After getting the certificate, continue to work.

Wei's skills are becoming more and more recognized, and I feel really uncomfortable inside. I came in a month earlier than him, but at that time, I became his deputy. More or less, I feel very uncomfortable. In addition, their sometimes jokes are really hurting their self-esteem.

Then when Caddy, who took good care of me when I came in, had a big change in temperament and had a little conflict with me and almost hit me. Fortunately, I endured it. Although we could slowly turn back to normal jokes, but my beautiful impression of him in my heart had long been broken.

As for Rui, we were transferred to other departments, and the communication between us became less and less...

There, I began to lose sight of the direction. The characters gradually became forgotten by me. I fell into confusion...

Later, I was transferred to night shift. The new working atmosphere was also in a good mood. However, over time, there would be problems. In the final analysis, my mentality was still fundamental.

"The Girls I Like" started to be written without inspiration, so I wondered if I should write it in a different way, so many alternative things came out.

When working night shifts, lack of sleep can make people feel irritable. When you go home to sleep after get off work, you are often quarreled by your nephew at home. You feel really angry! However, that is unnecessary, but there is a problem with your mentality.

If small problems are not taken seriously, big problems will arise over time.

Later, the pressure made me physically and mentally exhausted, and I wanted to rest. However, I still had to pay back my debts. Most of the treatment costs of my uncle in Zhanjiang were borrowed, and our children had to work hard to repay the debts. Because of this belief, I almost handed over the monthly salary I paid to my uncle every month, and I felt that I didn’t need to use any money. During that period, it was very rare.

In order to pay off the debt, I insisted on it.

However, there will be a day of collapse.

During a night shift break, some colleagues were talking about how bad the company we work in was, how low the salary was, how hard the work was, how far behind it was compared with other companies. They all said they would quit! These are all negative energy words, just as I was in the trough of negative energy at that time, and I was infected by these negative energy words, so I was so impulsive!

I decided not to do it! I quit my job automatically! Originally, if I just left like this, I would have been unable to leave my job, because Brother Xia would definitely keep me.

However, an old colleague who said he was going to leave also told me that he wanted my phone to turn off, otherwise Brother Xia would persuade me to return. At that time, I was so tired that I didn’t care about anything! I turned off the phone and left!

When we left, it happened to be another employee at work. I still met the married woman Li. I sighed! I worked there for half a year, and she sat opposite me for more than half a year, but we didn't even say a word. There were only occasional eye collisions between us. If there were five hundred times of passing by in the previous life, it would be a look back in this life. Then my previous life and I were really destined to be undeserved. I looked back so many times with her in this life. It is conceivable that I have missed her in the previous life many times, but I have never said a word. Oh, I really feel sad for my previous life.

Huh, maybe, this is destined. There are only eyes passing by, no communication to stop.

After leaving, I went home. But I didn't let my family know that I had resigned automatically, for fear that my family would say that. I needed quietness at that time. If my family knew about it and said that I was like this or that, I really didn't know what I would do.

In order to make my life go on like a normal life, I went out to rent a house by myself and gave myself a small world. Similarly, I also kept it from my family, making my family think I was still at work. That was the day when my conscience was condemned, but at that time, I was forced to do so. My heart was so tired, and I really needed peace.

After turning off my phone for a few days, I felt that I would not be persuaded to go back. Because as long as I missed my work for one day, I would be considered to be automatically resigned.

After turning on the computer, I saw a message, which was sent by Brother Xia. He said that he was very disappointed with me.

I am also very disappointed with myself! Why don’t you persist? Maybe there will be a new breakthrough.

This is fate. If you don’t bother you, it will be difficult for you to grow.

It was not until later that I realized that the old colleague who said he wanted to resign and asked me to turn off his phone did not resign in the end. So I finally understood the meaning of the word "villain".

I have practiced again in my experience of making mistakes.

Anyway, it’s right that my growth has not stopped.

After renting a house, I stayed in the house quietly every day. I thought a lot, what should I do?

Originally, as long as I persisted for another three months, I could pay off my part of my debt and start moving forward in a new way. But I didn't persist. Not only did I not pay enough debts, but I also lost my expenses.

I even used up the money my three sisters sent to me to pay off the debt. Although I used it, I had a rare experience.

Later, my family also knew about me. Fortunately, I didn’t blame me. Family affection is priceless!

I relaxed my body and mind during those days without work.

The first time I saw the sea, and the first time I attended my in-laws’ wedding. Many of the small wishes I wanted to realize when I was a child have come true!

Even, I could see her, my first love.
Chapter completed!