Chapter 13 "The Cage" (5)(2/2)
"Also, I guess you have a problem that you really didn't realize."
Cen Yi handed the medicinal oil to Assistant Chen and said:
"Why do you give me the feeling that you don't really want to live?"
Qin Jue's eyelids drooped and he said nothing.
"Xiao Qin, I respect your privacy and don't want to ask more about your life experience." Cen Yi said softly, "You are very smart and know what attitude to adopt and what to do at what time."
"But you... don't seem to have a goal. Well, it's not a goal. Life is not about pursuing goals." Cen Yi turned to look ahead, "Life is made up of countless things that make you feel 'I want to live.'
Made up in an instant.”
"What about you, Brother Cen? Why do you want to live?"
Qin Jue asked: "Career? Family? Or reputation, status, or money?"
"It's hard to say about the last few. It would be too hypocritical to say that I'm not interested in them at all."
Cen Yi hugged one of his knees and smiled at Qin Jue: "For the first two, half and half."
"I'm going to share a secret with you, do you want to hear it?"
In the gradually relaxing atmosphere, Cen Yi said with a smile: "As for me, what I liked at first was not acting, but lying."
"?" Qin Jue raised his eyebrows.
"I have liked to make up stories and create people who don't exist since I was very young. Oh, to use the current popular term, it's called 'creating characters', right? I like to make up all kinds of characters, and then go
Lie to others and make others believe it.
"I would tell the kids in the neighborhood that I have an older brother, where he goes to school, what his personality is, and when he will come back and bring sweets to me. In fact, I am an only child and have no brothers or sisters at all.
"When I grew up, my drama disorder got worse. I took a taxi by myself, went out to eat alone, and made up random things when chatting with people. I obviously went to school here, but I still had to lie to the waiter about me.
I'm just young, already working, in a certain unit, and my home is very close to here.
"I just like to see others being fooled by me and still believing it to be true."
Cen Yile said: "Until I fell in love with your sister-in-law online, deceived her, and fell into her hands again."
"When I realized that I really, really liked her, I was scared because I was a complete liar. I lied to her that I was a down-and-out little singer who sang in a bar, and I sent her a lot of 'work photos.'
, I held the guitar and sang to her in the video chat. I didn’t lie to people for money or sex, I just wanted to see them take it seriously. I found it very fun and happy. In the end, I harmed others and myself, and I couldn’t bear the psychological burden.
I told your sister-in-law the truth.
"And guess what she said? She said on the video call, 'Wow, you're so good at acting, why don't you become an actor?'
"This sentence was a revelation to me who only knew how to deceive people at that time."
Cen Yi's assistant Wang Xuan happened to come over and smiled after hearing the second half.
Under Qin Jue's curious eyes, Cen Yi patted him and winked at Qin Jue:
"Later I found out that your sister-in-law's family owns a brokerage company, and she had already discovered it.
Chapter completed!