At this moment, back to the lab—

After a round of tests, I was exhausted from falling, and I sat on the electronic soft sofa with my backrest raised for life. My body seemed to have reached its limit, and I couldn't help but breathe heavily. Although I knew the result might be more embarrassing than I thought, I still held a trace of unrealistic fantasy and asked the doctor knowingly.

Doctor, how likely is there to recover after evaluation?

Doctor No. 52 was holding an electronic record book, looking at the pessimistic data such as "Sitting upright 0", "Stand 0", "Walking 0", "Dressing 0.5", "Entering 0.5", and "Going 0.5" on it, as well as looking at the muscle strength test report on the second page, and directly turned his whole body towards me, as if he didn't dare to look directly at my stubborn and hopeful eyes, as if he didn't have the courage to let me see his expression, but he just came to the conclusion from the most rational and neutral perspective.

"I'm very serious and sorry to tell you that according to the various scoring, although your upper limbs are functioning normally, the waist and abdomen are weak, and the residual function of the lower limbs is almost zero. Your spinal nerves were completely broken and seriously damaged in that battle. Even after implanting the simulated spine, there is a 90% chance that they are still not perceived. I don't think you need to bear the unnecessary pain."

Although it was an expected result, when I heard the doctor say such a strong blowing answer and looking at my vulnerable body, I just couldn't say it with pain. I wanted to laugh a little, but I couldn't laugh at it.

I recalled that when I was in the ordinary mechanical field army, my physical fitness was one of the best in the company. Even the battalion commander of the recruit battalion thought I was a good seedling for the army and tried his best to send me, the treasure to the best company. When I arrived at the sword forging special forces brigade, I was also not tired and was considered a top soldier of the special forces brigade by the commander. But now I just moved a little bit - no, it was not a movement at all. Just slapping weakly, almost exhausting all my physical strength, which made me feel helpless.

"Sorry, doctor, I still have that ten percent hope, and I only have that ten percent hope in my eyes."

I pretended to be silent and replied, "I asked him to perform, and the doctor turned around hesitantly.

"Ling Wuer, I order you to perform the operation."

"Company Commander?"

"Yes, do I need to repeat it?"

Just when the air seemed to be a little frozen, Dr. Ling Wuer looked at Ruina who came out of the secret elevator with some embarrassment. I think he probably understood the principle that "soldiers are obedient to orders as their duty". Since the company commander has already issued a decisive order, he wants to take the mentality of being a living horse to treat me, a rebellious donkey, he has to follow the order, which just meets my wish. For the first time, I began to look forward to the orders of this usually cold company commander, because I knew very well that if the company commander did not insist on requesting, I would have to lose the qualification to return to the army forever. I was unwilling to give up, and I just wanted to take a try, because there have been many examples of wheelchairs turning into motorcycles on others. Why not try it?

But Dr. Ling Wuer told me later that he did not limit the impossible in front of the company commander just now because he did not dare to look directly at my firm eyes, and he couldn't bear to extinguish the hope that had just ignited in the hearts of the young man, including his company commander, a bucket of cold water, so it would be better to treat the dead horse as a living horse.

Dr. Ling Wuer is a cold-looking person on the surface but kind-hearted. His father's surname is Ling and his mother's surname is Wu. He is the second boy in the family. He is nearly nine years older than the older boy in the family, so he named Ling Wuer. Because his parents saw that the eldest son was very handsome and taller than Ling Wuer, they didn't know how much they were. When they met their parents, they were as sweet as honey. They looked like they were likable, but Ling Wuer didn't like to speak very much and had a cold and taciturn personality, so their parents always spoiled the eldest son in the family.

Therefore, the boss became very arrogant and domineering, and often wrestled with Ling Wuer, who was his younger brother. The reasons for the fight were that the boss caused trouble for no reason and deliberately bullied Ling Wuer. Ling Wuer's parents always thought that Ling Wuer was the wrong side, but the boss had no problems.

Later, I heard from him that the eldest son became a famous bully in the school, and was eventually persuaded to withdraw from the school and fell into society and became a street gangster. But Ling Wuer has been doing his best for the years, enlightening himself, and spending every day with a swallowing anger. Through hard work, he became a qualified military doctor.

At this moment when his eyes were pulled back, Ling Wuer endured the sadness and walked towards the wall and pressed a few blue buttons. The sofa I was sitting on was instantly covered by a huge transparent laser-proof but sound-free glass oxygen cover. The backrest of the sofa changed from soft material to a mechanical spinal inlay. The robotic hand stretched out from behind the sofa carefully lifted my clothes to a certain height.

He thought that I would slap the cover randomly due to fear, but I put my hands on the sofa handle, motionless, sitting inside without expression, looking at everything outside the cover calmly, until I couldn't hold on to the anesthetic released from the cover, my consciousness gradually became blurred and dissipated, and my head slowly lowered.

I found that I was carefully exploring in an endless tunnel, but suddenly a very real picture appeared in front of me. He was stunned and flew up no matter what, and shouted: "Battery Commander!"

Seeing this, the battalion commander of the recruit battalion asked me with a smile: "The 800m score is 1 minute and 43 seconds! What is your name?"

"Report, my name is Cheng Fengzhan! Am I running very fast? Battalion Commander!!"

"Quick! It's almost breaking the world record!"

My legs were still uncontrollably moving forward in the tunnel. An iron door with a sharp blade cracked a gap in the middle and opened to both sides. A dozen special forces team members wearing electronic camouflage uniforms and holding new laser weapons in their hands came out. After seeing the person in front of me, I roared in pain, put aside everything and rushed over, but was blocked by a strange force. No matter how hard I struggled, I couldn't get closer. But after adjusting my sight, his tears couldn't stop falling, because the soldiers saluted him in a standard military salute.

And this team of special forces are brothers who died in front of me during the border battle. The brotherhood between us is tested with blood and fire, but now they are always separated from heaven and man!

"The Sharp Knife Squad has all been sacrificed except you, and you are paralyzed."

"Where is my girlfriend!! Where is she!!"

"Zuo Yejing's whereabouts are unknown and suspected of being a rebellious. If she still contacts you, or if you receive a call but don't say a word, receive an inexplicable gift, etc., you must inform the military in time! Also, Zuo Yejing's affairs are absolutely confidential, and it can be said that she has sacrificed. Bury this secret in her heart and do not tell anyone."

A military doctor wearing camouflage clothes inside and a white coat outside said to me lying on the hospital bed with regret. The leader standing next to him answered another question. The two forced themselves to leave my room calmly, leaving me alone in the whole room in disbelief and recalled the scenes of the past with my comrades, and they were hiding together in the training ground, making harmless jokes with each other. If they were in the battlefield, they would also recall the sweet little bits and pieces of love with my girlfriend. Looking at the separate small room without a surveillance camera, I could not help but cover my face and cry.

A man doesn’t cry easily, but he hasn’t reached the sad place!

"Your military career has come to an end. Those unrealistic dreams of spring and autumn will not only have no meaning, but will also make your heart extremely anxious, and even have the urge to drag your broken body to jump off the thirty floor. The best and most correct choice at the moment is to accept this absurd but factual thing, and then look at what you can now, and be a little optimistic and stronger."

"I have not had unrealistic dreams, and I will not trample on my life! I will definitely stand up and avenge my brothers with my own hands. This is the fact!"

Excited, I loudly refuted the view of the Junpeng psychological counselor. I also wanted to say the sentence "My girlfriend has absolutely no rebellion", but when I think of the strict confidentiality regulations, I could only swallow the words back to my stomach. But the words I threw out made the psychological counselor not know how to reply for a while, but instead was infected by my emotions and suddenly stood up to salute me!

"The wind is free and unrestrained, and you can definitely stand up."

"The wind is a great person, come on!"

"Big hug, I really feel sorry for you."

“…”

On a contemporary social software called waf, netizens I know kept encouraging me. Some netizens were willing to spend five or six hours with me to speak, comfort and enlighten me after learning about me. They all hoped that I could return to the right path as soon as possible and re-start as a special forces soldier. One of the users named "Lin Moli" was aloof tone, but they seemed happy when interacting, and they would make some useful suggestions from time to time, which also made me feel a little warm.

"You don't, I can..."

Later I heard that I was speechless and said many words in my mouth. Everyone present, including Ren Woxing and Xiang Dongfei in the monitoring room, were already crying. They felt that I was respectful and admirable in front of me. Because I was immersed in the hallucination just now, they had heard all the past - except for the matter about my girlfriend. Because even though I was in a state of confusion, I did not forget to keep the secret deep in my heart. I am a soldier.

However, Ling Wuer said, and just as everyone was still immersed in sadness, he saw my left leg unconsciously move forward.
Chapter completed!