"My planet wanders in your universe, and I work hard to shine bravely every day..."

Listening to the songs I wrote, looking at the sky, yelling! Why are there so many clouds?

I thought I had really grown fat, but I thought I hadn't lost my face as a "thinking" and it was really just thought.

After eating last night, my weight reached 122 kilograms. I think even if I digest food, I will still have 121 kilograms or 120.5 kilograms!

Unexpectedly, after a night of digestion, my weight this morning was less than 120 kilograms, which was just over 119.5 kilograms.

I thought I would gradually become heavier when I really grew flesh, but that was just the weight of water and food.

The weight of that two pounds is like a floating cloud.

Recently, many relatives and friends have sent messages or called to care about me. Well, I am very grateful for their concern for me.

However, I am less and less able to chat.

Even, it's very evasive to chat.

How to die of chatting, I naturally reached a high level - people are always asking, but I only care about answering.

The day before yesterday, the boss who sold pork added me on WeChat so that I could ask her to keep the pork for me.

On WeChat, I didn't say a word of greeting with her.

Even if she sent me an animated picture of "Thank you, boss", I didn't politely reply to an expression or word.

I feel that I am afraid of being too familiar with her.

After all, if people become familiar with each other to a certain extent, it is easy to cross the boundaries of human relationships and worldly styles.

I don’t like the worldly ways, and my relationship with her just wants to simply keep it in the communication between buyers and sellers.

Because once I reach the point of human nature, then when I go back to my hometown to buy pork, I almost always go to her place to buy pork. Even if I see pork from other stalls, I feel embarrassed to go to other stalls to buy pork in front of her.

Well, I don’t like this feeling of restraint, and the feeling of human nature gives me is a kind of restraint.

Therefore, human relationships and worldly ways are also clouds for me.

The feeling of writing things now depends largely on my experience and mood every day, as well as the results of my thinking.

If you don’t face others frequently, it will be difficult to have new experiences. And mood and thinking are actually very easy to repeat.

Just like, I am happy today, I am unhappy tomorrow, but I am happy the day after tomorrow. Or, this time I think of a truth, and after a month, I suddenly think of that truth again.

So, sometimes the opinions expressed in my writing are some of the opinions expressed before, and some of them feel that they are not satisfied with me.

And this kind of repetition from time to time is like the floating clouds that float from time to time.

In front of my dear Xiaoshi, I was like a child who wanted to be praised by adults, trying hard to do what I thought was amazing so that she could give me a compliment after seeing it.

In fact, it’s just a very simple sincere praise, and I’ll be very happy!

But it's very difficult...

My dear likes to complain about me, and whenever I ask her, "Dear, are you very handsome, my dear?"

She would reply perfunctorily: "Haha, yes, so handsome!"

Actually, it's just not handsome.

Although this is a fact, I also like to hear her telling lies with kindness.

However, she was too real to tell a lie.

I wrote several songs for her, and the most recent song was written under her name.

After writing, I sent her the lyrics, sang them to her, and asked her how she felt.

She simply replied: "Thank you, my dear. It's okay."

I asked carefully: "Don't you feel anything else?"

She thought for a while and replied: "Well, I'm still moved."

I think if she had replied to me at the beginning that I felt "touched" rather than "it's okay", maybe I would be happy.

But I didn't know if this feeling was true, so I asked again: "How moved are you?"

She replied coldly: "I won't say anything, I have to draw a wall!"

At that moment, I forced a smile and replied on the phone: "Haha, OK, OK, I understand. Haha."

In fact, a tear has fallen from the corner of my eyes...

Give you the best you think you are, but you don’t feel that you are “best” in care for me.

Just like that, can you hear it?

The "child" who was waiting to be praised actually didn't want much. It was just a simple sentence, even the kind lie he said at that time, just said: "Wow! My dear is so amazing!"

However, that became a luxury...

That feeling of longing for being praised is even more of a floating cloud, and a floating cloud that will make you feel distressed.

With so many clouds, how should I love this world?

Fortunately, I am a lonely Opti Sagittarius.

Many bad feelings will be transformed into good feelings after filtering through my optimistic brain.

Don't believe it? I'll filter it for you.

Although the weight of that two pounds comes and goes quickly, can you say it has no effect?

All the energy it provides is absorbed by me, and maybe it is the important force that I can gain muscle next. Some things can easily be confused when looking at the surface alone. What is important is the inner.

The reason why it is so difficult to grow meat is probably because I eat less meat and more vegetables.

Well, my troubles may still be what those who desire to lose weight yearn for.

Sure enough, eating more vegetables can keep a good figure!

Vegetables are worth eating more!

Although human relationships and worldly affairs make one feel uncomfortable, this society is ultimately a human society and people need communication.

In communication, what can help you sometimes is the human relationship and worldly style. Not all human relationship and worldly styles are sincere, but it does not mean that there is no sincerity.

Treat everyone's love with the world with sincerity. If you are sincere, you don't need to be discarded. Just be polite. This world requires tolerance to live a better life.

The human nature of the world is good, as long as you don’t always think of it as bad as it is.

Although the views expressed by me in writing are sometimes repeated, this repetition is not the other repetition, and each repetition is generated under a new feeling.

Just like the feeling of sunshine in summer, can it be the same as the feeling of sunshine in winter? Although it is all sunshine, the seasons are different and the feelings are different.

Besides, repetition is the norm.

For example, people who dance have many basic movements that will be repeated, but after the combination of different movements, different feelings will be repeated.

Repeat, sometimes, can make people powerful.

Don't believe it? Try it ten thousand times and you will know how powerful it is.

Although my dear didn't like me in my psychological line, this is just the way I hope she loves me.

So, this does not mean that my dear doesn't love me.

She just loves me in her way, so I can take care of my illness at home and write something like this.

Although she did not directly praise me in the field I was good at, she used actions to praise me indirectly.

For example, she would ask me to take photos for my brother-in-law Ming, and talk to her family about my good photography skills. At that time, I was indirectly praised and felt a little bit arrogant.

Now I haven't received the special praise from my dear Xiaoshi yet, but I will continue to work hard, just like the lyrics I wrote to her: My planet wanders in your universe, and I work hard to shine bravely every day, accumulate little by little, and shine over and over again, radiating light to attract you; my meteor falls into your world, and my love also flows into your world. If you get you, it's like you get everything...

Although they are all floating clouds, they also exist.

Nothing is in vain, and no clouds are floating.

Moreover, a world with clouds is a real and beautiful world.

So, you see, the optimistic brain of Sagittarius is not covered by it, right?

I think this characteristic is the core soul of the work I wrote this - all the negative energy will turn into beautiful positive energy in the end.

Since the environmental protection major I studied in college is no longer the same as me in reality, then I will develop my own "spiritual environmental protection" in the illusion.

Recycle negative energy and release positive energy!

Okay, it's time to cook vegetables and have a meal. (To be continued)
Chapter completed!