainan Island looked at me and smiled and said, "You are even more urinary than Huba. The one who should cry is Ye Ling. Unlucky child, I have made a friend like you."

I know he is telling a joke, but my heart seems to be thrown into boiling oil, and it is suffering endlessly.

Perhaps at this point, the matter should be resolved successfully? Hainan Island passionately blamed me for the insult to the word "friend", and I also cried and repented in pain for his deception to Ye Ling.

But, isn’t there the word “best” in the world?

What is the best? Hainan Island and I are a pair of top-notch products!

Because after a long time, Hainan Island asked me this top potato, are you particularly unwilling to accept this top potato?

I shook my head and nodded again.

After a while, Hainan Island said, "Or, I'll give you a chance to confess to Gu Lang, and Hu Ba and I will cover you together. Just this opportunity, if he chooses you, it's God's eyes, and Ye Ling's life is not good; if he doesn't choose you, you won't think that brother, I have killed your girl's heart. We hide everything from Ye Ling.

I, the best person who was just ashamed, nodded in a silence!

Every time I think of this top-notch scene, I always have the urge to travel back, and I beat myself up, who was still crying and smiling just now, and it was so hard that I couldn't be human.

Hu Dongduo once said that because we are all good children, God will forgive our mistakes.

Then God, will you forgive me for the mistakes I made at the age of thirteen?

The kind of mistake that is repeatedly wrong.hf();
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