A smile is the best one among people's expressions. I think so.

Every morning, I need to collect smiles. Because I lack smiles. Standing in front of the mirror and looking at the numb expression inside, I am not in a mood at all. Repeat the fatigue and helplessness of the previous day, and continue the fatigue and helplessness of the new day...

Every morning, my room is dim and has no vitality at all, only my bad luck.

I opened the door, walked out of the room, looked up and saw the blue sky and white clouds. I was in a little better mood.

Close the door and start walking to work.

The first thing I saw was the factory security guard, who would smile at me. So my face also had the strength to smile, and he returned to his infectious smile.

Keep walking, on the road, you may meet two girls who often smile at me, and then my face will have a stronger smile and will return to their more infectious smiles.

I continued to walk and arrived at the company gate. The security guard at the company gate also smiled at me. Then, my mood gradually became like the rising sun, and he returned to his sunny smile.

Finally, I went to the office, checked in and went to work.

Although I am busy at work, many colleagues will smile at me during work communication, which is a great motivation for me to persevere under the pressure! When I almost can't hold on, one of them occasionally happens to smile at me, and then I feel powerful! Because, a smile is powerful.

When I go to the factory to do business, many workers like to smile at me. Whether they are making fun of me or thinking that I am a good smile, my heart feels very touched! At least, there are so many people who are willing to smile at me, which is a recognition. Only when you think you are a good person will you smile at you...

When I get off work, some workers will smile and say "bye" to me. These smiles are so many...

In my study days and previous work, there were never so many people smiling at me, and there were always every stage of the day.

The smiles they give me and feel them with their hearts can gain a kind of power of happiness. I think that with the smiles they give me, even if I have not learned anything, I feel that I have gained a lot.

Smiling in their expressions, I think they are so handsome! They are so beautiful! Smiling is the best cosmetics!

Thank you for your smile, so that I can continue to smile.

Time continues to go.

For me, there are two types of life. One is spiritual life and the other is material life.

During the years when I was growing up, what I care more about was spiritual life. I was born in the countryside, but even so, my love for spiritual life is still higher than material life.

Have I never suffered any hardship? So I don’t know the importance of material things?

When I was a child, I might not have suffered any hardships and didn’t understand. But when I came to work in society, I still tasted the hardships. But the weight of spiritual life in my heart is still higher than that of material life in my heart.

My dreams are mainly focused on spiritual life. In spiritual life, I can feel comfortable. I thought it would be better to pursue it like this, but...

Reality is still reality after all. Almost everyone around you focuses on material life, such as how much is your salary, when will you buy a car, or a house...

I talked to Peake about the spiritual life I yearn for, for example, what kind of work I want to do.

But his answer surprised me. He thought I was selfish. For example, when I was choosing a university, I had a relative at my family who was at the Post and Telecommunications Bureau. They asked me to apply for the Post and Telecommunications Bureau, and I could introduce myself to the Post and Telecommunications Bureau in the future. But I don’t like this feeling. I don’t like post and telecommunications work, nor do I like to rely on my relationships to go through the back door. That’s it. Brother Peake felt that I was very selfish. He thought I should have applied to the Post and Telecommunications University at the beginning, so I don’t have to worry about my work in the future. Even if I don’t like it at the beginning, I will like it after learning it for a long time.

At that time, I saw a materialized idea from his eyes. He considered all about the living standards of finances and family. From a responsible perspective, he was a 100% responsible good man. However, for me, if my life was all about taking into account these material living factors, then I would feel that life was boring. I even buried what I like and completely forgot about myself...

Perhaps, this is why I cannot mature. I have not been able to consider the overall factors, I only care about my own feelings.

But since God has allowed me to come to this world in Sagittarius days and made me like freedom so much, then there is naturally a reason for me to exist. If I don’t live out myself, then what’s the difference between it and the world without me?

I am selfish. I selfishly choose my own way to live, selfishly choose my own way to love, selfishly choose my own way to pursue my dreams...

Selfishness is often rejected. Therefore, I am lonely. It is difficult for me to live my selfish way of life to be recognized by others, but I am still selfish...

Material life is not unimportant to me. However, while I can eat a full meal, drink water, live in, and wear clothes, I care more about the enjoyment of spiritual life, such as writing things, writing songs, writing poetry, drawing, riding a bicycle to travel...

My dreams are so inclined toward spiritual life. But what Brother Peake said is not without reason. I can't be so selfish. I always have to get married...

As a result, the view of dreams was impacted. This made me think about how to achieve a balance between spiritual life and material life.

In this case, there are only two ways. The first is that my spiritual life can earn the money needed for me in material life. The second is that work skills outside of spiritual life can stabilize the needs of material life, so that the spiritual life can proceed normally.

Huh, when I am still walking alone, selfishness will still accompany me to pursue my dreams. (To be continued)
Chapter completed!