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Chapter 173 There is an emotion called transferring sadness

At this moment, the thought "Why did he look like that?" made her clenched her fists.

"If you need an outlet to talk..."

This is a very simple sentence, mixed with "what if" temptation.

"Okay...as long as you don't mind my nagging."

Jin Jixiu didn't understand why he said this about herself.

Sometimes, the nature of nagging can make people around you feel stressed.

But faced with him denying herself like this, she didn't know how to comfort him.

"Friends, always tell some secrets to deepen the relationship..."

Slowly walking up to Long Yi, Jin Zhixiu wanted to reach out and hold his hand.

But when I was about to lift it up, I chose to put it down.

"First of all, what's her name??"

Although part of my consciousness reminds me not to explore other people's private lives.

But she already knew the reason for exploring it, and even had to know it.

Thinking about the harm that girl caused him.

That kind of deep hurt combined with the look in his eyes when he recalled it, those things must be consistent with the picture she imagined.

When asked this question, she clearly understood.

Before coming here, I was expecting something unforgettable to happen, but I could only keep reaching out to grasp it myself.

It's like casting something, and its body has taken shape unconsciously.

And she is like that object, able to freely decide its own state by being hammered by the outside world.

"miyawaki sakura, Miyara..." Takiichi said softly.

"We have been together...for six years, and that relationship officially ended more than two months ago."

Before opening the closed door of the heart, a tone and eyes full of sadness can make the owner cry on his behalf.

Jin Jixiu silently recited the name, and suddenly the figure of a girl with short hair appeared in her mind.

In this secret base, when I came in, I vaguely remembered that there was a group photo placed in the corner of the table.

The boy in the picture is him, and the girl...

"That was a long time ago, when I first saw her, she was only four years old.

This was the first time I learned from her that the southernmost tip of Sakura Country is Kagoshima and Tanegashima.

Those islands are clearly right in front of me on the map, but they seem like a land I can never set foot on."

When he mentions memories from the past, his voice can be so gentle that it makes people enchanted, or he can be free and easy that makes people admire him.

This is a story that most of the time brings together all the good things in the world, but the sadness is hidden in his body.

"However, after your persuasion, I believe that one day we will dare to face each other.

Let’s meet openly with a new look and talk about whether each other is doing well or not.”

Takiichi said this before mentioning the platform where we were separated for the last time.

"On the other side of the sky that cannot be reached, I hope that lighthouse can exist until we meet again.

Many years ago, Sakura and I looked at the tower there and made a promise about the future."

He had never told anyone about that kind of memory before he asked about it.

Jin Zhixiu lowered his eyes, and the girl named Sakura left him.

Not by his side, on such an important and special day.

Why did the girl leave her? Takiichi didn't talk too much about the reasons for their separation.

It just means that they understand each other, but can't seem to continue to cooperate with each other.

Listening to his memories, the soft "meow" and "meow" sounds of the orange cat reached her ears.

While listening, Jin Jixiu lowered her head and curled up her fingers to count.

In the past ten years, it was because of that girl.

What he lost and abandoned, he completely lost his sense of direction.

"Fool...."

In the end, the conclusion reached seemed less huge than imagined.

Those things that were so light and indifferent in his mouth were so heavy that Jin Zhixiu couldn't breathe.

She slowly stepped forward and said, "You idiot..."

"Um?"

Takiyi was stunned for a moment and stared at her in surprise.

She bent down very close to Takiichi's body.

Tears slid down Jin Jixiu's face little by little, "Why do you have to do so much for her... Why didn't you call her and tell her when it was so painful?

What are you thinking about? Today is your birthday, why can't you go and let him say something to you?"

She threw herself into Taki Yi's arms and cried, as if she felt the same thing, or maybe because she felt distressed.

At this moment, in Jin Jixiu's heart, it was as if Nako's previous accusation against Sakura had reached its highest point.

"Actually, it doesn't matter to me. I believe she knows this, but..."

Takiyi grinned slightly, smiling as always.

"Like you said, maybe what I lost is something I can never let go of in my life.

But these are nothing compared to her.

However, as long as I am still me, Sakura will be Sakura, under this premise.

From the first day I met her, this was already an inevitable outcome."

Takiichi gently stroked the tears on her face and comforted her softly, "Our lives often seem to be unable to change the course.

Just like a train that cannot change its destination, before the sky is darkened by night, it is enough to let yourself be quietly under this sky."

He gently held Jin Jixiu in his arms and patted her back with his palms.

There is an emotion called transferred sadness.

Because I know that once those things are spoken out, not only will they not become comfortable, but they will become even more tortured.

So Nako used to pester him and ask "what's going on between you two", but he didn't want to talk too much.

"It's so kind of you..."

After wiping away her tears, she seemed to be aware of her loss of composure and quietly hugged Taki Yi's body.

Smelling his breath and feeling that this chest once belonged to that girl, my heart began to beat loudly.

"That girl named Sakura should consider herself lucky."

After gradually letting go, Jin Zhixiu attached her hands to his clothes and tidied the tear-soaked parts over and over again.

"No...I am the luckiest person to have met her."

Rubbing Jin Zhixiu's head, Long Yi shook his head, trying to get rid of the last bit of emotion that disturbed his good mood.

"No matter what, you are not allowed to torture yourself like this in the future.

If you have anything, you can tell me."

"knew."

Takiyi nodded slightly, bent down and patted the dust on the edge of her trousers, and then stood up.

"Let's go, let's go down first."

He turned his back on the lighthouse and took steps silently.

"miyawaki sakura...."

Jin Zhixiu muttered the name, took out Gravis and held it tightly.

Thinking of the hug just now, everyone relaxed.

There is something about him that can calm his emotions and always dispel the depression in his chest.

This kind of feeling that can make you suddenly enlightened and feel at ease...

Going down the stairs to the living room on the first floor, there was already a maid waiting respectfully.

She knew that this must be the Korean-speaking servant that Long Yi found for her.
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