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Chapter 163

The mute drove the car intently, with Dabing and Hu Ben resting beside him, and Xiao Ke and the others were in the car behind him.

The car was dim and there were only faint lights on the instrument panel, and cigarette butts flashed in my hands. At this moment, I didn’t feel relaxed but felt extremely depressed inside!

My second uncle once said that in a relationship, there will always be someone to do what you are lazy and not to do if you are lazy!

So, you lose the value of existence.

When I can't bring value to my friends, there are always people who can bring benefits to them. In a narrow sense, I have lost the value of being used...

At this moment, I suddenly understood the second uncle's words, and I understood them particularly deeply at this moment when I escaped from danger!

Even if Dabing and the others come to help me again and again without asking for rewards, I feel sorry for it. After all, everyone has their own work and life, and it is impossible for them to live and die free of charge every time!

I once claimed to see benefits so thoroughly, and I once claimed to see human nature so thoroughly... But I fell into such a simple and easy-to-understand principle one after another!

At this moment, I couldn't say anything, I could only smoke quietly alone, and I was silent because I didn't want anyone to see my sadness.

The car was speeding all the way on the dirt road, and the smell of gunpowder filled the car, which reminded me of the last time I met in Xiaomengla Casino...

Many of the people who moved me last time did not appear today... I don’t expect everyone to care about me, but I know that some feelings are gradually fading!

I used to be a fraud, a fraud who can easily win money when you enter a casino! I am generous and never stingy with my friends, and I am an indispensable member of everyone!

At that time, I had my second uncle's fraud group as my backing, and those old worlds were my support! No matter what kind of trouble I encountered, I could handle it, whether it was my trouble or my friends' trouble...

I once brought all my friends to fight all over the world. I racked my brains for the benefit of my friends. I took care of each of them and my inner thoughts. I had a clear conscience with all of them!

I used to regard my feelings as more important than any interest. I have never given up my friends because of interests, nor have I betrayed or betrayed any of them! Never!

But now I claim to be a golden basin and quit the world, I claim to be no longer entering the casino and no longer gambling... For many people, I have lost my due value and the value I originally had!

At this moment, I understood a lot. I understood why Su Yurong left me, why the fat man betrayed Chen Longxiang... I also understood why someone betrayed my news.

The ultimate reason is the loss of value, which does not matter how deep the relationship was in the past, nor does it matter whether there is a life-long friendship...

What if there is too much friendship? That is just the gathering of Eli in the past! Feelings and interests are like oil and water, and they can never be combined through everything!

In this society, you are not good to others, you will definitely be able to get what others treat you! Sometimes, what you may get is just a more powerless request...

Once, sixteen families fell into trouble. She needed help from her friends and didn't care what her friends did. It would be great if she was a hero in the world.

Once, the fox beauty died in a gambling boat. What she needed was a support for her in the world, which should be strong enough to protect her safety.

The Fo Qianxiao family once split, and what she needed was a person who could take over the family business and was capable. This person must be of the same age and able to take on the responsibility.

At this moment, I understood what they each wanted. Xiong Sanming, who had been in the martial arts world, could bring them what they wanted, and it could even be said that they could meet the requirements.

But what about Xiong Sanming now? His life and death are uncertain, and he has left the world without any ambition and power, and he has become like an ordinary person...

No! Xiong Sanming, who has quit the world, is not even comparable to an ordinary person! Because ordinary people don’t need to hide from Tibet!

It is difficult to find a toad with three legs in the world, but is it difficult to find a man with two legs? Is it difficult to find a man with connections and power?

In fact, I can understand everyone, I can understand everyone's demands, I will not blame or be jealous, and I feel unexpectedly calm in my heart at this moment.

Buddha said that cause and effect are related to good fortune and misfortune.

I firmly believe that the path of life is to walk by myself, every choice is to make it by myself, and every life is to choose by myself... I can’t blame others at any time!

The reasons will lead to the results. Whatever you do will bring about retribution. Whether it is good or bad, it is a part of life.

Smoking cigarettes one by one, I remained silent and pretended to be exhausted, but in fact I just didn't want people to see my embarrassment at this moment.

I used to get everything in the world, and I used to destroy it all with my own hands. Now Mute and Dabing are still by my side, which is the greatest luck for me!

I know that feelings cannot withstand the consumption again and again, and I also know that feelings cannot withstand the test of interests again and again. From this moment on, I will seize the last opportunity!

I was unwilling to lose like this. I was unwilling to become mediocre like this! Maybe the truth that someone could figure it out in a few minutes, but I paid a huge price!

In the past, my second uncle often said that what is more precious than money in this world is the sublimation of thought. This cannot be bought for no amount of money, and it cannot be replaced by no amount of social experience!

I don’t know how long it took for the car to arrive at Xiaomengla. The streets at night were all turned off, and there was darkness everywhere.

Looking at the luxurious casinos on the distant mountains, the casinos are like landmarks. The magnificent lights illuminate the night and also illuminate my way home.

When I first saw a casino, I felt this way. Although my career as a scam is not as long as decades, it has also allowed me to go through the hardships of vicissitudes and worldly styles.

In this world, I don’t know how many people gambling harms, how many people have been separated, and the family has been destroyed, but gambling is the way to achieve me! It was before, but I think it will be true in the future!

I will no longer have the idea of ​​quitting the world, because there will be a world where there are people. Once a person chooses a line and is proficient in a line, how can he easily let go of his experience, relationships and connections?

This moment reminded me of the conversation I had with my second uncle. At that time, I didn’t understand the embarrassing expression on my second uncle’s face, nor did I understand his relieved expression.

Now it seems that I was so naive at the beginning! Those scenes were so ironic. It was me forcing my second uncle to quit the world, and it was me forcing him to give up everything he built with his own hands...

Life is a big deal. This sentence is simple to say, but it is not easy to talk about it again!

Everything can be started again at my age because I have the time and youth, and I have the energy to rebuild everything I used to.

But what about the second uncle?

How could he rebuild everything at his age? His years of love and relationship have been burned, and he taught me a lesson in this way!

At that time, the second uncle said that one day I will understand, but today I understand, but I understand so sad!

The car was parked in front of a two-story building, and the lights were on at the window upstairs, and the dumb man turned off the car and got out of the car.

"Sanming, are you okay? Why do you feel wrong?" Dabing asked curiously. Hu Ben also looked at me curiously.

"I'm fine. I haven't slept for days or nights, and I'm a little bit in a bad mood." I made a slur, and a smile appeared on my face.

"Let's take a break here tonight and leave here tomorrow."

"No! There is no news on Bai Xingchen yet. I will call him later! I will see people alive and die! I will see the corpse!"

"Okay! Leave everything to me." The mute gestured at me. I nodded and said nothing.

"Soldiers, you have a good rest, see you tomorrow!"

There is no time to thank you at this moment and I can’t say anything more. I just want to be alone and let myself be secretly sad in this dark night.

I turned around and entered the room. I didn't want anyone to see my expression or the pain in my heart!

I lit a cigarette in a mess, and the bitterness in my heart turned into a surging wave, instantly swallowing me...

I don’t know where the stars went to tonight. The dark sky was particularly depressing, making people unable to see any hope... I know this is another long and suffocating night.
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