Chapter 256 Efforts to restrain
(Apology letter: I was confused by myself two days ago, and I interrupted the update for two days, and revised several chapters, which made everyone very unhappy. I felt that feeling. I was also very anxious, but I could only sulk for a while. If I couldn’t write it, I couldn’t write it out... I would like to express my guilt and apologies from the bottom of my heart to my readers. You are so kind to me, I treat you too badly. I hope that some of my mistakes and wrong practices when I was in a very bad mood can get your understanding.
Finally, today's state has gradually been recovered, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief after restoring the update; I hope that readers and friends have not alienated me yet, I know you have never been away from me!
I have updated 4 chapters in three days. I owe you 8 chapters, and I will make up for them. It seems that I am not wrong?
In addition, there are four chapters from 252 to 255, and all of them were demolished and rewritten. The plot is very different, so I have to ask you to read it again from 252. The original version is on Zongheng Chinese.)
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"So stupid..." Fu Jinzhan murmured.
She left behind all the national mourning, military and political affairs outside, and a large number of memorials that had been urgently dealt with since the late emperor was seriously ill, and she returned to the back hall.
A while ago, she was nervous and had to worry about everything, but she didn't pay much attention. Today, Guo Shao suddenly did not come to attend the extremely important "support" court meeting. Fu Jinzhan finally woke up: she went to see the seriously ill Chai Rong with Guo Shao for a few days. The angry words she said... Maybe she didn't get angry Chai Rong, but instead she got angry. How could she compare him with the humble groom who took advantage of others' danger?
She was a very thoughtful person, but suddenly thought of that. After thinking about it for a while, she quickly understood the reason.
"Dongdongdongdongdong..." The sound of wooden fish in the mourning hall came, and the monks chanted scriptures. From time to time, there were bursts of tears. The concubines and ministers who took turns to keep their souls were crying, which sounded very sad. But the embarrassing thing was that sadness should be very regular, and you must not cry if you can't cry; you can only cry loudly when you should cry, and it wouldn't be enough not to cry.
She listened to the annoying voice and became more and more anxious, and guilt slowly brewed in her heart.
"How much difference is the late emperor different from Li Chongxun (ex-husband)? Why can I tolerate him when he treats me like that? But..." Fu Jinzhan whispered to himself, "But why did I not even say a word of thanks to Shao Ge'er?"
At a certain moment, Fu Jinzhan had an illusion that Guo Shao seemed to be her family and relatives. Because only the selfless efforts of his relatives can make people take it for granted and forget to be grateful... I got used to it.
Maybe it's not an illusion. Spoiling and Gu Xi, only those who are like fathers and brothers can do it, and maybe they can't do it either. Fu Jinzhan thinks that she is Guo Shao's closest relationship like Guo Shao's elder sister, sister, daughter, etc. This feeling is very strong and real! If Guo Shao now says that he is Fu Yanqing's separated son, maybe she still believes it... It's a pity that she looks obviously not.
She raised her head and sighed, and in a trance, she seemed to see someone standing in the hall and said: Those who violate the destiny of heaven, Guo Shao, God is going to punish me, just come to me!
The figure flashed to another corner again and said: At that time, I knew you were sick, afraid that there would be a few things. If you didn't survive, my heart would die for it. This world will become dull and meaningless...
I want to thank you. If you were not for your existence, I would be so desperate and afraid at this time, and I would be afraid of death. But now I am not afraid because there is an emotion that is stronger...
Maybe I will turn into ashes and meet you again in a corner of the universe. Maybe I will become a soul, in the next life, when you meet by chance, will you still look back and smile?
I want to die at the last moment by chanting your name instead of a surname... There will be a emperor who will protect you and love you...
... Fu Jinzhan suddenly heard the sound of the rioters coaxing and the sword was unsheathed, "Let me serve my wife for the last time"! The man lying on the ground finally looked at his back as he walked away.
"Brother Shao!" Fu Jinzhan suddenly stood up, and the chair was slammed back. She didn't even hit her knees at the bottom of the table next to her. A heart-wrenching pain came, and her tears almost hurt.
The memorial on the table with a national event was knocked over to the ground and fell on the floor tiles in a mess.
Immediately saw Mu Shang Palace coming in from a distance and asked, "The Queen Mother..."
Fu Jinzhan looked pale and pulled down and said, "I want to see General Guo immediately!"
She said silently in her heart: I want to explain it to him immediately and apologize to him. It was because I was negligent... I had no intention of hurting him! I was not indifferent to him.
I didn't dare to see him before, and I was cautious in my words, with great fear in my heart; now I have the opportunity, I have done something and said something!
No! No one in this world can protect me and love me anymore except him! That "Emperor" will only show off his supreme power at any time and threaten to destroy the entire Fu family; if I was not the mother who raised the little prince, I could die of illness once, and I could " die of illness" for the second time... And those strong men, once I turned me into the "Empress Dowager of the previous dynasty", they would never be ruthless!
Mu Shanggong bowed and said, "Empress Dowager, Eunuch Cao has gone to find him soon. Should I send a quick horse to find him immediately?" Fu Jinzhan breathed a sigh of relief and waved his hand and said, "You go down, General Guo has entered the palace, and ask him to come here to see me immediately."
"Here." Mu Shanggong bent down and carefully retreated from the palace gate.
Fu Jinzhan looked back at the chair, helped it up with his own hands, and sat on it feeling lost for a moment.
Finally, Cao Tai came in and said, "Report to the Empress Dowager, General Guo is summoned to ask for a meeting."
"Call him in, no one can disturb me. I have something important to discuss with General Guo." Fu Jinzhan said.
After a while, Guo Shao walked in. He first looked back at the closed palace gate, then knelt down from a distance, clasped his fists with military salute and said, "I will meet the Queen Mother."
Fu Jinzhan was stunned and said, "Come here."
"Abide by the order." Guo Shao's voice was polite, and he strode over. Fu Jinzhan's eyes never left him. For some reason, Fu Jinzhan felt very good when he saw him. His appearance was actually a bit ordinary, but Fu Jinzhan loved to see him like this. His face, his expression, his voice, every movement, every tone in his words... As long as Fu Jinzhan felt it, he felt the most wonderful thing in the world.
Guo Shao walked to Fu Jinzhan and asked in a deep voice: "What happened?"
"It's okay, I just suddenly... I really want to see you." Fu Jinzhan said tremblingly.
Guo Shao was stunned for a moment. Fu Jinzhan liked to see him reacting a little stupidly. She looked up at Guo Shao who was standing bent and asked, "Why have you become alienated?"
Guo Shao said: "I have never been alienated. As I said before, no matter what kind of person you are, I will always be the most important person in my heart; I have never changed, and I will never change in the future. I can't change even if I want to. It's just..."
"Just how?" Fu Jinzhan asked hurriedly.
Guo Shao pondered endlessly. Fu Jinzhan just now felt that he had thousands of words to say to him that he had really met, but he was influenced by various thoughts.
...Guo Shao hurriedly said: "In this situation, if the king and his ministers can trust each other, they can work together to overcome the difficulties; otherwise, we will face great dangers, which is a result that we don't want to see... Without further words from the ministers, the Empress Dowager should know that the country still has many hidden dangers and crises."
Fu Jinzhan thoughtfully and said, "You are right."
The two fell into silence and a cold situation. Fu Jinzhan lowered her head and thought about something, but Guo Shao couldn't guess what she was thinking about.
Guo Shao had already figured it out before, but he felt that some feelings were hard to rub the sand, and it was easier to get conflicted because of some inexplicable things if he wanted to get too close. If he settled in the second place, he could maintain trust and friendship for many years, which was good for everyone.
However, no matter how many reasons and rational considerations are in vain!
Guo Shao saw Fu Jinzhan again when he came in, and then he was moved by a word of her. He threw away all the things he had figured out before! Her demeanor and tone of speaking made Guo Shao's heart pound.
I don’t know if it was because of his admiration that she felt that everything was good, or because Fu Jinzhan was indeed favored by the Creator, she was really too tempting.
Can you still restrain yourself? Guo Shao kept reminding himself to be considerate and rational, and he is trying hard to restrain himself.
At this moment, Fu Jinzhan finally spoke, "I just need to tell you one thing, maybe there is no need to explain anything else."
Her voice was soothing and quiet, very nice, especially when she was in a certain mood, which was gentle and cute. Guo Shao hurriedly asked: "What's the matter? Please inform the Queen Mother."
Fu Jinzhan's face turned red, she pursed her red lips, and said in a low voice: "I am actually still a virgin."
Guo Shao was stunned again. He was stunned for a while before he understood what Fu Jinzhan was saying. His originally depressed mood suddenly ignited again! He blurted out in surprise: "Why...why?"
"Don't you believe it?" Fu Jinzhan asked hurriedly.
Guo Shao wanted to believe it, but it would be fine if Fu Jinzhan had married twice. It has been many years since he married Chai Rong, at least five or six years! Even if she could stand the loneliness, Chai Rong could tolerate her beauty? If Chai Rong was an eunuch, how did he have several children?
He touched the back of his head and muttered, "This is unscientific!"
Fu Jinzhan said in a trembling voice: "How do you believe it?" She said anxiously: "There is a Wenpo in the palace. Why don't you ask a Wenpo to test me... but it's so embarrassing. What should I do?"
Guo Shao observed her expression calmly. No matter how wise a woman is, she will write her mood on her face at some point. He has already believed it... He was about to say something I believe what you said, and then I immediately moved her.
But Guo Shao's mood was extremely high at this time, and he was no longer as cautious as before. He immediately changed his words: "I can also test my body without having to be stable."
"How do you test it?" Fu Jinzhan's face was already flushed, and she suddenly said a little angry, "You don't believe what I say, forget it if you don't believe it!"
Guo Shao looked at her white mourning clothes, tied with a hemp rope around her waist, which made her look even more graceful, her gorgeous face flushed, shy and annoyed, and even more cute and beautiful. At this moment, she didn't look like a twenty-seven-year-old woman, but she seemed ten years younger.
He felt dark and said in a deep voice: "I want to believe it too, but if there is a woman who has married twice and has been with her husband for five or six years for the second time, she will tell the Queen Mother that she has not been in personnel, do you believe it? This is completely unreasonable."
Fu Jinzhan frowned, stretched her upper body, and her bulging breasts followed her movements, and tightened her mourning clothes that had just fitted. She looked at her with a very piercing look that put a lot of pressure on people and asked, "How do you wait for the inspection?"
Chapter completed!