Chapter 174 A Poem to Sakura
After successfully explaining these things, Takiichi waved his palms and turned to leave.
"Um...where are you going?"
Although she knew that this separation was only temporary, Jin Jixiu vaguely remembered the purpose of her and her father's visit today.
Birthday, yes.
Especially in such a family, everyone in the family should pay attention to it, even at home.
But when he thought about it, in the next period of time, he would no longer be able to accompany him like before.
The faint feeling of loss appeared unabashedly on her cheeks.
“Here at our place, we do not allow guests to dress privately to dine.
Don't worry, you can just sit next to me when we eat later.
If you don’t understand anything, you can ask me at any time.”
Taki stopped and raised a vague smile at the corner of his mouth.
He just looked at her like this.
At this moment, Jin Zhixiu's mind was repeatedly considering the words he just said.
If it were just an ordinary friendship with the opposite sex, would you not mind letting the other person sit next to you like this?
Gradually, Jin Jixiu felt her heartbeat speed up.
"Really...any time?"
At that moment, Kim Ji Soo expressed her eagerness in these words.
In fact, he didn't mean to cause him any trouble, but despite this, he still nodded gently.
"Ah~~At least, you can do it anytime before you leave."
Kim Ji-soo was silent, if the day of arrival was counted as the first day.
So the time you can spend with him cannot be accurate to 48 hours.
When you leave, should you invite him to go to Korea for a few days?
I mentioned many interesting local places in Seoul to him before, but...why haven't I said a word until now?
Under the glazed light, the gleaming floor stretched beneath her feet.
His shadow overlapped infinitely on his body, at least looking at the ground, they were close to each other.
This kind of uncontrollability makes my heart beat against my chest all the time.
The behavior of accelerating breathing seems to be a skill that the man in front of me has always possessed.
In fact, she just didn't want him to leave her sight.
In such a strange place, even if you are familiar with its internal and external environment.
But Kim Ji-soo still firmly believes that there are still some places here that she has never been to.
Apart from his father, he is the only person who can make him feel at ease.
Therefore, when he explained this, after careful consideration, she became somewhat quiet.
"Before leaving, can you accompany me to the lighthouse?"
The sudden invitation came from the fact that Takiichi read a poem to Sakura when he was above.
The name of the poem is "Sakura Farewell". (Original poem "Eternal Farewell" by Miyazawa Kenji)
"You will be gone now, my lover, you are like cherry blossoms.
The world outside the door is windy and rainy, but extremely bright.
From the faintly red but increasingly gloomy sky, a rain of cherry blossoms flew rapidly.
The two chipped ceramic bowls are painted with the familiar blue water shield pattern.
In order to fill the bowl with the falling cherry blossoms that you long for, I am like a bullet that has broken its barrel,
Rushing towards the dim "rain and snow" outside. In the leaden gray and silent sky, the "rain and snow" rushed hard one after another.
..."
He said that this was the poem he was most satisfied with and that it came to him on the spur of the moment.
I originally planned to read it in person the next time Sakura came here, but it became a luxury wish.
"Sakura...in order to make me feel relieved and optimistic, you asked for that pink cherry blossom rain for me.
Even though you are far away. Thank you. I will definitely move forward bravely, fearless in the wind and snow.
With fierce and hot breathing, please beg me.
Brought to you from the sky of the world called the Milky Way, the Sun, and the Atmosphere.
The last falling petal lay silently on the two smooth granites amid the rain and snow.
I stood there carefully, maintaining the pure connection between the sky and the earth.
Full of cold and quiet cherry blossoms in bright colors, from the crisp and tender pine branches shining with residual light,
For my beloved kind and beautiful you, take away the last desire.
As we grew up together, we have long been familiar with the blue pattern on this ceramic bowl.
Even now, I have to say goodbye to you."
So far, I only remember that the poem was very long and it took him a long time to recite it. Jin Jixiu was amazed at his strong memory.
And that poem sounded as clear as glass in his mouth.
It then brings out the pink and white impression of falling cherry blossoms, interweaving an extremely beautiful and harmonious rhythm.
Now thinking back on what happened at that time, Jin Jixiu thought that perhaps Takichi was inviting her to enter that world together, the world constructed by the lighthouse in the north.
He is lonely and has been waiting here, staring at the lighthouse every day.
He has been waiting for the girl named Sakura to come back and meet him again. He hopes that she can come back.
So Kim Ji Soo made this decision.
In his own mind, he thought that when Taki read this poem, he felt like asking for help.
He longed for someone to take him away from here.
Take his mind out of this "promised place" that has always imprisoned him, as if it does not belong to this time and space.
She wasn't sure if Takiichi had such thoughts at the time, but she did hear such emotions.
Frankly speaking, the only one who is willing to do this is probably herself. Kim Ji-soo thinks so.
I consider myself a girl with keen senses, so maybe I could have foreseen such a thing at this moment.
Why has Sakura, who is far away in the unknown realm, not come back until now?
Thinking as a woman and combining it with his dictation.
Maybe they were all too young at that time, and some people would always only think about their own things.
As far as Takiichi said "the years of dating Sakura" as the summary of the story, there is nothing he can do about it because he is young and immature.
But he still thought, if he could detect Sakura's heart changing at some point earlier.
Know what you need and what you need to do for him.
Maybe after that, their relationship won't end like it does today.
When he thought that the world shown in his eyes was already broken, Jin Zhixiu felt an unbearable lament in his heart.
"Lighthouse?"
His eyes, as pale as the lake surface, swayed slightly, and he looked at her like this for a long time.
It is very difficult for a person to insist on looking at another person continuously, until they lose sight of each other and forget how many times they have blinked their eyelashes.
"Okay~~"
"Well, then... I'll see you later."
When bidding farewell to Long Yi in this hall, Jin Jixiu cast his eyes on the maid.
In fact, she still wanted to say a few more words to Takiichi.
But there seemed to be other things to do at the moment, so I concentrated on "waiting."
When she was about to turn around, she stopped him again.
"Do you think that the relationship between boys and girls cannot only depend on whether the girl is good-looking or not?"
This seems to be a casual question, but it contains some personal selfish emotions.
Chapter completed!