In my spiritual world, ideals are not very full, and reality is not very skinny. Because, when ideals want to be full, the skinny of reality is pulling, and when reality wants to be skinny, the plumpness of ideals is neutralized. Therefore, both my ideals and reality belong to the "body posture" that is neither full nor skinny...

Perhaps, this has something to do with letting things go.

My dream is to become a great-skilled artist. This is the first time I have expressed my dream in something. Well, there seems to be no title of a great-skilled artist in the world. Yes, this is what I think of myself.

How to say it? Let’s talk about its origin first. Before I went to college, I still didn’t know what I wanted to do and what my dream was? I had no clear idea at all...

It was not until I went to college and felt a spiritual baptism that I had an idea of ​​my dreams. Yes, although I said when I was a child that I would do whatever I wanted when I grew up, it was all a whim idea, at most it was a yearning, not a dream. In college, I thought about the past I yearned for, and then combined with the thoughts of the time, and finally, a dream that included all my yearnings from childhood was born! That was to become a great artist!

Of course, what is the realization of this dream? That's the key point.

Well, that's ten thousand. This does not refer to money but quantity. Maybe it's ten thousand times, maybe it's ten thousand articles...

I mean too many "10,000", so let's take two of these hobbies as an example, draw 10,000 paintings and write 10,000 songs.

Does it seem quite simple? No, it is not simple at all. Realizing that dream does not mean that even if you draw 10,000 paintings, you still have to realize all the other hobbies to be truly realized. Well, this is like a fantasy...

Moreover, even if you only draw, it will take about ten years to calculate based on up to three paintings a day. However, pursuing dreams is pursuing dreams, but life still has to continue. Therefore, while putting your heart into life, how can you use more time to draw? It is not bad to be able to draw one painting a day. Even if you calculate one painting a day, it will take about twenty-seven years. What's more, what about other hobbies? I haven't calculated it yet. Especially when writing songs, even those who are good at music in ancient and modern times, at home and abroad have never appeared who have written ten thousand songs. So, if this dream is realized, it is really a dream...

However, who said that dreams must be realized before they are meaningful? I personally think that as long as you are willing to work hard for your dreams, even if they are not realized in the end, it is already meaningful. Because the meaning is in the process of pursuing your dreams...

Yes, my dreams are not in line with reality. But I am happy to chase them. Because in my opinion, dreams are achieved through life. And those that are easy to achieve are not dreams, but they are called ideals. Dreams are beautifully in front of you like dreams, but cannot be touched. Therefore, dreams are very close and also very far away...

Because I have dreams, my job can be any job, as long as I can adapt. No matter what job I do, I can chase my dreams. After all, my dreams are closely linked to my life and have not derailed.

It is precisely because of this that although my job is not a high-end job, I can also naturally devote my heart to it. Although I often encounter many unexpected work difficulties, there are still natural solutions. Therefore, all my life is natural. Good is good, bad is bad, and it is useless to deceive myself. Ideals cannot be full, and reality cannot be skinny. Only dreams can be full and skinny that should be skinny...

Whether your dream can be realized is not something that outsiders have to make a conclusion, but that you should protect your dreams well.

My dream is very close and far away.

Don’t be afraid of “10,000”, just be afraid of if.

Every day I am approaching my dream, and even though the road is long, I am still willing to do so.

Time continues to go.

Memories are more precious because they cannot go back. It is beautiful to recall occasionally. But it is only suitable for occasional occasional.

One evening while painting, "curious" suddenly miraculously called me and called me "wulong". The feeling at that time was a moment when I returned to nine years ago and then to the subtlety of the time.

The name "wulong" lingers the deepest throbbing in my youth. So, it feels so special.

I asked "curious" why she suddenly called me "wulong". After all, she didn't call me that before. After getting the answer, oh, it turned out that it was an abbreviation that was created because of my QQ name. She just wanted to learn about the issue of going abroad visa, because she was working hard for her studies at the time...

Well, I am very grateful to her for her sudden Q&A, because I have really not recalled that youth for a long time. Thinking about it, it was really beautiful at that time! Some people would be willing to care about me without obligation, a bit like "Those Years"...

The next afternoon, a female colleague from my company called me and asked who I was...

The thing is like this. The female colleague was named Mei. I had something to ask her at work the day before, but she asked for leave. And I didn’t have her phone number. So I asked her boss and got her phone number, and then called her to ask clearly. As a result, after calling three times, no one answered. Then, that’s it.

It was not until that afternoon that she called to ask who I was. Huhu...

Well, she is a girl who looks a little thin. Of course, it just looks. In fact, she is already a thirty-two-year-old woman who is about to have a baby. The leave she takes is maternity leave...

Sister Mei is actually quite cute, but in the eyes of many people, she is always related to the words "stupid", "slow" and "pride".

When I first came to work in the office, I was not familiar with her. She was already complained by my three bosses and felt very irritable, so her attitude towards me was a little cold.

As we communicate more at work and have a good temper, she gradually became very nice to me. She often greeted me with a smile and spoke very gentlely. I never heard her say anything swearing. Even if others call her stupid and call her slow work, she would only answer loudly at most: "Where am I stupid/slow?"

So, in my eyes, Sister Mei is kind. Why? Because of that feeling, I know very well. I have all felt these feelings when I was scolded by others and was scolded by others for being slow in work. Yes, even if I have a little slow reaction, do I really need to use scolding?

Every time I hear those so-called so-called seniors who think they are bad things about Sister Mei, I feel that those seniors are very ugly. Because in the eyes of those so-called seniors, those who see Sister Mei are all bad shortcomings, and they are useless when they talk about her. A person’s bad nature can be seen very clearly at that time.

I think I am very high-level, and those who seem weak are inferior. I usually don’t communicate too much with such seniors unless it’s work...

Even if Sister Mei’s belly is already quite big, those seniors who only care about their own performance will not consider what it feels like to be a pregnant woman with a big belly holding a lot of clothes. They will keep urging them to hurry up, and they only have their own performance in their eyes. Yes, performance is very important to the survival of the company. But kindness is also very important to a person. People who are urging desperately sometimes can go over and help bring their clothes over when they have time, but they are browsing WeChat. So, I smiled at Sister Mei the most naturally because she is kind.

After I had a good conversation with Sister Mei, Sister Mei was no longer as irritable as I saw when I first started working. Because, I could help her with so much busyness...

That afternoon, after she knew it was me who called, her lifeless voice suddenly felt like she was smiling happily. Haha...

What changes will happen to me in three months? How will she feel after giving birth to a child? Well...

I wished her a fat and white child on the phone. She smiled and said, "It's so hard to be a woman, she wants to have a baby."

I replied like this: "It's also so happy to be a woman. When you give birth to a child and hold the child in your arms, you will feel so happy."

There were still happy laughter on the other end of the phone...

Well, how could I say this? I am not a woman, how do I know that a woman is happy after giving birth?

Huh, feel it...

Just like when I worked hard to finish a painting, I felt happy inside. Because my works were also my children.

Humph, so I have many children?

Huh...that's that's that...(To be continued)
Chapter completed!