The weather forecast indicates that it is a rainy day, but the strong ultraviolet rays outside tell the excitement of my mood under the glowing sky. The more excited it is, the more lost the flowers and vegetables on the balcony of my "Heart Heaven and Earth" because joy leads to sorrow.

Well, before I went to junior high school, whenever I encountered the weather forecast that did not correspond to the weather that day, I would complain about the inaccurate weather forecast. After all, I was relatively simple at that time.

When a simple brain wanders in a junior high school class that is originally boring but also has little fun, it will still capture the information you are interested in.

I forgot which junior high school teacher said that it is normal for weather forecasts to be inaccurate sometimes. After all, it is a forecast, not a 100% accurate report. What's more, there are unexpected situations in the sky.

Although the information is just a simple sentence or two, I accidentally kept it in my mind. Until today I have read it this way. When the weather forecast does not correspond to the weather on that day, I will think that it is just a forecast.

Forecasts can be both happy expectations and fearful waiting. For example, the forecast of a person's life period is often mixed with complex emotions.

I have never forgotten a passage predicted by the surgeon in Zhanjiang Hospital three years ago. After listening to that passage, I felt my soul trembling for the first time in my life.

Is three years really enough?

White, the white of expectation of hope, the white of disappointment. Hope is pure white, despair is pale.

At that time, I leaned empty-heartedly against the corridor wall filled with pale breath, staring at the ground blankly, staring blankly. Should I believe such a forecast?

Time flies three years, and the time for verification of the forecast is almost here. I am most afraid of facing the time period, and I still have to face it. No one can determine how accurate the forecast is, but we all hope that the forecast is not accurate...

If what has happened has happened, what can be done is to treat nothing but treat it more attentively.

I always believe that "whatever my heart wants is true." That is, everything I want is fulfilled.

However, no matter how good things are, they have two sides.

What you want to achieve is a psychological example. Only when you think to yourself will you achieve it. However, the content of your thoughts can be good or bad.

During the New Year, many people like to wish others what they want to come true, which means that a wish comes true and beautiful. Indeed, if the content of your heart is beautiful and fulfilled, it is a very happy and happy thing. However, what if the content of your heart is bad?

If Auntie hears me analyze "everything is fulfilled", she will definitely say, "God! Where is the bad one? Only good ones!

Because Auntie likes to emphasize words like this, in other words, her nerves are very sensitive.

When I was a child, I usually played a role when I was playing games with other friends. If I was defeated, the other friends would indicate that someone was dead. Once, my aunt accidentally heard my friend say that I was dead, and then my aunt came over and educated us angrily, and could not speak like this...

Even the relationship between the daily pump and bicycle tires can also capture my verbal problems. When I was a child, if I felt that the bicycle tire was out of breath, I would say, "The tire was out of breath." However, it may sound similar to "dead" in Cantonese. Therefore, my aunt would ask me to correct it, and I can't say "dead" or "refuse", but only "no wind" and "fuse wind"...

Aunt always likes to find these problems like this because she doesn't want any information that brings bad feelings to the family. However, she forgot to find her own problems, and her regular speaking is similar to most people. For example, she is so hot that she is so thirsty that she is so tired that she is so tired that she is so tired that she is so tired that she is so tired that she is so tired that she is so tired that she is so tired that she is so tired that she is so hot that she is so hot that she is so tired that she is so tired that she is so tired that she is so hot that she is so hot that she is so tired that she is so tired that she is so hot that she is so hot that she is so tired that she is so tired that she is…

So, if I say "wishes come true", it may make bad things come true, and she will definitely find fault with me.

But facts are facts. Whatever you want means is the attraction of a magnetic field. If you always think about beauty and work hard to live, then beautiful things will be attracted by the magnetic field formed in your heart. In other words, you always think about sadness and life pessimistically, then bad things will be attracted by the magnetic field formed in your heart.

Therefore, there are great variables in "thinking".

It does not mean that you just think about it simply, but that you are extremely profound about the things you imagine, whether they are beautiful or ugly.

Why is success so difficult? Because there is not enough desire.

If you don’t have enough desires, you will easily be distracted and even have multiple thoughts and emotions. This state will naturally not be "thinking".

"Thinking" also has great uncertainty, that is, wanting to have a better time, but being unable to control himself and fall into pessimism for a while, then things that are attracted to you will naturally be good and bad.

Sometimes when I go home, I see a kind of sadness hidden in my aunt's eyes, because she is afraid that the forecast will come true. The more she is afraid that the forecast will come true, the more she thinks about fulfilling some wishes that should be fulfilled before the forecast will come true. However, this is a cycle of magnetic field attraction. The more this happens, the more indirectly agree that the forecast will come true.

What I fear most when I see when I go home is my aunt's eyes that secretly hide sadness.

However, I can understand that sadness.

Love is right around you. The more you love, the more you are afraid that love will suddenly disappear. So, helpless, confused, uneasy...

In Aunt's opinion, the most important protagonist corresponding to the forecast is me.

Well, it's me.

If I cooperate with Aunt to respond to the prediction that comes true, wouldn’t even I indirectly agree that the prediction will come true?

But if I don’t cooperate with Auntie to respond to the prediction that comes true, Auntie’s sorrow and the resulting guilt will torture me like a nightmare.

I don't want the forecast to come true, so I always think that everything is beautiful, and I want to pursue my dreams at the best age where I can pursue my dreams. I think if my dreams can achieve the first step, then I will have more freedom to stay at home and I will have more time to spend with my family...

However, reality is cruel.

My family will only feel that I am squandering my time and getting lost without knowing to return. Even if I support me on the surface, I am not really supporting me in my heart. So all kinds of psychological states force me to accept the fact that the forecast will come true, as if it will come true.

Although I am optimistic about making myself believe that the beauty will come true, my family, who is the strongest backing in my heart, cannot truly believe me from the bottom of my heart. They all feel that the forecast is very likely to come true and ask me to follow the so-called "right path".

What is the "right way"? Copying the model of millions of people to live is the right way? Then what is God giving me the brain to do? Is it better to be a wooden man?

I think the hard-to-rest heart is not stable enough and needs strength to strengthen it. However, the power of my family has become negative forces, a state of ethereal in the air of "never heaven, no earth, no earth" is doubting what went wrong in this life.

Nowadays, I can only maintain seven-point 2B optimism, and three-point pessimism influenced by my family continues to move forward.

I am doing what my family wants me to do, and I work hard to do it without going against my inner feelings. The future is not just my future, but I need to be responsible for it, without going against my inner feelings.

No one knows what the future will be like, but at least please keep a good thing. Don’t always say things like “if… you regret it” casually. This is indirectly promoting the come true of bad forecasts. If you really want to say it, then I can also say: “If the end of the world is over in 2012, then there will be no worries now.”

There are many ways to live.

Which way of living is right and which way of living is wrong is just relative. You think I live very irresponsible, and I think you live very cruelly.

Today's sunshine is really "passionate"... (To be continued)
Chapter completed!