Well, I accepted it.

After that, I couldn't afford the salary, so I could only owe me what I had first. As soon as I owe it, I owed two months. The 3,000 yuan rent for my two months was borrowed from my three and second sisters.

During this period, I said I could not stand it anymore, otherwise you would pay me a salary and let me leave. But he said that even if I leave like this, he would still owe me something and really couldn't give it to me.

The feeling of being strangled by the economy is really uncomfortable!

So, I endured it and continued to endure it, but I didn’t know what would happen in the future, and whether I could really pay me a salary.

I understand that the company is in trouble, and I lowered my requirements. I can't give me all my salary. I can pay at least 3,000 yuan for rent...

It’s hard, everyone is difficult. Whether this difficulty can be overcome is still unknown! Anyway, I have to give my spiritual world energy to face these difficulties, otherwise, I am really afraid that I will collapse.

I will make this choice because I need to accumulate experience and improve my abilities when I move to this industry. I cannot let my emotions lose my mind when I have insufficient experience and ability. Because even if I break up, I may not be much better.

Perhaps some difficulties are destined to face and cannot be avoided. Since they cannot be avoided, then face them bravely and overcome them in order to overcome them.

Well, I'm persisting, I'm fighting!

Section 8:

The following incident has had a great impact on me and has already made me collapse at that time...

Well, I don't want to write it too much, just describe it briefly.

One afternoon, a few minutes before get off work, my dear suddenly sent me a message saying, let’s get divorced!

The back of my head was cold, why?! What happened?!

After learning, it turned out that she heard my aunt talk to my second sister on the phone and was talking bad about her. She felt that she had no status in this family...

How did you listen? The night before that day, she bought a small smart TV, Xiaodu, which is specially for Ziyu to watch. Well, it has a monitoring function, and I only found out later.

So, she heard the conversation between my aunt and second sister on the surveillance camera and heard bad things about her, so she broke out!

Then, I called my aunt and second sister to confirm whether they had said bad things about her. After confirming, they did not say bad things about her, but just talked about her, and then suddenly turned to other relatives' topics, so Xiao Shi mistakenly thought that she was saying bad things about her.

My belief is useless, the key is to make Xiao Shi believe it.

She had already determined that what she had heard, even if what she heard was not very clear on the surveillance, and she would listen with a subjective consciousness.

If my aunt and second sister really talked bad things about her, I would be furious. But if they really didn't say it, how could I let Xiaoshi see this misunderstanding clearly and let everyone live in harmony again?

That night, I was really broken...

I got home, but she didn't get off work.

I finished everything I should do, and when it was ten o'clock, she hadn't returned home yet...

I kept making phone calls dozens of times, but she didn't answer...

It was rare to answer once, and then he left a few angry words and died...

And I don't know where she was at that time.

So I rode my bike to her company to find her.

After riding to the door of her company, I asked her company's security guard and found out that she had been leaving for about ten minutes.

Well, I didn't see her when I went there. Did she go to find her friends? This is a possibility, or it may be sitting on a roadside.

I hurriedly rode back, rode near my home and went to find the place she might be there and didn't see it...

I was really helpless at that time... I didn't know where to find her... I could only continue to call her...

I kept not answering...I kept calling...

I don’t know how many times I called, but finally answered... I also said a few angry words and died again...

I...really...

Huh, sigh, and then continued to ride in the other direction. This time, I finally saw a familiar figure! She was sitting on a stone chair by the side of the road looking at her phone!

I immediately rode over to comfort her and wanted to take her home.

However, her temper suddenly exploded! She just refused to go back! She thought that Aunt and her second sister were lying!

I had no choice but to call Auntie and ask if they were lying to me! Auntie also said that she really didn't lie to me and didn't really say bad things about Xiao Shi.

I turned on the speakerphone, and then Xiaoshi told Aunt loudly about the incident... It was already past 11 o'clock in the evening, and she spoke loudly! There was a boy watching us not far away...

Xiao Shi became more and more excited as she spoke, and then she wanted to ride an electric bike away. I immediately grabbed the rear of her car! I continued to persuade her to go home and we will solve it together! However, she didn't listen and asked me to let go!

Her determination at that time was really like a sharp sword piercing into my heart! It hurts so much!

For her safety, I let go of my hand.

Then I immediately rode my "Good Luck" to chase her, because I was afraid that she would do stupid things.

Well, she did something stupid!

She drove the electric car quickly and wanted to get rid of me!

Well, I also tried my best to chase her!

At a turn at a certain intersection, her hard hat fell to the ground, and she didn't care and kept riding quickly. I stopped and picked up her hard hat, and continued to ride her bike wildly to chase her!

I've been riding for so long, and I haven't tried riding so hard!

After chasing two big circles, she rode towards the avenue, and I could only chase after him!

But she used electricity, and it was the full electricity the day before yesterday! I used strength, and I didn’t even have dinner yet!

Finally, I can't catch up with her...

Looking at her figure, it gradually disappeared in front of me...

I collapsed... I cried... so powerless...

What exactly should I do to maintain a good family? I think my fate with her will be over...

I walked around for several times, but couldn't find her, so I rode home...

After riding to the vicinity of my home, Aunt called me and said that Xiao Shi had sent her a message, saying that your son was riding a bicycle to chase me. You better pray that he would not have any trouble! If something happened to him, it was also caused by you!

Alas, I really admire her stubborn temper...

But she would send a message to her aunt about my safety, which proved that she was still worried about me, but she couldn't convince her temper and still had face.

Well, then, I hung up the phone.

I looked at my Moments to see if she posted it on Moments. Sure enough, she posted it on Moments to say that she was very hungry and the picture showed a street light.

There are only two nearby street lights, one is a large intersection and the other is a "March Wind".

Huh, okay, then I'll go to "March Wind" to look for it first.

Fortunately, God pays off! She is really in one of the corners of the "March Wind".

If I can find her, it means that our fate is not over yet.

I rode in front of her, squatted down, coaxed her, and said, "Let's go, I'll take you to eat."

She said a little angry that she would not go.

At this time, Auntie happened to call again, and I turned on the speakerphone. Auntie restored the incident again, saying that she was talking about her, but not her bad words...

After a few minutes of communication, most of the misunderstandings were solved...

At this time, I could coax her to go with me for midnight snacks. For us, it should be dinner.

Huh, well, take her to the food stall to eat the barbecue she likes.

Thank goodness, this big contradiction has been resolved and almost cost me half of my life.

The feeling that night really seemed like that - Qianli chased his wife, almost in the crematorium, and had nowhere to talk about desolation!

Fortunately, after the storm, there is still a rainbow.

The ninth paragraph:

I didn't have any electricity this morning. I was almost finished writing this article. I don't know when the electricity will come, so I want to take a break.

So, after sending a message to Xiaoyu to explain the company's power outage, he asked for a half-day leave in the afternoon. Well, he agreed.

So, a little subtle change took place.

I ordered takeout at around 11 o'clock and asked for leave at 12 o'clock, so I had to finish the takeout before going home.

Well, the dish I ordered is my favorite, almost every day. I usually eat very slowly and eat very relish.

But today is different at noon. I want to go home early, so I ate faster than usual, so that dish is not as delicious as usual, and I always feel so tired.

In fact, the dishes are the same, but the mentality is different and the attitude towards that dish is different, so the feeling is different.

It's like life. In fact, life is still the same life. But when you encounter more things, your attitude in your heart will change, and your attitude towards life will also change, so you feel that life is not the same life anymore. After all, it is your own mentality, not the same mentality.

In general, you are both you when you were a child and you now. But the mentality you are maintaining now is different from the mentality you are maintaining when you were a child, so different ideas and feelings are different.

In fact, I don’t need to finish the meal in such a hurry. What’s wrong with me going home later? All of this is just driven by my own desires.

When I go home early, I can have more freedom to do whatever I want at home. When my dear gets off work, that kind of freedom will be greatly restricted, or I don’t have the feeling of yearning for freedom.

If I take this freedom lightly, maybe I will not be in a hurry and enjoy a delicious lunch.
To be continued...