Today is the third day of 2019 and it is also my 26th-year-old lunar birthday.

Perhaps, because I have experienced the long trough in 2018, my sensitivity to my birthday has dropped to almost no sense of emotion. I can’t say I am happy or not, but it’s very common anyway.

In the past, my sisters would send messages to me early in the morning on my birthday. But today, as usual, there was no movement. I think my sisters were all too busy... I understand.

However, someone will still remember my birthday.

This morning, Auntie called to bless me. Although there were only a few words, I felt warm. Because Auntie is in her sixties, she has never forgotten that today is my birthday...

At midnight today, Xiaoshi sent me a blessing message and sent me three red envelopes, namely 131.4 yuan, 66.66 yuan and 168 yuan. Each red envelope represents a kind of blessing and a kind of love.

Thanks to these two women who haven’t forgotten my birthday, I love it!

In the past, in addition to my relatives, there was another person who would remember my birthday. Well, that person was my first love - Gan.

I said that my fate with her is close, very close and far away.

Back to the evening of April 16, 2018, she took the initiative to add my QQ again.

To be honest, I was surprised.

However, I won't feel embarrassed.

After all, she is a married woman and has become a mother, and I am also a married woman and is about to become a father. So, there will be no complicated thinking too much.

We still chatted for a while, and then we talked about my work somehow...

She: "Don't you have to go to work?"

Me: "I am temporarily unemployed and I'm at home to take care of my body."

She: "What's wrong with you?"

Me: "I have chronic nephritis."

She: "Don't you go to the doctor?"

Me: "If you don't read it, you can check it out by yourself."

She: "Ah? What is chronic nephritis?"

Me: "Uh, it's too complicated, you'll know it on Baidu."

There was no reply for the time being, and I thought she was asleep. Moreover, it was almost twelve o'clock in the evening, so I was ready to go to bed too.

But just as I was about to go to bed, she replied...

She: "Why do I think you are a bit of a joke like this? Your body is not yours. You have a mother, a wife, and you will have children in the future. You have to be responsible for them and yourself. Baidu can help you so much, listen to the doctor."

After reading this reply, a familiar feeling seemed to bring me back to those years...

She was caring for me, even though we were not together, even though we were close and separated so many times, and even though we had very little communication, she still cared for me.

Is this considered lucky?

She is so nice to me, why aren't we together?

We are not together, why does she still care about me?

Destiny is so good that I can only hehe...

Me: "My story is as long as a piece of cloth, and I can't tell you at once. My current conditioning is carried out under the supervision of my family. I mean, you have never heard of nephritis, so you can Baidu, not that I rely entirely on Baidu for conditioning. OK, I'm sleeping, I can't..."

She: "I saw it."

I didn't continue to reply because it was late at night and I didn't know what to say...

I know she cares about me, but I can only avoid her concern.

Some people are only suitable for the beauty of memories. The reality is too cruel and I can't bear to hurt them.

Today, she didn't bless me anymore...

Maybe she forgot.

Maybe, she would forget it.

Without happiness or unhappiness, my heart is as plain as water.

The breeze passed by, and its appearance was gone, but the temperature was still there.

Take the regular route and give yourself a sentence as usual: "Happy birthday, my dear self!" (To be continued)
Chapter completed!