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Chapter 143 The past of being bullied

"Does your writing songs have anything to do with my future career exhibition? It should be difficult for me to 'eat' until I grow old with a song." Jian Xinlan felt confused when she heard it.

"Of course it's related, but it's not what you understand." Zhao Cheng shook his head.

“I will write a song that will regain your confidence and make you truly accept your imperfection.”

Jian Xinlan was stunned for a moment, then smiled bitterly and sighed: "I appreciate your kindness, but I really don't waste time."

She knew that Zhao Cheng was a very powerful singer-songwriter.

Even though a year has passed, "The Brightest Star in the Night Sky" is still in the top 10 of the Kumeo Music playback rankings.

So she trusts Zhao Cheng very much and will write a great work based on her strengths.

However, Jian Xinlan knew that this knot in her heart was not so easy to untie.

Although her parents love her very much and have done a lot of protection for her, she always has her own time.

Since kindergarten, Loli Jian Xinlan has found that she looks different from other children.

But at that time she was still a small one. Even though her skin was dark, she was also a very cute little black-skinned loli.

Things changed during a physical examination in elementary school.

Jian Xinlan has forgotten what the school physical examination items are. She only remembers that it is to check whether there are infectious diseases in the students.

Primary school students ten years ago did not know much more than children nowadays.

The three words "infectious disease" sound terrible.

At least, it was so scary that all the students in their class thought that infectious diseases were equivalent to terminal illnesses.

It happened that a martial arts drama was popular during that time. A supporting character in the drama accidentally ate wild mushrooms and was poisoned, causing her face and body to turn black, and then she died soon.

I don’t know who told the rumor at the beginning, saying that Jian Xinlan is so dark, she must have a toxic infectious disease.

After this, every day, naughty bad classmates came to ask her: "Are you going to die?", "When will you die?"

This situation became more and more serious later.

Children in other classes don’t know where to find out that she has dark skin.

Often after class, I went to the door of her class to take a look and shouted: "Black Charcoal".

The classmates in the class rejected her more and more, for fear that they would suffer from infectious diseases if they were too close to Jian Xinlan.

Moreover, my deskmate started drawing the '38' line with her.

If she accidentally passes a little bit of the line, she will be spit out of disgust by her deskmate.

When the group leader or study committee member arrived at her homework book and test paper, he didn't even dare to hold it with his hands, and kicked it directly to the ground with his feet, asking Jian Xinlan to pick it up by himself.

Line up to do morning exercises, go to the canteen to get food, or have physical education classes.

As long as it is a group activity, everyone will be far away from Jian Xinlan.

Anyone who accidentally touches her will immediately pretend to be disgusting as if she has touched S.

Jian Xinlan faces this kind of malice every day, every day.

Correspondingly, she hid in the quilt and cried bitterly every day.

There was no beating or scolding, but she was bullied.

She was only 8 years old that year, and she didn't know what she had done wrong.

Just because you are born to grow up, you will face unintentional accusations and slander.

No one wants to take the time to understand her strengths and kindness.

After a long time.

Jian Xinlan became inferior and introverted, did not fall in love with school, and was even afraid of going to school.

Every Monday morning, she would beg her parents not to send her to school.

Then, Jian Xinlan's parents finally found clues and arranged for her to transfer the school angrily, and directly transferred to a key school that focused on learning.

Change the environment, cooperate with the treatment of psychologists, and transfer the pressure of learning.

Only then did Jian Xinlan gradually emerge from the shadow of childhood.

She sealed this nightmare in her heart and chose to forget it.

As a matter has never been born, I will never recall it again.

Therefore, no one knows how difficult it is for Jian Xinlan to maintain her current cheerful mood.

Even Zhao Cheng only probably knew that Jian Xinlan was bullied in childhood because of her skin color.

If he knew about his friend’s past that he had been bullied so seriously, he would definitely understand why Jian Xinlan decided to get a whitening injection in his previous life.

Because, she wanted to get rid of this nightmare forever.

But she didn't expect that she would step into another nightmare because of this.

Originally, Jian Xinlan's condition was not so serious. Anyway, her skin had been dark for so many years, so she would be a little sad at most.

But later, the unscrupulous reporter and follower were spreading everywhere that she suffered from allergic shock due to injections, which was related to drug use, which was affected by her work.

The big reason why Jian Xinlan was able to get rid of the influence of bullying back then was that she had too much pressure to study and had no time to think about other things.

She originally planned to work hard after recovery and never want to turn white again.

Unfortunately, she was not lucky and lost her job that could turn negative emotions into motivation.

Zhao Cheng may not know enough about her childhood, but he is very clear about how his friend lived later.

"Believe me, in just a few days, I can make the song demo." Zhao Cheng said seriously.

"No, really, no, you are very busy, don't think I don't know that Brother Fang has filled all your free time."

Jian Xinlan was both moved and helpless to reject him again.

Because she didn't know how to explain her incurable wound to Zhao Cheng.

She believed in Zhao Cheng's creative ability, but she did not believe in her heart that had been trampled on without dignity.

"Then you must not get a whitening injection impulse these days." Zhao Cheng saw that he could not persuade her, so he decided to bring the finished product directly.

"If you really want to get a whitening injection, you must do a drug sensitivity test first."

Jian Xinlan agreed to him with laughter and cry.

The three of them were finally able to move from this heavy topic to other places.

......

night.

Zhao Cheng returned to the apartment he rented off campus.

He had already told Fang Weigang about his intention to write a song to Jian Xinlan.

Fang Da’s agent agrees very much.

Since Fang Weigang learned that Zhao Cheng had the desire to become a superstar in his heart, he has supported him to make more attempts.

Moreover, Fang Weigang is also optimistic about Jian Xinlan.

Although his current popularity is worse than that of Zhao Cheng.

But as long as she doesn't go wrong in the future, she will not be too bad according to her recognizable potential.

Anyway, from the perspective of Zhao Cheng's agent, Fang Weigang felt that writing songs for her was not considered a reduction in his identity.

In fact, even if his identity is reduced, Zhao Cheng can write, who made them friends?

Zhao Cheng hummed in a tone, sat at the desk, picked up a pen, and wrote the name of the song on the score - "Colored Black".
Chapter completed!
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