Today is the second day of 2019.

At this moment, I was drinking a glass of boiled water and feeling the faint smell.

I feel that this faint smell is a bit like the faint friendship in my life, and it seems to be an existence that I ignore.

After I learned that Xiaoshi was pregnant, I did not take the initiative to tell others the news, except for my relatives themselves. Even if it was my good friend A Shen, I did not take the initiative to contact him to tell the news.

And every time I contacted Ah Shen, he almost started it. He occasionally took the time to call me. This kind of initiative did not appear on me. I was used to being passive as always. If others contact me, they would contact me, and if others did not contact me, they would not contact me.

In other words, the fact that I have been able to keep in touch with Ah Shen is mainly due to the initiative that Ah Shen has put in for this friendship.

No matter how good the emotions are, if they lack corresponding interactions, they will gradually fade.

Well, I was about to be a father, and it was only after Ah Shen called me to chat with me. He was very happy! In addition to congratulations, he was also willing to teach me experience - including what documents, items, and things to pay attention to before giving birth.

Even after we hung up the phone after chatting, he still remembered very carefully that I was about to be a father, and would send me a list of items to prepare before giving birth.

This friend in life is so good that he has nothing to say.

Afterwards, I went back to my hometown to do a marriage examination and obtained a birth certificate, and met Ah Shen by chance. Although we had fewer and fewer contacts, the conversation between us was still very natural. I also asked him how to apply for a birth certificate.

It was as if God sent me to save my existence. He first experienced what I wanted to experience, and then taught me experience so that I could avoid detours.

He is so nice to me, but I can't be as nice to him as he is so nice to me.

On his birthday, I wouldn't call him, I would only send a red envelope to bless him on WeChat; when his daughter was full moon, I wouldn't call him, I would only send a red envelope to bless him on WeChat... It seems that I would never call him...

In my heart, he is an important existence. However, I just won’t contact him on my own initiative. If one day he asks me for help, I will definitely help anyone I can.

If I don’t contact him on my own initiative, it doesn’t mean I don’t value him. It’s just that my personality is like this.

The same goes for the future, I am still like that.

If one day we really fade and disperse... I have nothing to say. Because it is our cause and condition, it will definitely be our cause and condition and will not disperse because of indifference.

Because being the truest self, everything you encounter is the truest. I hope that so will my friendship.

The boiled water is very light and I rarely drink it, but it does not mean that I do not value the value of boiled water.

Some people pay attention to it, but they don’t see that they pay attention to it…

And I am one of these people.

Well, am I a very conflicted person?

Huh, it doesn't matter whether it is.

What’s important is that I understand what I do.

I finished drinking boiled water, it was late at night, and it was time to dream.
Chapter completed!