Just like the passerby in the night longing for guidance from a bright lamp, coincidentally, Ji Qianyu, who was deeply trapped in the mystery, chose the same place as Chi Yuewan at this time - the temple seeks Buddha for spiritual liberation and guidance.

Originally, the first stop was chosen here, on the one hand, to purify the mind, and on the other hand, to escape the possible tracking of Feng Yiting. She knew that with his temperament, he might not let go easily. If she went abroad rashly, he would soon find out whereabouts.

Compared to Chi Yuewan's disappointment with her relationship, Ji Qianyu's mood was even better - it was a complete despair! She couldn't bear to let go of her feelings, even if it was unrequited love, she might still be able to test her "worry" and at least she still had a chance to choose! But her feelings could not change against the will of heaven.

It is precisely because of this fate of "no matter how hard the human power works, it cannot be changed" that when she left, she chose to endure all the pain and torture alone in the most decisive way.

Although she accepted the status quo, it was like a lively heart that was dug out by life. She was not just in pain? So the day after she arrived at the temple, she fell ill. She lay on the bed in the small town hospital for more than a week. She was weak and weak, and wilted like a withered flower at a speed visible to the naked eye.

Her symptoms were similar to those of a cold. She said it was serious or not, and said it was not serious or serious. The ultimate reason was her depression. For this reason, the doctor also gave her some advice and philosophical books. Of course, there were also many peace and blessings that were sought from nearby temples and the so-called authentic Buddhist scriptures they bought.

Every day, looking at the sunlight outside the window and smelling the smell of disinfectant in the air, it seems like I am returning to the time when my legs were about to be ruined and lying in the darkness every day, they have experienced many things together, and he has also seen her worst appearance, and it is him, who has pulled her from the dark hell back to the world of light, allowing her withered heart to bloom, bit by bit, good and bad, and now they have become part of her memory. The more it is indelible, the heavier and more painful Ji Qianyu's mind is, and she has spent countless days and nights in a daze. She still can't understand why God is so cruel?

I was confused and couldn't figure it out. Ji Qianyu had been ill for half a month, and couldn't sleep at night without eating. He almost felt depressed.

When she could get out of bed, the first thought that popped up in her mind was - it was so boring to be alive!

Once again, she had the idea of ​​suicide, and still remembered the first time she had this idea, the night after he forcibly took it away, at that time, her mother's phone call stopped the fruit knife she put on her wrist:

Yes, at that time, she still had concerns, she had the parents who loved her, and she had the responsibility to support her, and she could not leave so irresponsibly!

Unexpectedly, this idea is still because of him! But now, even her parents are no longer her parents. Even though they may still love her, Ji Qianyu felt heartbroken as if they thought of their possible reaction after knowing the truth. Since she was born, she always felt that she was the lucky and happy person in the world. She has been pampering her with talent, beauty, family background, and loves her. She is impeccable in everything. Now, everything has been subverted, as if she slapped her in the face from beginning to end.

Life is dark and the future is gloomy. Everything you cherish no longer belongs to her. You have to leave. Suddenly, even a relationship with her seems to no longer exist in this world. What exists is still what makes her most painful. She really doesn’t know what it means to be alive?

Even if she left, Ding Ruoxue really didn't expose all this, and Feng Yiting was really happy. Will his parents really stay in her life for the rest of their lives in the future? Will the truth be completely asleep in the future?

If it is opened again one day, will she have to experience it again?

Thinking of the mother's words "She was born in Wucheng" and the two identical DNA reports issued by the two hospitals, she couldn't even deceive herself.

If you confess to your mother, will your parents have to experience such a huge pain change and endurance like her?

To be honest, she actually couldn't accept it at all!

If it will never be exposed, if their children would not have such a deformed accident... she would really rather know nothing and just go through her life like this!

...

He opened the door in a daze, and the sun was shining outside the door, but Ji Qianyu really felt cold all over his body as if he had been abandoned by the whole world.

Why is she so miserable?

As soon as the thought flashed in my mind, a burst of footsteps came, and then followed closely to the ground, a woman's cry that could be heard from a distance:

“Wow~Wow~”

Nearly instantly, Ji Qianyu was pulled back to his mind: What happened?

Following the traces of dust flying on the ground, her gaze also looked over and saw a group of people walking aside, as if they were carrying something or someone, but the heart-wrenching crying sounded like a cuckoo crying blood, miserable and serene.

Just at this moment, an old woman with red eyes wiping tears walked in, then took some medicine from the dispensing room on the side and left with tears because she lived in a village and town with limited clinics, and it is said that this one is the only one who can be hospitalized.

As soon as her eyes fell, the young nurse had already answered automatically:

"Hey, it's really pitiful. A white-haired man gave birth to a black-haired man! It's a pity that Aunt Cui couple. She only has such a daughter in her life. She just went to college, but how can they live for the two of them?"

"Young people nowadays have a poor ability to bear it! They have to die for a small matter. It's really a waste of the old man's hard work for the rest of his life! Even if he is not his biological child, he has been raising a dog for more than ten years. He still knows how to repay his kindness by keeping a dog! She can leave freely, what should the living person do?"

"It's really in vain!"

It was not a villager, and she was curious that Ji Qianyu didn't ask much, but in the end she learned all the details from the neighborhood conversation. A girl in the village broke up and had a few words to her parents, but she threatened to die and drank pesticides. Unexpectedly, her parents lost all their money and took a plane to the best hospital in the big city, but still couldn't save her. This time she sent the body back to her hometown for cremation and burial!

Seeing the woman who was crying several times and the middle-aged man who cried in tears, they were all in their early forties, but they staggered to the ground several times, crying bitterly, and their fists were bleeding from their heartbroken. A thread in Ji Qianyu's heart was suddenly touched.
Chapter completed!