This is a memoir written by a disabled soldier named Cheng Fengzhan. He participated in the most painful and difficult rehabilitation for himself, went through the hail of bullets for his brothers without fear, stood firm for the comrades who had passed away, and in order to uncover the truth about his daughter. Never give up on the truth about the betrayal of friends, and muster up the courage to move forward in order to repay the netizens who treat me with heart. Although I am a disabled person with paralyzed legs, I am the strongest special-organized soldier in the motherland, and I am the leader of the entire Arab League. The sharpening stone of the French military region. Although we cannot claim to be healthy people, we are more upright and more honorable than anyone who is doing nothing and earning a living but is physically and mentally sound! ——Just because our name is the first special combat company, Just because we are soldiers who defend our country.