【One hundred and sixty-eight】self-blame and guilt
Jiang Chengjia raised the corners of her lips, and her heart felt sweet.
She smiled not noticed it, but Ning Nanyou still noticed it. He followed her temper and kissed her forehead gently, then kissed her nose little by little from her eyebrows with warm and cool lips, and finally fell on the girl's red lips. He pecked carefully and whispered: "Little girl, I'm so naughty and unwilling to open my eyes to see me? Wait until you get out, I'll make trouble with you again. I'm leaving, you can rest well, don't be tired anymore."
After saying this, he quietly stood up, moved to the edge of the bed with his hands and feet, put on his boots, fiddled with his belt, and after dressing neatly, he moved outside the house. The sound of closing the door came from the corridor, and then two or three faint footsteps floated by, and gradually fell into a quiet area.
Jiang Chengjia then quietly opened her eyes, carefully touched the warm bedding beside her, and called out a few more times: "Erlang? Erlang?"
A slight echo came from the empty house. She was sure that Ning Nanyou had really left.
Jiang Chengjia finally relaxed, and while putting down his nervous mood, he felt reluctant to leave. In fact, she couldn't bear to leave. However, he had important things to leave immediately, and she didn't want him to find out the abnormality in his eyes.
She leaned on the couch for a while, slowly falling into her thoughts, and a little bit of light that finally rose in her eyes fell down again.
She seemed to be fixed, like a carefully carved puppet, motionless, falling into distant and long-lasting memories, slowly becoming sad. These days, whenever she was alone, she would always fall into loneliness and sadness because of the weak touch of her facial features. She always felt that in the future, she would be the only one left in her world. Such a lonely feeling would only make her burn her heart.
It was not until a loud noise came from outside the yard that she suddenly broke out from the flooding emotions.
Mu Yun's clear voice echoed in the yard, as if very happy: "Aluo, your husband has finally left! Just now, even your brother left the mansion. Now there is only you and me left in the mansion. Finally, you and I don't have to follow the rules! Being rude!"
Xue Si, who was following her, couldn't help laughing when he heard this comfortable cry and said in his heart: When the Lord was in the mansion, he didn't see you abide by the rules, but instead he was even more troublesome...
Although he thought so, he didn't dare to say anything at all. He just followed Mu Yun silently and secretly laughed.
Mu Yun shouted again: "Aluo! Little Aluo! Are you ready?"
When Jiang Chengjia heard the shout, she couldn't help laughing.
She looked at the canary screen placed in the house. She was stunned for a moment and saw Mu Yun's shadow breaking into the landscape painting and jumping towards her: "A Luo! A Luo! Are you awake?"
She rushed to the bed like a lively and cute rabbit.
Jiang Chengjia said laughing and crying: "You and your brother were reunited yesterday, so why do you think he is annoyed today?"
Mu Yun raised his eyebrows and made her laugh: "Isn't you, the little goblin, hooked my soul away?"
Jiang Chengjia laughed loudly, cursed "Go away yours", and slowly moved his body against the edge of the bed, groping to get out of bed.
Mu Yun immediately stepped forward to support her, bent down, put on her shoes. She sat with her, her eyes fell on her neatly dressed, and said in a few twitching voices: "Why are the clothes so clean? Didn't your lord bother you last night?"
She spoke without any restraint and said loudly. This voice made Jiang Chengjia rubbing from her face to her neck and then slapped her shoulder heavily: "What are you talking nonsense? I'm sick, how dare he touch me?"
"Oh? He is so pityful? I really didn't see it before..." Mu Yun muttered, his eyes rolling in a cunning manner, only to find Jiang Chengjia's blushing and shy look very interesting.
"Ayi!" The girl was anxious when she was said and said angrily, "Don't talk nonsense! Be careful I'll tell my brother!"
Mu Yun raised his eyebrows and hummed twice, "Go away? Do you think I'm afraid of him? Have you forgotten? I always repaired him, but it's not the opposite one day."
Jiang Chengjia laughed and said helplessly: "My brother is not afraid of heaven or earth in this life, and even his aunt dares to scold him... I am afraid that you and your uncle will be in the hands of you, father and daughter."
Mu Yun was very proud and raised his lips and said, "How can I do it? Didn't I... fall into his hands?"
Jiang Chengjia was stunned at first, but finally got goose bumps when she said that. She moved her body very disgusted and sat aside.
Mu Yun leaned over heartlessly, then gave her a huge hug, and said sticky, "But, I... the one I like most in my life is you."
Jiang Chengjia was so scared that she wanted to struggle but couldn't. Suddenly she felt a little regretful and asked her to face such a little devil in the world and live intimately for two months... Her scalp immediately became numb.
So she immediately turned around and said, "...The wound on my brother's body has not healed. So early, he was not recuperating in the house, so what else have he done?"
When Mu Yun heard her, he immediately lowered his eyes, as if he was unhappy, and said in a depressed manner: "It would be fine if you don't mention this matter. As soon as I mentioned this matter, I got angry. The injuries on his body were not so serious. He would be able to recover after half a month. But in the palace, in order to allow the Emperor of Wei to eliminate his doubts about the Dou clan and the magistrate of the Tingwei Mansion, he naturally appeared in the side hall and drank the scattered cold dissolution.
You know that thing. The medicine specially made in your Shuige. After drinking it, you will sweat and rain, your whole body will feel numb, and your tendons and veins will feel like they are filled with full of true energy, hot and burning, and it will be painful. This medicine powder has no side effects for ordinary people, but it is extremely harmful to people who are deeply troubled by external and internal injuries. He hides it from me, he hides it from me! Drink that thing! He even tells me... It doesn't matter!
Do you know... the waiter who lived in Wuying Hall in the palace fainted due to the sensation of cold, almost scared me to the point of dispersing my three souls and six spirits! Speaking of this, I really got angry! I didn't know that he was sick because of the sensation of cold... I was terrified and kept on his bedside for three days...
I thought it was the fight I had with him when he returned, which aggravated his condition and was kept in the dark.
However, after leaving the palace, he returned to the dormitory last night before informing me of this... He completely ignored my feelings for his mission in the mortal world...
When I got up this morning, I hurriedly told me that I was going to leave the house. How could he win my consent? When I was in a daze, I gave a message. After I woke up, only Xue Si was left guarding in front of the door. I... I didn't even see his figure."
As she spoke, she started to get angry and put away the weird elf that had just passed. She fell down and her eyes turned red.
Jiang Chengjia listened carefully and hugged the girl beside her in his arms with some distress: "Brother... it's indeed a bit too much. However, Ayi, brother also has many indescribable pains. He had to do this for me, to cover Yang, and for the fortune on earth..."
"I know. So, I didn't make a fuss with him, nor did I make a fuss." Mu Yun leaned beside her, feeling sad and aggrieved: "It's just a pain in my heart."
Jiang Chengjia's nose felt sore, and a burst of guilt surged in her chest. The current situation was all caused by her. If she had not been poisoned when she blocked the disaster, perhaps... nothing of this would have happened afterwards.
Fu Yang will not annoy her gods, offend the Emperor of Heaven, anger the destiny of heaven, and be demoted to the lower realm, and will never die and die. In the miserable cycle of life and death, the human world will not be affected by the undispersed divine fortune, and there will be chaos. Her brother will not be appointed as a god, work hard, and work hard to calm the waves. Mu Yun will not leave the Peach Blossom Valley and suffer the pain of bumpy separation.
She felt deeply guilty and felt extremely bitter in her heart.
Mu Yun did not notice her thoughts, but just buried her arms and cried in a low voice. The two of them leaned against each other, not knowing how long it took. It was not until Mu Yun vented the anger, heartache and discomfort in his heart that the sad atmosphere slowly slowed down.
The girl leaning against Jiang Chengjia's arms raised her sleeve and wiped the tears on her face, sniffed her nose, put away her emotions, and took a deep breath and said, "Let's not talk about such a sad topic. I will take care of what he will do in the future. There is one thing...it makes me curious. A Luo... what's going on in the emergency report from the North? Two days ago, when I was in Wuying Palace, your brother told me that a big thunder was on the way back to Beijing and was about to kill Deng.
But I never expected that... it was such a big news that the Northland border town had lost. Is this report true or false?"
When she asked about this, Jiang Chengjia felt sadness slightly relieved.
Mu Yun stood up, grabbed her hand, his eyes stared at the girl beside him with confusion.
Jiang Chengjia groped with both hands, turned around, faced Mu Yun, and said softly: "This matter is not difficult to explain. Actually, it is planned by Junhou."
Mu Yun nodded and said, "I know this, Ayi told me."
Jiang Chengjia said "Yes" and continued: "The border town is indeed lost..."
Mu Yun was surprised and frowned and worriedly, "Really? It's like this? But... Why don't you stop your lord? He planned this way, not only Deng's family suffered... Tens of thousands of people in the border town were inevitably suffering from the suffering of war disasters!"
Jiang Chengjia smiled mysteriously, comforted her clapping hands, and said gently: "Don't be anxious, don't be anxious... Listen to me to say in detail. Although the border town is indeed lost, the Huns only captured an empty city."
Chapter completed!