I know that I am young and have just started to fall in love.

He always looked at her from afar, her back and her side face.

I want to leave when I see her coming, but I want to chase after her when I see her leaving.

When we meet in reality, we are always silent, but in our dreams, we have thousands of words to talk to her.

Finally one day, he was drunk and sad, his love was overflowing with his heart, and his blood rushed straight into his brain. He called the phone to confess his love bravely in the romantic and moving invisible melody.

......

This is probably Lin Yue’s perspective.

In fact, when Lin Yue matured later, he realized...

If you start from Su Lan's perspective back then, your image may be like this:

A careless gangster, a bad student, doesn't talk to her all day long, and doesn't have much contact with her, but she always stares at her with those creepy eyes in the dark corner.

Then suddenly, the boy was drunk one day and was so brave that he called him inexplicably.

Of course there is no warm color filter for love movies on the other end of the phone, and there is no romantic bgm.

I could only hear a drunk gangster shouting in disbelief: "Su Lan, um... I'm actually tired of liking... I've been exhausted for a long time! Alas? I'm drunk, I'm not drunk... I just drank a little secretly."

Think about it...

"Damn it!"

Even though it has been nearly 13 years, when Lin Yue thinks of these embarrassing memories from childhood, he wishes to travel back and strangle him to death.

If you think about it carefully, his relationship with Su Lan back then was probably similar to Gu Jinger and him.

No, he is far inferior to Gu Jinger.

Gu Jing'er is at least close to him, so she will start to "lick" her.

However, he didn't say a few words to Su Lan, and at most he was a passerby, so he began to impress himself with his "happy future" of the two.

Lin Yue later understood that although he was so moved by himself that he was actually not love at all.

After all, he had never said a few words to Su Lan before, so what kind of feelings can he have?

The reason for this secret love is entirely because... Su Lan is pretty.

He just became tempted to see the lust and was greedy for others.

Such a love itself does not lay a solid foundation.

So, that reckless confession induced by drunkenness naturally ushered in a tragic ending:

"Lin Yue, sorry, I don't have any ideas about this for the time being."

"You too...it's better to study hard first."

This is actually a polite rejection.

But Lin Yue was drunk and drunk, and was dizzy when he made the phone call. After the phone call, he fell asleep and couldn't feel Su Lan's tone at that time.

When he woke up the next day, he vaguely recalled his confession experience last night... He ungratefully regarded Su Lan's polite rejection as an encouragement, feeling that Su Lan did not say anything to death, but was leaving room for him and hinting that he would continue to work hard.

So, a few days after the announcement call, he boldly invited Su Lan to attend his birthday party.

Finally, at that birthday party, Lin Yue had another roar, and he confessed his love in public after he was completely dead.

This time, Su Lan's response was much more serious.

She completely rejected him mercilessly in front of her classmates.

There is a conversation that has kept Lin Yue from his 14th birthday to now:

"Lin Yue, I will definitely go to a key high school in the future."

"If you really like me, do you have to be at least serious?"

"To be honest, I hate your attitude of being careless in everything you do."

Although the words are not heavy, they are not unpleasant.

But this was said from the girl he had a crush on, but he was shocked to Lin Yue at that time.

He has the kind of careless attitude towards his life, so how can he be qualified to pursue Su Lan, who must be on the rise in the future?

Even if he is asked to chase him, can he catch up?

Then she is in Peking University and he is in Peking University Bluebird, so what else can he fall in love?

Su Lan's words, coupled with the strong sense of shame brought by his rejection in public confession, made him suddenly stimulated.

Lin Yue began to study hard and make changes.

Gradually, his grades improved, his people became calm, and his mind gradually matured.

In the end, he was admitted to a key high school and was qualified to pursue Su Lan.

But at that time, Su Lan had already entered a private middle school in the province with a high scholarship. Later, I heard that she had been admitted to a famous foreign school all the way, stayed overseas to study and work...

She flew higher and never fell back.

Lin Yue was not sorry. He was chasing Su Lan behind him, and then he realized that he actually didn't like this girl at all.

But he still thanked Su Lan very much, thanking her for scolding her confused self for waking up.

"Oops..."

Recalling all this in the past, Lin Yue was shocked.

Think about it carefully...it is October 16th, and his birthday is October 17th.

When Gu Jinger gave him a watch, she also said that tomorrow will be his birthday.

Then isn’t tomorrow the most important node in his life - the time when he confessed to Su Lan for the second time in public and was rejected and woke up by Su Lan ruthlessly scolded?

And that means:

"I was drunk and called to confess, which happened 'a few days ago'."

"I'm right now after the first confession and before the second confession."

"And during this time..."

During this period of time, Lin Yue did not study hard at all.

Although Su Lan tactfully advised him to focus on his studies on the previous call, he still thought about how to increase his efforts to continue confessing. He never thought of listening to Su Lan's advice and changing himself seriously first.

Such a performance of being ignorant and confused while being confused will naturally not be able to see Su Lan's eyes, nor will it win her favor.

But now... Lin Yue suddenly began to "memorize words" and began to "study hard".

"I used to talk nonsense, saying that I started memorizing words these two days."

"And my first failed confession phone number, calculated by time, was probably a few days ago."

"In this way, the plot becomes... under Su Lan's persuasion, I suddenly realized and worked hard to improve myself. I have studied hard for her?"

Think about Su Lan’s smile at him just now...

Although memorizing words is just a trivial matter, Lin Yue's attitude of "willing to make changes for her" obviously helped him restore some image and won the favor of the class leader.

At least, Su Lan doesn't hate him anymore.

"Will she still scold me when I confess to her the second time?"

"If she doesn't scold me, or scolds me a little lighter than before, will I wake up in time and study hard?"

"And if I don't reform myself in time, I will not be able to go to a key high school, fail to get into a good university, fail to become a civil servant, and become a forensic doctor or a criminal policeman..."

His life was completely ruined.

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ps: I will update today.

The main reason is that this novel is relatively short and the new book period is faster... Ahem.

And as soon as I posted a few chapters at the beginning, there were already many pertinent comments pointing out the problem. This also made me confused.

The main line is unclear, the rhythm is dull, the suspense is not strong, and I am unhappy... These problems exist objectively, and I know them myself. There are many problems that don’t even need to be mentioned, and I noticed them before I opened the book.

But what's scary is that this seems to be what I can do well.

So do you know why I don’t write about fandoms? Because fandoms always borrow other people’s world structures by tricks, and no matter how much they write, they will not get real training.

I have written 5 books, but my mastery of the plot rhythm is still so awkward. Isn’t this scary?

If a job cannot be improved at work, it is chronic suicide.

So I chose to challenge myself and write original works. No matter whether I can become popular or not, it is a kind of improvement to be able to finish writing.

I am really sorry to disappoint my fan book friends who have always supported me.

But if I want to continue working in this industry, I have to try to break through... Alas.

also...

This book is about time travel. The outline is determined to die and it is impossible to change. If you change it, it will affect your whole body, and the whole book will collapse.

So I really can't adopt some suggestions that directly affect the development of the plot.

However, I will think about issues such as plain rhythm and unpleasant plot, and think about whether I can speed up the pace appropriately.

Hope to satisfy everyone as much as possible.
Chapter completed!