Chapter 186: Three thousand worlds are prosperous
"What... what did you say?" Ning Nanyou was frustrated at first, and suddenly heard her say this, looking at her in disbelief, as if she didn't believe what she said.
"I... will not stop you from rehabilitating the two venerables. How many strong-willed children died in this disaster back then, and their families also need to seek justice. If they cannot overturn this injustice, they are afraid that those dead heroes will not be able to settle their souls and be safe to pass away." Jiang Chengjia lowered his eyes and said lightly: "Actually... I didn't mean to stop you."
Jiang Chengjia did not object to Ning Nanyou's rehabilitation of the injustice case. What she minded was... Ning Nanyou hurt too many innocent people in order to rehabilitate him. On this road, he had already taken a detour, regardless of the life and death of others. It seemed that as long as he could defeat the Deng clan and let Deng Guozhong pay his blood debts and pay for his blood, he would be willing to do anything. Even if someone sacrificed himself, even if someone had ruined his family because of his heavy plan, his family would be destroyed, even if his hands were covered with blood.
He was too paranoid about this matter, so Jiang Chengjia wanted to persuade him to let go. However, this has become his inner demon. If he could not see the culprits who committed the unjust case received the punishment they deserved, he would not be good at doing it.
Just like when he was still in the Ninth Heaven, he rushed to the Heaven Palace to seek justice for her. Even if the fire destroyed the Fanhua Valley, even if the demons were in chaos, he wouldn't care.
In his heart, there are people all over the world and her.
Between the world and her, he chose her without hesitation.
Jiang Chengjia took a deep breath and made up her mind. In this life, she has done too much for the eight desolate and six paths and the nine continents of the divine land. She was imprisoned in this shackles and could not break free. Now, her fate is unfair, and she wants to fight for the last time. Like Fu Yang chose her without hesitation, she handed her hand to his palm and walked hand in hand with him.
No matter how she wrote the Book of Destiny, she always thought that maybe there would be a two-way method in this world, or maybe with her efforts, Fu Yang would not have to suffer the infamy of the Nine Continents and survive, nor would he have to be taken over by destiny because of the chaos in the world. Maybe he could gather his soul, restore his divine origin, join hands with her to return to his hometown, and never step on the mortal world again.
"Zhaoyuan." She thought a lot, finally raised her eyes and looked at him, instead of saying seriously: "What I am sad about is... I saw you with my own eyes and did what you didn't want to do. Tell me... At the beginning, when you walked on this road alone... Have you ever thought about how you will become like this now?"
Ning Nanyou couldn't help but be stunned, and for a moment he didn't know how to answer her.
No one around him had ever asked him such a thing. Along the way, many people told him that he had done something wrong, that his way of rehabilitation was too bloody, that the road he wanted to walk was too dark, and that the end point he was about to reach was a cliff. But no one had ever asked him, what was your original intention?
Yes, what is his original intention?
He remembered the scene when Master Lu knelt in the ancestral hall for two days and two nights after blood splashed on the guillotine. His uncle Cao Yong came from Longxi, kicked open the door, rushed into the locked ancestral hall, and carried the thin one into his arms, but said softly: "Zhaoer, uncle is here."
Just this sentence made him collapse and cry.
He once jumped into a cold deep pool, drank strong poison, and even committed suicide by cutting his wrist.
But Cao Yong pulled him back from the gate of hell again and again.
He deeply remembered that when he woke up after he tried to sacrifice his life and was rescued for the last time, his uncle said the first thing he said: "You are dead, who will rehabilitate the grievances of Master Lu and General Yue Qi? In this injustice case, the innocent and blood-dead scholars, children, and the grievances of civilians should tell them about their sufferings. Zhao'er, you are their only hope to cleanse up grievances. Even for them, you must live."
Even for them, you have to survive.
Ning Nanyou revealed pain between his eyebrows and eyes, and continued to recall those unbearable scenes.
He remembered that the thin self leaned against his uncle's arms and asked, "How can I rehabilitate them by myself and a child?"
Cao Yong patted his back gently and gently coaxed: "There are many things in this world that cannot be done. If you know that it cannot be done, it is called courage. Men should establish strong strength. If you have courage, you will be able to do this. If you try, you will not get the result in the end, and you may not regret it. But if you don't want to try, you will choose to die cowardly... Then... there will be no result."
"But uncle...what if it's the plot behind the scenes...I can't compete with it?"
"Hiding your strength and keeping your low profile, constraining your strength quietly is what you need to do now."
"Uncle, can I really do it?"
"Yes, I believe you can. But Zhaoyuan...you have to promise your uncle...you must not take the wrong path."
"The sword takes a detour?"
"Well, don't be too obsessed with this, don't turn it into your inner demon. Don't end up being someone you hate yourself."
"With the inner demon, will you become the person you hate?"
"Yes, the inner demon makes people hateful."
"But...Uncle, what kind of annoying person would I become if I am obsessed with this?"
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"Uncle asked you, do you hate the man who killed Master Lu?"
"It's not only annoying, but even hating, I wish I could cut it into pieces."
"This is the person you hate, even hate. Do you want to be someone like them?"
"In no mood."
"So, my uncle hopes that you will be obsessed with this and become the people you hated and hated at the beginning. I promised my uncle that no matter what, never go to a dead end. There is always a place in this world that can accommodate you."
"I remember, uncle, Zhao'er would never be a person like them, nor would she force herself to go to a dead end."
These sporadic fragments re-entered Ning Nanyou's mind, causing him to tremble his eyelashes and bit his upper and lower jaws together, making him feel bitter and unstoppable.
Never be someone like them.
This sentence seemed a bit ironic.
Isn’t he the kind of person he hated at first? He played with scheming, intrigue, all kinds of conspiracies, indulge in life, and is cold-blooded and ruthless.
What is his original intention?
He remembered the scene when he met Lu Xun for the first time, and once said, "I know you are willing to follow me just to rehabilitate the four families of Lu, Yue, Lu, and Murong. But I want you to remember one thing, not to attack innocent people. Every one of me is a brother, no master or servant. No one can bully or insult innocent people. The old, weak, women and children are the first, and they are not allowed to insult. Since you are a descendant of the Lu family, you must also remember that the Lu family has been incest for generations and advocates the way of loving the people. If one day anyone here does something to bully the people, he will be killed without mercy."
To this day, Lu Xun also keeps what he said in mind.
The Zhouyi Palace of Jianye Water Pavilion and the Jingtu Weichang were high in Master Meng’s words: Worry about the people’s worries, and enjoy the people’s joy.
That was the admonition taught by my uncle.
But now, has he really done what his uncle hoped he did? Has he really avoided the astray that his uncle said?
It doesn't seem to be.
The wrong things he has done over the years have been crushed in his heart, causing him to suffer from nightmares every day and night, and he is in a mess.
It seems that he has really become the person he hates.
"I..." He thought for a long time, and when facing Jiang Chengjia, he could only spit out the word "I" and could no longer speak.
The little girl in front of her seemed to see through his heart and analyze the sins and disgusts in his heart completely.
He remained silent, quietly hugging her and not speaking.
Jiang Chengjia gently held his cold sweaty palm with his soft hands, rubbed the scar on the palm of his hand and said gently: "I would like to listen to you and take on everything with you. Zhaoyuan, maybe you can share some of the burdens in your heart and let me get closer to your life, okay?"
Ning Nanyou looked at her. A warm current seemed to surround his whole body.
On her, he seemed to see Master Lu's gentle expression back then.
The handsome and upright middle-aged man gave him a pair of hands and said, "You don't have a teacher, and I will be your teacher and your husband in the future."
His loneliness and pain seemed to be relieved in that moment.
His eyes were wet again, and in front of her, he was once again filled with tears, and was disappointed and embarrassed.
Ning Nan trembled his eyes and tears slid out of the corners of his eyes.
Jiang Chengjia was suddenly a little scared, knowing that his words just now might have poked hard like a bayonet. �
So he raised his wrist sleeves, gently brushed away the tears for him, and whispered: "I may have many misunderstandings about you, and even misjudgment of you, but... I never talk about these things you do, and why do I believe you? I will show up with you today. I married into your mansion, not for the side. But I came for you wholeheartedly. When I first met you, I wanted to be with you for the rest of my life, watch you be blessed and happy. Let me work hand in hand, and I will grow old."
"Even if I was so unbearable in the past... are you willing to spend your life with me?" Ning Nanyou found that the tears had collapsed and flowed out like a flood.
Jiang Chengjia moved down from his knees, knelt on the couch, wrapped his arms in circles and hugged him tightly and whispered: "I am willing to be a community of husband and wife, and we will suffer the same honor and disgrace. If you are willing to return, I will wait quietly. If you are unwilling to give up, I will also be willing to accompany you. In the past, you went astray and endured the pain and anxiety and regret alone. Now that I have me, don't be afraid, those dark and terrible things have passed, I will accompany you. The prosperity of the three thousand worlds is over, and I only want to be frost and silver."
He stared at her and listened to what she said, his heart was warm, as if the darkness, loneliness and pain that were hidden in the corner were wiped out.
"The prosperity of the three thousand worlds is over, I just want to be frost and silver." He murmured this sentence, gently curled the corners of his mouth, turned his head and rubbed her furry little head and said, "If we can stay together, we will never be separated."
He said this softly with a hint of briskness and a hint of relaxation.
Jiang Chengjia looked at him excitedly and said with tears in his eyes: "Do you believe me?"
Chapter completed!