It's so good, I can finally be with the person I like.

That's great. Isn't this something I never dared to dream about?

That's great, isn't this something that should be enjoyed secretly and kill two birds with one stone?

However, it is clear that the person in front of him is the person he likes, but at this moment, there is no joy at all, only discomfort, only pain, and only humiliation.

"do not do that……"

Shen Mochen finally spoke. He picked up Han Muxue, then picked up the skirt and put it on for her himself.

His head was foggy, and his heart was getting more and more uncomfortable. Perhaps it was the condemnation of his conscience. It had been a long time since he had such an emotion.

"You, you dislike me..."

Han Muxue had pain on her face, lowered her head and burst into tears.

"No, I don't dislike you... But even if I am a scumbag, I will still feel uneasy when I see a girl crying like this."

Shen Mochen said softly.

"There is no need for you to be upset. All this is done voluntarily and willingly!"

"You make me feel very guilty. I know it's my fault..."

Shen Mochen's mind was filled with confusion at the moment. He didn't know where to start or how to explain.

When something cannot be explained to others, it means that it is unreasonable and unethical.

Han Muxue grabbed Shen Mochen's hand tightly: "No, the matter must be resolved today!"

She no longer believed Shen Mochen, and now she would not believe it even if Shen Mochen promised not to take action against Xia Qingrou and Caiyunjian.

Just like a dog can't stop eating shit, can a hot-blooded boy never hold back because of a momentary emotion or impulse?

Han Muxue is not such a naive person. She has already seen through human nature. The coming and going of people is nothing more than a profit. No one can resist the instinct of human nature forever.

Shen Mochen also knows this. My best solution is to promise that he will never be close to Xia Qingrou and Caiyunjian again, but he also knows that his promise at this moment is useless.

Not to mention Han Muxue wouldn't believe it, even he himself wouldn't believe it.

This matter seemed to have tied a knot. Shen Mochen could not break off from Xia Qingrou and Caiyun, and he could not make Han Muxue believe in him. Han Muxue did not want to believe Shen Mochen, she had to let him

Shen Mochen stayed away from the two of them.

The two were in a stalemate, and Shen Mochen felt that the best way now was to tell Han Muxue that it was impossible and reject her request outright.

She shouldn't have the courage to let her blood splatter five steps.

However, Shen Mochen looked at Han Muxue's trembling lips and just couldn't harden his heart.

What happened to me? Why did I become so kind?

But if he didn't reject her, looking at this attitude, he wouldn't be able to leave today without something happening to her.

Shen Mochen didn't want anything to happen to Han Muxue. It wasn't that he wasn't interested in her body, but that he didn't want to involve her. He really didn't want to hurt her.

But the other party has already gone this far, and it is even more impossible and unbearable to completely reject her proposal.

Lie, lie, just like always, make up a lie.

Shen Mochen took a deep breath, slowly hugged Han Muxue tightly in his arms, and rubbed her cheek lovingly: "Let's date in secret."

"……What?"

Han Muxue was stunned.

"From today on, you are my girlfriend, but don't tell anyone in the team about our relationship. If you want to tell your family, you can. I agree to half of your conditions, and I will become your boyfriend.

I won’t take action against Sister Xia and Sister Cai. I mean, I won’t do that kind of thing with them. And in exchange, as my girlfriend, if I have needs, you have to satisfy me. In the end, we

My secret relationship is only in name, so if you fall in love with someone else in the future, you can break up with me at any time, do you understand?"

"you you……"

Han Muxue was confused. The relationship was kept secret, and it was only in name... What does this relationship mean, I don't understand!

In fact, not to mention Han Muxue, even Shen Mochen himself didn't quite understand it. But when he was dating Ekaterina before, it seemed that he had the same pattern.

But currently this is the only way to stabilize Han Muxue.

Shen Mochen always has his own little cleverness. Han Muxue has agreed to be a compulsory soldier, so he will retire in less than a year at most. As long as he restrains himself from having that kind of relationship with Xia Qingrou and Caiyunjian during this period

That’s it.

Then as long as you maintain a pure relationship with Han Muxue during this period, you can break up naturally when he retires.

Although it may take ten months of hard work, this is already the best solution.

Han Muxue turned around in her head for a long time and finally sorted out some ideas.

She and Shen Mochen were in an agreement with no emotional basis, just like a fake marriage, but he would abide by the obligations of a boyfriend and would not have an affair with another woman, and he seemed to have the rights of a girlfriend, for example,

Ban him from cheating?

Rather than becoming a toy to be played with, this outcome seems better, right?

Han Muxue nestled in Shen Mochen's arms, feeling like her head was a little down.

How could it become like this? Is this really a reality? We were obviously ready to "die for righteousness", but in the blink of an eye, we seemed to be "comrades, one of our own"...

The problem seems to have been solved? I also have a boyfriend, the boy that I miss deeply.

Is this the feeling of happiness? The sudden change made Han Muxue's head spin. She hit her head on Shen Mochen's shoulder, burst into tears again, gritted her teeth and murmured: "Aren't you a scumbag? Why are you doing this..."

"Scumbags also have a conscience." Shen Mochen said softly, smelling the fragrance of the gardenia in his arms, "Please take more care of me from now on, my dear Xiaoxue."

"You really... don't dislike me?"

Shen Mochen slowly let go of Han Muxue, then carefully held her feet and kissed her instep gently: "What do you think?"

Han Muxue's face turned red: "Don't, don't be like this... your feet are so dirty."

Although she had no feeling in her legs, Han Muxue still couldn't resist such humiliating behavior.

"I will find a way to heal your leg." Shen Mochen rubbed Han Muxue's head.

"It can't be cured, I'm used to it..."

Han Muxue's eyes were incomprehensible, feeling the warmth of the other person's hands, feeling like she was dreaming now.

Yes, it's really an unexpected result. In this case, it doesn't seem to matter even if you sit in a wheelchair for the rest of your life.

However, Han Muxue immediately warned herself soberly not to fall into it, as this dream had a shelf life.

She knew the other party's purpose. Shen Mochen was just responding to her request gently, but he didn't really love her.

Their unknown love affair will probably only last until he retires. At that time, he will have no control over what he wants to do, and he has no right to ask him for anything more.

However, even if all of this is false, even if all of this is a bubble that is destined to disappear... At this moment, I also want the beauty of this moment.
Chapter completed!