I have met her since I was a freshman, and I have never seen her again. Almost three years after the breakup, I finally had a chance to see her.

At that time, I still had WeChat communication with her, but I rarely talked.

Once I commented on her mood, and she replied to me for the first time. So we chatted for a while.

She talked about why she didn't go out for fun on weekends, but stayed in her own rental house. She said she was a road nerd with no one to accompany her and didn't know where to go.

For some reason, when I heard her say no one was with her, I really wanted to go over and accompany her.

So I told her that I would take her to play. She said yes.

I asked her to send me the address. After receiving the address, I told her to see her a few hours later. Because she and I are both in Shenzhen, they are just different areas.

But she felt that I was joking. She felt that I was just talking. Perhaps, in her mind, I was such an unreliable person.

Otherwise, we wouldn't be what we are today.

But I wasn't kidding. I hurriedly finished lunch and set off! My family also encouraged me...

Because of a joke, I was lucky enough to find the answers I wanted to know.

Although it was just a joke, I took it seriously. She didn't believe it, it was very good, because it was very problematic for a person who often joked. Her disbelief suddenly stopped joking one day. It was really wise.

In the time when she didn't believe it, I had everything ready and rushed towards her city.

God seemed to support me to solve the problem that had been entangled with me for more than two years as soon as possible and find the answer. So the car arrived soon and the first seat was reserved for me.

The journey was extremely smooth, and there were no traffic jams during the crazy weekend.

When I arrived at the station, I needed to transfer my car. I was not familiar with her city. Apart from searching maps and asking people, I could only guess and try my luck.

In order to wait for the only bus passing through her, I wandered in the crowd on the platform for an hour and a half.

When I finally saw that bus, my expression became petrified... so many people were so crowded that my face was covered with doors and windows! I don’t think I would squeeze. Although I have squeezed a lot of buses, that bus was the most crowded bus I have ever seen at that time.

OK, another way - take an electric car.

I asked the first person and told me where I was going, and he said I would like to pay twenty yuan.

At the first moment, I thought it was very expensive, and ten yuan was enough. I turned around and he said eighteen. I continued to walk, and he said fifteen. I said it could only be ten yuan. He shook his head and said he would not go.

I went away and continued to ask, I don't believe there is no less than fifteen.

Unexpectedly, he was twenty again. I turned around, but he didn't surrender.

I asked another one and it actually cost twenty-five yuan!

I curiously checked the map and found that it was more than ten kilometers away. It was really hard to make for people who lived by driving electric vehicles and carrying people without twenty yuan.

So I asked another question, and after I mentioned the location, he was the only person who made me think he knew that place very well. With this feeling, I took his car without saying a word.

At that time, I would inevitably regret it. It turned out that there was such a good person who was willing to lower his standards twice to let me be his passenger. However, my requirements were so high that he could not accept it, and I didn't notice it. Until I realized his goodness, it was a pity that he had other passengers. I could only lower the requirements to find the right electric car owner, and found it. Although it was also charged twenty yuan, it felt very safe and the money was very comfortable. I believe he was not lying to me, but he really knew that place. So, after regret, he might be content.

Sure enough, I didn't choose the wrong person. After he took me to the place I was going to, he asked me if I wanted to take a little longer, so I didn't need to go that far.

I was moved and gratefully declined his kindness.

After that, I went to experience this place step by step, whether she had walked through this road, and whether she had seen the building. It seemed that I wanted to try to feel the feelings she might have.

After walking for a long time, I contacted her and said I was lost, how should I go. She was still cooperating with my jokes and didn't believe me. Very well, it turns out that I am so good at joking.

While walking, I was waiting for her phone to reply. The sky in this place was blue and the sun was bright. My skin was already very healthy, and it should be able to withstand the passion of the sunlight, but the burning feeling made me not believe that my skin was healthy.

After waiting for a long time and leaving for a long time, the crisp message ringtone I wanted to hear came from my phone.

I was so tired that I found a path to enjoy the cool air on the road and sat down. I watched how the dust on the road was inconsistent with the blue sky here.

After waiting for more than an hour and sitting for more than an hour, she still did not reply.

I began to think too much, and sad thoughts came again. I wrote a lot of sad words, indicating that I was leaving. The message had been written long ago, but I didn't press the sending for a long time. I always felt that I still had expectations. If it were me in the past, I might have sent it to leave long ago, leaving another unhappy period.

So, I deleted the written information. As soon as she finished deleting it, she replied to me. It seemed that she still had a little trust in me.

Or, a waiting period of more than an hour is a test given to me by God. If you want to find the answer, you have to pay a price.

I found the place she said through my own way. I said I was here, but she didn't believe it, indicating that there was no picture or truth.

Huh, I don't believe me, I've been joking with me for so long...

I had no choice but to take a photo of the place and send it to her.

However, she still didn't believe it. At that moment, I realized how untrustworthy I was...

Since that's the case, I had to take out my ID card and take photos with the location and send it to me.

Finally, I received a sentence of "waiting later". It was simple and fast, but it made me feel like I had seen a special light.

I guess, where will she come out? I'm also curious about what she has become. What will happen if she hasn't seen her for more than two years? I'm looking forward to it, afraid, afraid, and looking forward to it...

When I saw a very similar to her, my heart beat so fast, and I wasn't sure if it was her. I looked at my phone and then looked at her, and I was so lucky that it wasn't.

When I saw a pair of special feet walking over, I had no doubt in my mind at all, it must be her.

Sure enough, a natural "Hello" ended the situation we had not seen for more than two years.

I also complained that she didn't believe me. However, it was just complaining. Her disbelief was correct.

She didn't change much and was dressed pretty well. So she started the joke.

As we walked along the way, it seemed as if there had been no unpleasant things between us. It was really natural!

The only biggest unnatural thing is that when crossing the road, I won’t hold her hand. When she was in the car and called me, she just poked me gently with her fingers.

Everything is good overall. I know that she is good, and I no longer talk about emotional issues as I used to. I just think it would be great to take her out for fun and have a little fun. She should belong to nature...

Call an electric car and set off for our destination.

The first time I felt the feeling of her sitting behind me was so natural. When I turned around and talked to her, our faces were very close, but no matter how close we were, they would not be close to each other. Still, I didn't feel anything wrong.

When you arrive at your destination, you must have something to play, so you bought a ticket and went in.

Apart from taking photos, I just take photos. My words with her are no longer chatting like before, and there are fewer and fewer laughter. However, I still feel very natural. Even if everyone says nothing and just walks like this, I don’t feel embarrassed at all. It seems that there is no effect, it is very natural and there is no sense of incongruity.

We all seem to like taking photos, she takes her, I take mine. Occasionally I will take photos of her, but I don’t know if she will take photos of me. Or, it’s better not to take photos of me, so don’t have too much mess.

There are a lot of fun taking pictures, and we all enjoyed it. In the past, when I went to somewhere to play, I didn’t like the factors that hindered my photos. That’s why I liked to travel alone. However, to my surprise, she did not hinder my free mood of taking pictures at all, but made me happier.

So that's really the case...

We kept walking, laughing, chatting, and slowly ushering in the night.

The song she played seemed to be talking for her. I still couldn't understand it like before... Don't let myself understand it.

I felt heartbroken when I looked at her back. I could only look at it in the night I couldn’t see.

After leaving the destination, I realized that we had taken so many photos, but we didn’t even have a photo. Perhaps, there was only one that could barely be called a photo. But what was taken was only our shadow, and even our shadows were insurmountable.

God arranged it very appropriately, and I naturally accepted it.

I went back by motorcycle again. On the way, she suddenly poked me with her finger a few times and signaled me to look over. I didn't know what it meant, but she seemed to say a few pairs of newcomers with great anticipation.

I turned around and looked at the couple of newcomers she pointed at, and said to her with a lot of pain: "You want to marry, right?"

She said no...

Really? What you said is not very credible.

Back at our departure point, it was her turn to take me.

Pearl milk tea and wooden barrel rice are good. However, the milk tea should not be added with pearls, and wooden barrel rice is good for oil...

I found the room again, put my backpack, and went out.

I was very tired after walking that part of the road, but I was very willing to go along. Along the way, she had a chat partner on her phone, perhaps the person who made her happy, or perhaps a special person.

I didn't ask, and continued to pretend to walk naturally, trying to maintain a situation where there is no emotional problem.

As I walked along the way, she was no longer the same as she was before, she became more mature and more connotative. It seemed that that person really made her better. I just followed her with a smile, listened to her talking about cross stitch, and some of the fun of living here.

I only suit this way to listen to her, only suit this way…

I walked the road again and again. She still liked to walk on my left. I don’t know if it was because of human factors or it was just a habit.

Every few steps she took, she replied to someone on her phone, thinking that I should go back and rest early and not disturb her chat with that person.

Before I returned to the door of the rental house, I was thinking about hugging her as a friend when saying goodbye.

I've always thought so.

When we smiled and said goodbye, her smile convinced me, let's do it...

I turned around and ran upstairs without looking back. Well, that's it. I can finally spend it for her and make her happy. At least, I have an explanation for the past.

I am so tired and sleepy. I am lying on the bed and want to sleep. However, when I fall asleep, I always feel uncomfortable. My eyes are obviously sleepy and difficult to open, but I just can't sleep. I fell asleep with difficulty, but I had nightmares. What's wrong? Insomnia?

I don’t know, my body encouraged me to go out for a walk. It was past one o’clock in the morning.

As soon as I walked on the road, I was full of reluctance and instantly filled with eyes. If I had to shoot emotional scenes at that time, I would not need to use eye drops at all.

I walked around and the memories were very clear. Although it was only a few hours, it seemed like a long time had passed. This place was so familiar.

I kept walking, kept walking, and went around again. The more I walked, the sadder I felt!

Perhaps, my family is right. I said I don’t understand what love is, but my family always said I have loved it. I never believed it, but I thought about myself at that time and then the mood of playing in just a few hours. I don’t know what evidence to find to prove it for myself…
To be continued...