"What the Heart Wishes" - 2014.9.26

Although these three days seem to be short, they are long to go through.

It’s not the long way to get through the days, but the long way to be full of freshness, happiness and fulfillment. This long pleasure will make me feel that I have been here for a week.

If you ask me if I am leaving this happy place now, will I feel reluctant or regretful? Then, I will give you an answer like this. This answer is... Huhu, let me tell you in the end.

When everything was just a dreamy idea, I dealt with the cabbages in the field.

I thought that after I was not a student, I would have to spend more time working to save money. Indeed, I had really spent more than half a year working hard before, and I never squeezed out a little time to get myself back to the embrace of nature.

Why didn’t I relax if I had a salary at that time? Because I was exhausted and without that mood, I wouldn’t have that state of mind, and it was even harder to have the joy of relaxing physically and mentally.

After being tired for a long time, I began to wonder if that was the way I wanted to live?

Later, I quit my job and went home. The feeling was really much more comfortable. I chatted with the cabbage every day and shot the sky and dusk every day, which was my full contact with nature. I was intoxicated.

After helping at home for more than two months, I found that everything was not as simple as I thought. I found similar shadows at work at home. Even shadows are more tiring than real body. I was confused.

It turns out that there is no absolute continuous happiness in the world. Troubles always come, no matter where I go. I suddenly see clearly that it is not really tired, but that I don’t know how to treat fatigue.

If fatigue is a poison, then when exhaustion penetrates the body and mind, you must take the antidote immediately. But, what is the antidote? This is the most critical question.

I think everyone's feeling of fatigue and mood are not necessarily the same. In that case, everyone's antidotes may not necessarily be the same, and even the dosage will be different.

What about my antidote? Although I don’t know exactly what it is, I like to believe my feelings. Because, my feelings won’t lie.

Perhaps, overall, my feelings can be used as an antidote to inhibit the poison of exhaustion. Of course, it can only be suppressed and cannot be eradicated.

Everything is connected like this.

My feelings tell me that when I am tired of work, I don’t have to quit. As long as I relieve my fatigue, I can continue to work hard, but I realized it a little late.

My feelings tell me that there are many ways to relieve my fatigue. Writing things, paintings, and songs can also relieve the toxicity of the damage, but I almost need to persist every day. If I want to relieve the toxicity of the damage for a long time, I have to travel to a fresh place. In that case, the fulfilling happiness of the combination of work and rest will make me love life more.

My feelings became my direction without realizing it. Even though there is an uncertain direction, the end point is the end I want. The route can be changed differently, as long as I can reach the end point in the end, I will not be in a hurry.

Because of the feeling, I want to experience the scene I once dreamt about - walking by the beautiful seaside.

I really want to see the sea. I have never seen the sea with my own eyes when I grow up so old. It’s on TV, and I want to experience it with my own hands.

Then, I don’t remember the various causes before, so I got a fruit that could see the sea.

Three days ago, I prepared everything. Uncle drove a motorcycle to take me to take the bus. When I was fifty meters away from the station, the bus I needed to take had just left.

Uncle regretfully described the above situation to me who was in the back seat of the car. I was very quiet and there was no discomfort. Because I could go and see the sea.

After my uncle just described the pity, he immediately used a surprise tone to describe the arrival of luck. Yes, another bus I needed to take came. At that time, I had nothing to express except gratitude.

After that, my uncle went to buy groceries, and I took the bus to start the journey I was looking forward to.

The process from taking the bus to the station and buying a ticket and then taking the direct express can be described as smooth sailing.

The car was at nine o'clock and at twelve o'clock, I parked in a hotel in Enping City. In the past, I had a hard time accepting parking for dinner because the time was tight. But at that time, I was very quiet and didn't feel unhappy at all. Because I could go and see the sea.

However, some small episodes are good.

There are many direct cars in the parking area, so naturally there will be many passengers. There will be many passengers, and there will be many snow-white long legs. It is really a good scenery!

I didn't eat, so I wanted to buy a bottle of water to drink. OK, great! One bottle of Yibao, four yuan. What about other foods? I looked at the price and turned around silently without hesitation...

Okay, forget it, that's it. I went to the bathroom. I was about to enter the bathroom area, and the aunt who was checking there suddenly stretched out her hand to block in front of me.

It's okay to block it! I stood and she sat. The height of her hand blocking was just a little lower than my waist. Even so, it's okay! The palm of her palm is so close to my good brother in China! Although it's still a little short of not touching it, my weak heart has been deeply shocked!

When I was about to kill her with my eyes, I realized that her eyes had already aimed at me! I also said contemptuously: "Enter the toilet, one piece."

I...I...silently took out a dollar coin from my butt pants pocket and put it in front of her.

Her hand finally removed. I turned around casually and walked into the toilet. At that moment, I seemed to have gotten rid of something.

After it’s convenient, come out to wash your hands and look in the mirror. A beautiful girl is also looking in the mirror. Huhu, I won’t tell you, I thought she was looking at me. Haha!

After waiting for about one o'clock, the episode ended and the journey continued.

My cousin who was waiting for me in Maoming has been keeping in touch with me on WeChat and constantly confirming my location. This is love.

Most of the time was spent in the car, but I was quiet because I could see the sea.

After some twists and turns, my cousin and I finally met. So, we started a romantic journey between men and men. Huhu, don’t think too much. We are normal. Haha!

My cousin has a motorcycle, which is great, no need to take the bus.

The wind was flying all the way, and it made me feel very difficult to breathe. My cousin spoke very hard, and his saliva hit my face with the help of the wind. At that time, I just wanted to say, let the saliva come more violently! Because, I will soon see the sea!

When we arrived at the legendary world's number one beach, it was already five o'clock in the afternoon.

According to the truth, I can't play for long. So, I cherish it very much and try my best to play with my heart.

The moment I saw the sea, my heart suddenly opened my arms! It was so beautiful! I was jumping like a child, huh? I forgot, I was like a child.

The sea without seeing the edge, the beautiful coastline, the soft sand, the coconut trees with the Hawaiian flavor... are the feeling I want!

Then, my cousin and I went to the sea to swim.

There are not many people swimming, maybe because it is not a holiday. But I like it, there are not many people, so I am more comfortable.

I always feel uncomfortable after changing my swimming trunks and exposing my upper body. Because I rarely reveal my upper body in front of many people.

Huh, there are many shells and snail shells on the beach.

The sea water is quite clear and salty. I can’t swim, so at most I just say I’m going to the sea to take a bath.

What about my cousin? He taught me swimming very hard. However, there is a kind of person in the world who is as stupid as a pig. I really can't learn it.

The most basic thing is that it is difficult for me to do it when I float to the surface. Even if my cousin holds me and lets me learn to float, it is still a little bit short and I can't do it.

Huh, then don’t care. How rare is enjoying the happiness in the arms of the sea!

I kept soaking and playing until the tide was rising and the sky was getting dark, and I had to go ashore.

Although I didn't take any photos, at least I could go to the sea to play, which was not bad. I thought so.

Soon, my cousin had already taken me away from the world's number one beach. When I was about to sigh, my cousin seemed to ask me in a sympathetic way, whether to come and play the day after tomorrow before taking the bus to Shenzhen. I seemed to see God favoring me, and I happily planned it. It was today.

That night, my cousin took me to a very romantic restaurant for pork chop. Really, that kind of mood is suitable for couples. So, my cousin and I, haha, it’s a bit romantic!

Then, check in. Gulugulu.

Watch TV and watch "The Legend of the Ancient Sword". To be honest, it was the first time I watched it at that time. Unexpectedly, it was almost the finale as soon as I saw it.

The quality of sleeping at night, I woke up many times and dreamed many times. My cousin said that he had never slept well. Perhaps, we were all immersed in magic.

The next day, a new itinerary. My cousin took me to the forest park and asked for marriage signs. Well, I should go the other way, my cousin took me to the forest park and asked for marriage signs.

When I arrived at Linghui Temple, I burned incense and worshiped the gods. It was really a spiritual temple! There were many birds living on the top of the temple, and there were many nests. The singing of birds made the whole temple wonderful.

Huh, omit some trivialities.

After asking for a marriage sign, I took a look at the explanation. It looked like the marriage sign I asked for in a small temple in my hometown in my third year of high school. It was all about staying there. It seemed that it was good for me to be impatient or impatient.

Later, I bought two strings of hand beads in the temple to wear. When I was a child, I wore Guanyin from childhood to junior high school. In the end, because junior high school did not allow students to wear necklaces, I could only take off the Guanyin jade pendant, so I lost it. I bought hand beads because I wanted to express an emotion.

This is the feeling I want.

I left the temple and went to the forest park to play. I saw animals, plants, and played through military obstacles. It was OK.

When watching animals show, I really can't laugh and don't want to take photos. Because I think they are so pitiful.

As the king of beasts, the tiger of the king of forests was forced by a whip to do what he didn't want to do. Even if the roar was loud, he would surrender in the end.

The beast trainers in front of me were dressed in a non-mainstream image, dyed their hair in several colors. When I watched them shout and constantly scare lions and tigers with whips, I felt that they really looked like, demons!

I've read a Weibo post before, saying that you have seen a wolf in an animal show in the zoo?

I really never saw a wolf being tamed to perform animal performances at that time, so I admire the wolf very much.

However, at the animal performance, I actually saw the figure of a wolf. At that time, I felt a special feeling in my heart that was tearing apart the faith.

After the animal performance, my spirit seemed to be severely damaged and could not be pleasant.

Later, my cousin and I went to play bumper cars. Although only me and I were playing, they had the taste of childhood. I like it!

I continued walking and patting, and it was already evening.

When I saw a camel, I was shocked! Because the first time I saw a camel up close, it was so big! It was having dinner in front of me.

But as I looked at it, I also felt it was so pitiful, because it seemed so hungry.

Its food is made of small pieces made of unknown use, placed on a stone slab, and then let it lick and eat.

I saw that there were no small pieces on the stone slab, but it was still licking and licking there. As I looked, my nose was sour.

Losing freedom is so terrible!

Huh, then, it's night. Continue to go back to the departure point in the morning and check in the room.

Watch TV, the finale of "The Legend of the Gu Jian"! I don't know if the ending is good, after all, I have never seen the previous plot. But judging from the filming skills, the ending is a bit bad.

The quality of sleep that night was barely enough. However, my cousin said that he dreamed that he was driving a motorcycle without wearing a helmet and was caught by the traffic police. Fortunately, he was from the fire brigade, so he was fine again. Dream, so cute!

On the third day, this morning, I set out again in the world's No. 1 beach.

This time, after arriving at the sea, I took photos with all my heart. It was great!
To be continued...