Do you know what the taboos of writing things are?

One word: afraid.

I am afraid that I can't write well, I am afraid that I can't write the feeling I want, and I am afraid that the imagined monster in my head will eat me...

Because I was afraid, I didn't write it for a long time.

In other words, fear limits all possibilities for you, and even the courage to start or continue is suffocated.

I often commit this taboo, so it is also a kind of sadness that I am too rich in imagination but not used on key points.

Fear is a chronic poison. Don’t let it go, and don’t get used to it. Otherwise, you will become addicted, sink into depravity, and obliterate the light that could have emitted from you.

On June 6, 2017, Xiaoshi found a new job. This was a new job in her life and a job related to her enrollment in training classes.

Before she and I became lovers, she was the manager of a cake shop. She told me at the time that she wanted to enroll in training classes to learn new knowledge and live another life.

But, she was afraid.

She was afraid that she would not be able to learn, so she always felt that she had only been in the first year of high school and had such a low education, so it was difficult to learn the knowledge. Moreover, as a store manager, she was very busy and had no time to study in class.

Until, when we become lovers, I encourage her to pursue the direction in her heart and not care about too many external factors. I will always support her!

So, she resolutely quit her job and then found a job as a waiter so that she could have time to go to class. What she wanted to learn most was accounting, but in the end she accidentally learned Taobao Art.

During the months she studied Taobao Artist, she was often confused and inferior, and always felt that she couldn't learn it. Because she had no computer foundation and typed in pinyin, she couldn't remember the pinyin of many words. After all, she didn't like Chinese, just like I didn't like mathematics.

However, she still gritted her teeth and continued to learn, learn computer Wubi typing, computer office software, and key software that artists must understand.

Thinking about it, it is really not easy. Because I always type in pinyin when playing computers, I don’t understand computer Wubi. When I think of remembering so many complicated roots, I instantly had an idea - it’s not something I can control.

And she survived all these.

She was also quite confused during the process of looking for a job, and she was also nervous and afraid.

However, Aries does have a momentum that I admire very much.

After getting my resume done, I immediately submitted more than a dozen resumes as soon as I went to the job search website.

I was curious: "Dear, don't you take a look at those companies seriously?"

She smiled and shook her head: "If you don't look, when you see it, which company has notified me to go for an interview, I'll look again."

Grilled! I admire her husband so much...

As a result, several companies actually notified her to go for an interview.

After various comparisons and analysis, I accompanied her to the corresponding company for interviews first and then far away.

The first company seemed to be a navigation device. What she had to do when she went in for an interview was to use PS to design a poster to promote the navigation device, because she was used to using Wubi to type, and the computer used for the interview did not type Wubi, which affected her speed. Of course, her unfamiliar skills and nervous mentality were also important factors influencing her. As a result, she was not hired because she used it for too long.

When she told me the result of not being hired, she smiled. But I could feel a hint of loss hidden in her smile. After all, who likes to be rejected?

I comforted and encouraged her with a smile, and there would always be a company that suits her.

I don’t know what the second company does, but it is rooted in a newly renovated office building, looking at the outside world from the office building, and feeling that it is quite tall and elegant, and there is an illusion that it has become a "white-collar worker" in an instant.

When she went to the interview, I was reading books outside the corridor and passing the boring time.

After one or two hours, the interview result will be waiting for notification.

She smiled and described the situation here to me, and said that the personnel here are curious about who I belong to, whether I have a job, and if I don’t have a job, I can interview here and recruit human resources here.

Well, even reading books in the corridor, I was attracted by the eyes of his company's personnel. It was indeed a master with sharp vision, so sharp that I was as if I were "hungry and would not choose food."

I thought my dear would wait for the notification quietly, but I didn't expect that she was full of combat effectiveness and went to the third company for an interview without stopping.

The third company I was going to interview was a little far away. I had to transfer to the bus. After arriving at the destination, I felt that there were two words: remote.

The only building that attracts the most attention around is a newly built hotel. The road signs are marked as the Innovation Technology Park. Well, it should be newly developed soon, so it feels a bit desolate, but it does not affect its future potential value. In a few years, with the completion of nearby subway stations and the economic development driven by transportation advantages, it will definitely bring new economic vitality to the surrounding industries.

If Xiaoshi could find a job here, her development prospects would be very good.

We searched slowly according to the address sent by the third company, and searched and found it, and it was a little confused. We called and asked, Oh, okay, I've gone over the head...

When I walked back, I saw someone waving at the door of his company. Well, Xiaoshi went for an interview, so I took a selfie nearby and took a walk to pass the time.

An hour or two later, Xiao Shi smiled happily and said that she was hired!

Because the company is very short of people now, and the person who interviewed her is Xinyi, she is considered a fellow villager and easy to talk to. Although Xiaoshi also said that she had just finished studying Taobao Art and had no work experience, the person who interviewed her said it was okay. If you don’t understand, you can teach her. Take your time and have a three-month probation period.

This was a kind of luck for Xiaoshi. Because what she needed most at that time was an environment for training. The company was not big and suitable for training basics and had the guidance of fellow villagers. These were all good conditions.

Xiaoshi was still a little confused. Should she continue to interview with other companies, after all, this place is a bit far from "Heart World".

I immediately said I didn't need it anymore, it was very suitable for her. So her new job took root. She could also ignore the notice from the second company.

Return to "Heart World", pack your luggage quickly, and prepare to report to the next day.

However, I felt a feeling in my heart, sour...

On the first day of registration, I helped her get her luggage and took her to the company's door. I took the bus back. She said that she might return to "Xintiandi" tonight.

Everything is still very normal.

On the night of the first day of registration, she came back and described to me the situation on the first day of work, who were, and what happened...

The next morning, after I took her downstairs to take the bus, I turned around and felt a sour feeling in my heart suddenly surged out of my eyes. I suddenly felt reluctant to let it go...

This anxious feeling has been asleep since the day when my freshman uncle took me to report. Unexpectedly, Xiaoshi can actually wake it up...

Oh my God, I walked from the first floor to the seventh floor with wet eyes. After returning to the "Heart World", I lay on the bed and let the tears flow for a few minutes before it was relieved.

When she is like a big child, I will worry about her, I will cherish her, I will miss her, I will want to hug her...

I love you, like a meteor crosses the sky, and what comes into your eyes may be just a moment of romance, but what falls into your heart is the "heavy" you may not be able to see.

The shooting star struck into your sky and fell into your world.

A moment does not mean fleeting.

Invisible does not mean that it does not exist.
Chapter completed!