【1543】Bai Jing's departure (2)
"Slowly, people are old and young, and youth is no longer there. At that time, it is the time when women are most vulnerable. I know you will be nice to me, and then I will be nice to me all my life." Bai Jing grabbed Yunbao. "No matter what my mind is, I will not be wrong to marry you. Moreover, for a moment, I still want to marry you. A woman like me, can you not dislike me so much. I was my ancestor who burned high incense. Do you know, Xiaoyun?"
Yunbao took out the cigarette from the side, "Okay, you can continue talking." He hugged Bai Jing and said, "You don't know how much I love you."
"But love is more important than love, and love doesn't have to be together, right?" Bai Jing looked at Wang Long with a smile. "He doesn't know how much I love him, but he has different ideas to try to push me to his own brothers. But after all, I am just a woman. In his eyes, brotherly feelings are much more important than women. You know who my heart is, but aren't you willing to let me go? You are a good man. If you don't let me go, I will be happy with you. It is impossible to be with others."
Bai Jing sat upright from Yunbao's arms, and she lowered her head, "Brother Long, I like you from the first time I saw you. At the beginning, I was just a girl in a hair salon, and I relied on betraying my body to get money."
"Okay, Bai Jing, stop talking, it doesn't matter before." Yun Bao hugged Bai Jing again from the side.
"No, I want to say." Bai Jing pushed Yunbao away and looked at Wang Long. "I think, no matter how humble my profession is, no matter how looked down upon, I am also a girl, I am also a person, and I also have people I like. Over the years, I have watched you from Heihu KTV, to Fenglong Entertainment City, and then to BS City. I met Yunbao, and later followed Cheng Hua, and after every bit of Cheng Hua, and later returned to L City, re-established Fulong. Until now, I think you have been growing up constantly, and I think you are becoming more and more masculine. Then, I think I am becoming more and more dispensable to you."
Bai Jing smiled and said, "I used to think of marrying like this, and my whole life was like this, but I felt that I couldn't deceive myself. When I saw you, I still felt that heart-warming. I didn't want to deceive the man who was always by my side and gave up everything. You used to need me when you needed me, and you were very fragile at that time. I think I, Bai Jing, can help you a lot, so, whenever you need help and have a decision, I am the first to stand by you to support you. In the past, now, now, and in the future, you were my benefactor and the person I loved the most. Now you are my friend, my brother, and from now on, you are my best memory. At this time, I found that I didn't even have the opportunity to stand up and support you without the conditions, because I can no longer help you."
Bai Jing laughed at Wang Long, "I want to leave here, Brother Long, you are all people in big scenes, you are all ambitious people. From the beginning, I knew that you have been walking forward and climbing up, but I, Bai Jing, have always been standing there. I am just an ordinary girl from an ordinary family. I feel that you are a little strange and unattainable. These things that do not belong to me, and are not what I want. I watched you appear from Yun Gege with my own eyes, and I still have me on the side.
Later, I was kind to Yun Gege and obedient to her. I don’t know what happened between you, but I know that you two broke up. Yun Gege is not that kind of willful little girl. She is very rational in doing things. Since she has left you, she really has left you. She will not leave easily. You know in your heart. Then, Yun Gege has been away for so long, and you haven’t seen me directly several times. I have always been dispensable in your life."
Bai Jing turned to look at Yunbao, "Will you be angry if I say this? I have no other meaning."
Yunbao shook his head and hugged Bai Jing in his arms. "It's okay, I know everything, just say it casually."
"Thank you, you have always understood me so much." Bai Jing smiled. "I have been holding these words in a long time. Brother Long, I have always hoped that I will stop thinking about you and miss you again these days. I want to devote myself to Yunbao's arms. I want to be fair to him, but there is really no way to force the relationship, I can't do it."
"You are no longer the gangster who has gone out of the world. You are the boss of Fulong now. You no longer need the support of a role like me. What you need is the joining of someone like Mei Zhikang of the Red Army. I can't help you, and then I can't get your love. I don't like this feeling. I don't want to delay Yunbao forever. I don't want to affect your brothers' harmony. Brother Long, I understand what you mean. Just like when I was about to enter your room just now, you left the room and asked me to come here. Do you know how sad I am? I don't want to do anything, I just want to chat with you and talk to you and talk about my heart. But in the end your behavior is right. You pulled me here because your thoughts are all on your brother. You are afraid that your brother will misunderstand because of a woman. Yunbao is the same. He promised me that he was in the room and that he didn't come out. Now he has come out, holding a piece of clothing in his hand, the reason is that he is afraid that I will be cold."
Bai Jing smiled again and picked up a cigarette in rare cases. "Actually, you all have the same idea, but you don't know how sad you will make me do this."
"I'm sorry, Brother Long, please forgive me for my request this time. I want to leave, but I don't want to continue to be caught in this circle."
"I'm sorry, Yunbao, please forgive me, a humble woman. I don't deserve your love. You are a good man, a good man who is rare in a hundred years. I, Bai Jing, have no blessing to live up to it."
Bai Jing stood up at this time, "I originally thought I would leave directly, but I felt that I couldn't do it myself. Some things would be better."
Chapter completed!