Time flies very quickly, you see, it seems that three weeks have passed in an instant...and I didn't write anything...

To be honest, the end of December 2020 and the beginning of January 2021 are simply nightmares for me.

The busy work at work almost completely swallowed me up, allowing me to experience the "sour and refreshing" of working all night...

Fortunately, the hard work has been rewarded, at least the old system account was removed. However, the new system account problem was born...

The big problems I had to deal with and the overtime work I had to transform me into an overtime machine bit by bit. There was not much personal time, and it was already midnight when I got home. I hurriedly washed up and went to bed, and continued to repeat the next morning...

I used to hate this mechanical life, but I didn't expect that hating has a strong attraction. The more I hate it, the more thorough it is, so that I can't get away with it for the time being...

Although I am better at income than when I was a general worker, my life is worse than when I was a general worker. Because I am busy, even holidays are a luxury. Even if it is just a weekend night, it is difficult to not work overtime... It can almost be said that I have come out of a new level and have been so busy that I am so busy that I can still be so busy...

Living in a busy rhythm every day, I am so lost and feel helpless...

My spiritual world is now as barren as a desert. I can't find the motivation to read books or something in some fragmented time, but I just watch short videos. Because the time is short, I won't take long to be busy again. Instead of being interrupted in two strokes, it's better to just watch short videos... But the more I brush, the more boring I feel, the more I feel that my life is consumed quickly... It seems that the similar content is circulating repeatedly, without any innovation, and the more I watch, the more I feel that I am numb... But I still can't help but slide the screen to swipe. After all, I'm so lazy that I'm too lazy to even put down my phone...

In the long run, can I still be me?

Maybe it's me, but I will be a person who can't even see me...

Of course, it is better to watch short videos. At least you can know some big news now, and you can accidentally find good songs.

But in the overall comparison, I still yearn for reading books to absorb spiritual nutrition or output spiritual content myself...

Because, there is a feeling.

Let's skip this period of busyness, anyway, it's the same... I'm not quite busy.

A few days ago, on my lunar birthday, I applied to the manager to not work overtime at night, saying that I had something to do.

Well, the manager agreed readily. After all, I only took one day off last month and asked for leave...

Well, what do I do if I don’t work overtime?

Huhu, I went to watch a movie with my dear.

There were only two movies I wanted to watch at that time, one was "Send You a Little Red Flower" and the other was "Warm Hug". The most popular movie recently was "Send You a Little Red Flower". However, because I wanted to be happier that day, I didn't want to be too sad. So, I chose comedy and watched "Warm Hug".

Fortunately, the movie did not disappoint me. I was indeed amused and my stomach hurt. At the same time, I was also moved.

The male protagonist is a lonely and pitiful person who lives in the plan, and is also a lonely and pitiful person who lacks love and has never felt what it feels like to be hugged. For a moment, looking at him, it seems like he saw himself who was lonely and cold in high school, and he longs for the warmth recognized by others.

Because he lived so lonely, he planned to commit suicide.

However, he met the heroine in an accident...

Then, he was gradually changed by her...

The beginning of the movie did not get me into the role.

What really got me into the role is that the song adapted by the heroine when she participated in the original competition took away my emotions and mood...

The adaptation of "On the Road" is very interesting. It not only adds the classic music "Canon", but also combines rap, folk songs, sketches and other factors, and it is quite nice!

After that, a series of stories began...

I don't want to say much about the content, I just want to read it again anyway...

Generally speaking, when watching movies, I rarely have the urge to watch them again, except for the classic old movies in the past.

I like this movie because the family, love, friendship and dreams contained in it are just right, making the male protagonist feel like a phoenix's nirvana in the end.

Well, these are the most powerful powers, love and dreams!

When the male protagonist finally had the first hug in his life, the whole movie became warm instantly!

Personally, it feels really warm.

As soon as the movie ended, after I got home, I went to the music software to download the interludes in the movie and went to the single loop.

Watching a good movie is a long-lasting enjoyment!

Anyway, it looks good, but I just don't express it well enough...

I haven't written anything for too long, and I don't know how to write it, it's so embarrassing...

This is the legendary "use of advancement and abandonment"!

It's early morning now, that's last night, I got off work a little early, and wanted to give some time to calm myself down.

Then, I happened to go and get a courier.

Well, the courier for some reason put my courier in an alley a few hundred meters away from my rented house.

Because I don't know where the alley is, I used my mobile phone map navigation to get the express delivery...

On the way to navigation, I walked and looked at the shops and food stalls on both sides of the alley. I felt that everything was fresh... It seemed that I hadn't seen these environments seriously for a long time...

Huh, I've been busy all year, so busy that I have even forgotten what I look like in my life...

After getting the express delivery, I took a few more photos on the overpass. Well, sure enough, mental output can make me feel more comfortable and relaxed...

The outside world is very wonderful, and the outside world is also helpless. If the eyes are mostly wonderful, then there is no obstacle. But if the eyes are mostly helpless, then it would be a bit wasteful...

But, in your eyes, whether it is exciting or helpless, it depends on what your heart is looking at.

If your wish is exciting, it is exciting!

If your heart is only concerned about helplessness, it must be helplessness!

Everyone understands the great principles, but the one who achieves them is...

Well, in fact, not everyone understands the great principles, but knows them, but they are not called understanding. The so-called understanding is done naturally.

I hope I will really understand one day.

Okay, it's night, good night.
Chapter completed!