Dear myself, let’s have a chat with me...

"What's wrong? This is not like you normally do!"

"It's getting colder, add some clothes and don't catch a cold..."

"Uh... are you having any problems without taking medicine?"

"Oh, no problem, no need to take medicine."

"Well, it looks normal. It's just that it's a bit abnormal..."

"I'm a little confused, please help me..."

"So I can't think so! Well, it's okay to help you, beg me?"

"If you don't ask for you, will you understand what I mean?"

"Yes, it's, it's."

"Okay, I finished reading the three hundred pages of the book tonight, copying fifty poems, and drawing five paintings before I could go to bed..."

"Nani?! OK OK, I'll just solve you. Huh... Come on, any puzzled problem, come like a storm!"

“Am I deceiving myself?”

"What's the meaning?"

"I know there are some things I really want to do and have to do, but why can't I do it? Then, I fell into another state that was not what I wanted at all. However, I wanted to use the motto "Nothing is in vain" to make my disgusting state meaningful. It feels that it is just an excuse I used to make myself have a good life. I began to feel that my spiritual world was virtualized by deceiving myself, as if an inadvertent collision could make it a dream of Nan Ke."

"Well, this question. Um..."

"Is there no solution?"

"Yes! Small answer."

"Forehead……"

"The root of this problem lies in your mentality. One is an inferior and lazy mentality, the other is a thinking too much but negative mentality. You want to do it but don't do it because you are inferior and afraid, and you can't believe that you can complete it well. Escape encourages your laziness and makes you escape more unscrupulously. It seems that the center of gravity is reversed. Things that should have bravely faced have become ridiculous things that bravely escape. Such a state will naturally not be what you want, but you cannot break through the shackles of inferiority in your heart to change. So, you can only think too much, think about why, think about what to do, but the more you think about it, the more messy it becomes. Negative thoughts begin to secretly erode you, and slowly, you begin to doubt your spiritual worldview, and even don't believe in the light that once shines on yourself. Well, therefore, you become the you now."

"Then, what should I do? I feel like I'm living so powerless. If I don't complete the thing I really want to do, I will feel that I've lived a decadent life and a waste of life in the past few months..."

"It is normal for you to have such a mentality. Because it is related to your shy personality since childhood. To change it immediately is tantamount to destroying a majestic palace in your heart. Therefore, you don't need to feel that you are decadent, that is all part of life. Just as there is no darkness, there is no light. Those times that make you think are decadent can make you seriously reflect on the meaning of life, and you can also find precious things in life - some are love, some are enlightenment, and some are inspiration, as long as it is something that warms and happy in your heart. At the same time, you don't have to be too persistent. Confusion will be there, including those writers who write inspirational texts, and they will also be often confused. Although they have conscious of a problem, it does not mean that they will not be confused after encountering the same problem. Therefore,

Confused, what you need is to calm down and look at the road with your heart, not your mood. If you really want to know how to accomplish what you want to accomplish, I can tell you - be the most natural and real you in normal times. People are very strange. The more you want to get something or want to accomplish something, the more you will become too persistent. The more you are obsessed, the less you are unable to grasp a natural degree, and then you will be lost. Think about your 2B optimism, that is really a rare wealth for you! Perhaps it can be said that it is an important indicator for you to measure your mental balance. When you are there, it proves that your mentality is normal; if it is invisible and disappear, it proves that your mentality is no longer normal. Just like you just asked me a negative energy question. Well, that is something that you are optimistic about 2B... "

"I... can really... be good at what is natural and real... myself?"

"Well, absolutely! You are the righteous soul that I could not defeat in my school days! Otherwise, my body would have been dictatorial to me, would you still have the scene of you asking me questions?"

"Huh... OK, so I'm so awesome."

"Although you are a little stupid and have been slower than normal people for several years, that's not the point, because you are willing to work hard and can learn by yourself. But you're a little lazy! If you can cherish how hard you accumulate in the years that are slower than normal people, then in the corresponding period of time, you will find that you have already been reborn!"

"Haha, it turns out that I'm so awesome!"

"Uh... well, you're a guy who can't praise you! Give me some sunshine and you'll be brilliant. It's nothing to be brilliant, but you're going to be so brilliant that you're about to rot! Alas! Can you stop being inferior or being arrogant at once? Give me a glorious confidence, okay?"

"Okay! Confidence is so eye-catching! Yay!"

"Uh... OK, it seems you're normal again..."

"Don't worry, I understand what you said. Although I'm a little stupid...haha!"

"It seems that I feel relieved. I can have a good night's sleep at night..."

"Huh? I have said that I can sleep without reading 300 pages of books at night, copying fifty poems, and drawing five paintings?"

"You! You! You..."

"Haha, don't worry! Just a joke."

"Hmph, you don't dare to measure it!"

"Yes, yes, I really don't dare...hehehe!"

Thank you, my dear myself, I'm so open-minded again.

Huh, remember, the weather is getting colder, remember to add clothes!

Well... if I add clothes myself, isn't it equivalent to helping him add clothes. Oh, yes...

Stupid...

It's okay, God loves stupid kids. Yes! (To be continued)
Chapter completed!