The so-called murderer kills his heart. After driving the strong man who abused his partner, he forced such a strong man who seemed invincible to become a madman who rolled his eyes and drooled. After leaving him to fend for himself, he still did not recover his feelings and feelings.

Qianye finally understood that revenge is not the key. For himself in the past, after losing feelings and feelings, revenge is just a goal, not an obsession. The reason why he can still feel what he thinks about revenge is just because it is the goal.

It is just a sense of urgency to achieve your goal without any emotion.

It’s not that you feel emotions or other feelings.

Then, at this moment, the feeling of soul withdrawal made Qianye very distressed and irreversibly change his state of no emotions and no feelings, but suddenly faded.

After seeing the scene of revenge, he seemed to feel a sense of liberation. Although he had not recovered his feelings and feelings in the past, for Chiba, who still had feelings and feelings, his methods of handling his past, his methods of revenge, were even more able to vent the accumulated emotions than Chiba himself thought of.

In the process of experiencing this with the past self, Chiba, as a relatively independent consciousness with normal feelings and feelings, and completely empathizes with it. It is basically a personal experience. After some experience, Chiba naturally has feelings. Even if he has no feelings, he will be affected by his past self. The partner died tragically, and Chiba entrusts his life to give hope of life. In a sense, it is also a great emotional impact on Chiba. Even the negative emotions caused by the emotional impact are more and more profound than his past self.

After all, in a turbulent world, experiencing the desperate situation of life and death, and living to the present, Qianye is superior to his past self in terms of force, intelligence, or in response and vision, and has no past self who has lost his feelings and feelings. When he sees that his past self has made obviously wrong plans, he has no choice but to be unable to control the situation at that time, and can only watch his past self make mistakes, causing irreparable consequences.

That anger is not even less than the negative emotions of losing a partner.

Therefore, Chiba has accumulated a lot of dark emotions than herself in the past. Coupled with the influence of her past mentality of having no feelings and no feelings, Chiba's psychology will really be distorted somewhere.

It caused irreversible changes to his character.

It is indeed quite dangerous.

Now, the solution of the past self, seeing that damn guy kneels down and begs for mercy and is in a mess and crazy, is really relieved by Qianye. The best way to kill people is not necessarily to use a knife. In the past, I undoubtedly used an invisible knife called rumor to cut off the spirit of this damn guy bit by bit, and ultimately make him worse than death.

A crazy madman continues in this cruel cycle. If he does not die and has the opportunity to wake up, when he thinks about this period, will it be another torture, and the torture that will remain in his heart forever.

Will it make him tremble all over when he thinks about it, fearing it, and shamefully want to dig a hole in the ground to bury himself alive?

Or, even if you recover from your sobriety, you will completely lose your courage and become an existence that you must never become in this nightmare cycle.

coward.

If you are at slaughtered by others and dare not resist, you will eventually become a slave who has no dignity, and may not even be called a creature that even a person may not be called.

This is the real terrible part of myself in the past.

People are not afraid of dying humbleness, but are afraid of living humbleness.

If this person goes crazy, perhaps it is still a good thing for him. Once he wakes up, the damage caused by his past self to his mind and mentally will accompany him for the rest of his life and make him suffer for the rest of his life.

This is the real cruelty.

If I had killed him with the butterfly knife left by Xiao Qian, it would have been a kind of happiness for him.

However, this is also considered the cause and effect of this damn guy.

If he had simply ended up with his own partner in the past instead of abusing the killing, how could he have accumulated so many dark emotions in the past? After the final detonation, how could he touch the human body's defense mechanism and lose his feelings and feelings?

And if I had even a trace of feelings and feelings in the past, how could I use this extremely vicious way to retaliate?

Only after losing feelings can one think of this way of revenge, which is essentially the same as Chiba's past!

In the end, everything was just the blame for this damn guy.

It is this lifelong torture and this self-inflicted retribution that completely releases the negative emotions accumulated in Qianye's heart.

After all, the empathy now is basically the same as what he did in the past.

He can feel the realism of doing things.

After these emotions are released, the feeling of soul withdrawal gradually fades away and is completely suppressed.

Moreover, Qianye's heart seemed to have settled down after this refreshing revenge.

At the same time, everything he experienced in the past came to his mind, and he subconsciously changed his way to think about these things, which was also the thinking habit he wanted to become. He subconsciously began to analyze these things.

Gradually, some understandings that were impossible to have in his experience in the Naruto world slowly poured into his heart.

And his state of mind began to become more and more stable.

The feeling of soul withdrawal is becoming increasingly weaker and more blurred.

At this moment, Chiba knew that he had begun to transform, relying on absorbing the cruelty he had experienced in the past.

That is to say, he has overcome these cruelty.

At the same time, I also deeply understood that the previous fear of these cruel things was just that he was really scared.

Another person must let himself experience all this, not to change him, but to let him experience it.

His mind is not strong enough.

At least, before the other person is as strong as he is, he cannot meet his past self's requirements.

Now, he understood that as long as he could hold on to this cruel memory, he would have great gains and could continue to experience it safely.

This cruel memory has not as high a mental requirement as Chiba imagined.

The purpose is not a trial, but exercise!

After the state of mind stabilized and felt the heart was very relaxed, Chiba did not passively accept everything about her past self except slowly absorbing the previous lessons and experiencing the ability to bear and tenacity of her mind.

However, for Chiba now, these influences on his mind are no longer very strong. Gradually, Chiba can already look at the problem from a bystander's perspective in this forced personal experience.

After revenge, after discovering that his feelings and feelings have not recovered, I figured out that the things that were lost at the beginning were his feelings and feelings, and these things were gone.

The defense mechanism does not block feelings and feelings, but abandons feelings and feelings.

He wanted to get these things back.

After revenge, he had no goal, and then he began to feel that he had no feelings and feelings, as if he was a walking corpse and a machine, doing repetitive labor aimlessly in the nightmare cycle.

This situation makes me uncomfortable in the past.

So, he set another goal for himself.

Retrieve these lost.

Then he began to implement all the plans he had come up with to restore his feelings and feelings, such as killing those "partners" who were "manipulated" by him, and killing these evildoers who could accept his style of conduct one by one.

To be honest, for the present and past self, the difficulty of nightmare reincarnation and scenes below 500 people can be completely controlled or mostly controlled. Killing a few people is not a big problem at all.

Even, it can be said that it is easy to get out of hand.

Then, after losing his partner, he was sent to the scene where 30 people were allowed to survive.

Of course, for him, this kind of scenario of giving to losers can do anything except that it cannot change the rules that can only survive one person.

After living this scene, he was stamped into the scene of 30 or even 20 people. Then, he gave up the liberation talent similar to the whisper of a demon, or in other words, and tried his best to appear next to some people who are still human, as a person full of emotion, and became their partner.

Even, like before, he became the deputy next to a charming captain.

Everything is beautiful.

However, he still has not regained his feelings and feelings.

Until hundreds of scenes, the team was destroyed, and he did not regain his feelings or feelings.

During this period, he also tried millions of big methods in this team and changed various angles, just like Chiba was thinking about what would happen on the Nine Tails Night, and tried everything he could try.

However, he still couldn't find his feelings or feelings.

Even the destruction of these people could not arouse any tide in his heart.

Then, the past self finally realized that once you gave up, you will never be able to find anything you gave up.

He will never be able to regain his feelings.

To be honest, he couldn't even feel disappointed.

Because he doesn't feel tired, he can't feel tired. Although his body will be tired, in his concept, it is just a concept that the body needs rest.

So he began to repeat everything before.

Because he couldn't feel disappointed and knew that he could not regain his feelings and feelings, he just cut off a target.

There was no slight turmoil at all.

There is no such feeling of despair and death.

In a sense, in the past, even Chiba, whose mood had risen to a higher level, felt a chill on his spine.

Such a person is terrible.

There is no emotion, no feeling, but he has the talent to seduce people and his mastery of human nature has reached a level of control. If such a person is placed in the prophecy of destruction, he is definitely an existence like the endorseer of the world.

Moreover, it is the kind of despairing and without weaknesses.

At least, humans cannot imagine their weaknesses.

However, I did not experience the purposeless reincarnation in the past for so long, and the number of reincarnation times reached 1,000 times.

From here on, the nightmare cycle began to change again, and the scope expanded again. It was already a complete world size, or a world of about half the size of the earth in the previous life, and the number of participants was no longer limited to one person or a team. You can be one person or tens of thousands of people.

At the same time, terrorist threats have also begun to escalate, and these terrorist threats have begun to be extremely aggressive. They are no longer passive or semi-passive, but active. In these scenarios, terrorist threats have begun to look for survivors and hunt survivors. At the same time, the types and levels of terrorist threats are becoming more and more complex and more powerful.

The lower limit of ninjutsu has been raised to 500 people.

At least 500 people participated in each scenario.

And the upper limit of the number of people is no.

That is, there is no upper limit.
To be continued...