Xiao Xingshuang took off her glasses immediately, almost subconsciously.

"Shuang, this is your comrade, why don't you say hello properly?" Xiao's mother said with a bit of anger in her tone.

"Oh, Hello."

Xiao Xingshuang was dressed simply as always, wearing jeans and a white T-shirt, but even leaving aside her majestic breasts, her slender waist and hips were enough to make people nosebleed.

"Are you in a hurry? If not, can you just take a walk?" Shen Mochen raised his eyebrows.

"Yes, yes, you should take a walk. I don't know when we will see each other again this time!" Xiao's mother said quickly.

Xiao Xingshuang was silent for a long time and nodded.

In the afternoon of early summer, there was no one outside. It had just rained in the morning, and the garden was filled with the fresh fragrance of flowers and earth. The shrubs and lawns showed an increasingly rich green color under the hot sunshine.

There is a small fountain in the garden. Water columns gush out from the center of the fountain and fall into the pool, making a gentle sound of running water.

Shen Mochen said calmly: "You walked very fast without even saying hello. Are you in such a hurry over Roman's side?"

Xiao Xingshuang shook her head in silence.

Shen Mochen added: "Captain and the others are thinking of celebrating your birthday. You should know that, right? Or are you leaving like this?"

Xiao Xingshuang was still silent, but this time she didn't even nod her head. She drooped her head in a rare and wilted look.

Shen Mochen was speechless when he saw this, suddenly feeling like he was bullying a little girl.

"I don't mean to blame you, I just think... this is not good." Shen Mochen sighed, "They are all very nice to you, right? I thought you were all friends."

"I..." Xiao Xingshuang finally spoke. She sat on a bench in the garden, looking down at the grass growing between the cracks in the cement road, "I don't know."

"What don't you know? Don't you know if you are friends?" Shen Mochen felt inexplicably angry. "Do you want me to call them first and ask them if they regard you as a friend? But I guess they will be very happy.

Angry that I asked such a boring and obvious question."

"No, I didn't mean that..." Xiao Xingshuang shook her head and said softly, "I don't know why I left. I didn't want to do this. I just didn't want them to hold a birthday party for me."

"Why?"

"I don't know why, maybe I just didn't want to trouble them. I originally wanted to stay until the end, but when I heard them discussing the birthday party, I felt scared... I was scared that they were so nice to me, so I ran away

Already."

Shen Mochen was a little surprised and surprised, and became speechless for a moment.

"Are you so unaccustomed to others treating you?" Shen Mochen's voice was slightly softer.

Xiao Xingshuang hesitated for a long time: "They are all good people, but I am not worthy."

"I don't think there's anything about being worthy or unworthy. I think you are excellent and worthy of other people's friendship. Are you shadowed because of your previous team?"

"Do you know what happened to me in the past?"

Shen Mochen shook his head: "I don't know, but I can probably guess that you had a falling out with someone in the previous team, right?"

"Not just in the previous team, but all the time. I have always been stupid, I have never been good at socializing with others, and I have always been disliked by others."

"If it's just being hated by girls, I don't think it's surprising. People always instinctively hate those who are a threat to themselves, and at the same time show tolerance to similar people who are far inferior to themselves to show their kindness. I was often criticized when I was a child.

Boys hate me, and I know it’s because I’m handsome, but it’s not my fault that I’m handsome, they’re just jealous and jealous.”

Xiao Xingshuang thought for a while and smiled softly: "...There will always be a lot of conflicts and it will hurt others inadvertently."

"Let me think about it, for example, a girl blames you for stealing her boyfriend, for example, she is called a slut and a vixen, for example, she is given special treatment by a boy and makes people angry, for example, she is pestered by the opposite sex and feels very irritated but has no way to complain.

, because others will only think you are showing off? For example, because you stand out too much, you are bullied, isolated, slandered, and spread rumors?"

Xiao Xingshuang was stunned for a long time. She didn't expect that Shen Mochen understood him so well. Could it be that he was the same as herself?

"You are right. I am the same as you. I have also experienced the things you have experienced... Of course, I have a relatively high emotional intelligence, so I know how to deal with these things, and I am also quite fierce in fights. Over time,

No one dares to offend me." Shen Mochen shrugged, "But I can understand your troubles, your character is indeed a good doormat."

"Thank you for your understanding. Maybe because of this, I dare not accept their kindness. I don't know how to repay. My mind is confused these days... They are really good people. Only 0819 can be like this."

Accept me."

Perhaps because she was about to leave, Xiao Xingshuang talked a lot more than usual. She spoke a little fast, which may be a sign of excitement.

Her fists were clenched and her shoulders were shaking slightly, as if she was crying: "I'm sorry, I'm an irresponsible coward."

"Don't take it personally..." Shen Mochen sighed heavily, then a smile appeared on his face, and he patted Xiao Xingshuang's shoulder, "Just run away, at least you didn't leave because you hate them.

"

Xiao Xingshuang's voice was low: "Please, tell them I'm sorry for me. I'm actually very grateful to them for accepting me. This is the first time I haven't been betrayed by a friend. Especially Xia Qingrou, she has always been very good to me. I

But I am unilaterally hostile to her, I am really a bad woman."

"I can sense your hostility toward her, but may I know why?"

"...There's no special reason." Xiao Xingshuang licked her lips and felt her throat was a little dry, "I'm just jealous of her."

"Jealous of her?"

Shen Mochen was stunned at first, thinking to himself, are you jealous that she has a boyfriend as handsome as me?

But that's not right. On the first day she arrived, Shen Mochen felt that Xiao Xingshuang didn't seem to like her very much.

"Her family is in good condition. Her parents are so outstanding. She can learn piano and dance since she was a child in the capital. She can take the National University entrance examination in the future. She knows so much about having fun. She is so happy and free, even if she has not awakened her powers.

, will also have a glorious life... I am so jealous of her, why are we different? Why do I have to work so hard, why do I have such a family, why can't I learn piano and dance, why..."

Xiao Xingshuang clenched her fists tightly as she spoke, and a trace of resentment and undisguised jealousy appeared on her face again.

Shen Mochen looked at Xiao Xingshuang's somewhat distorted expression and couldn't help but reach out his hand and gently smooth her face.

If you put it this way, doesn't Liu Chaoyan deserve more hatred? But Xiao Xingshuang doesn't even have the courage to be jealous of Liu Chaoyan, because it is absolutely out of reach.
Chapter completed!