The night is already deep.

In a tourist resort near Taihu Lake in southern Jiangsu, there is a Chinese-style villa with a neo-Asian style. The mountains and rivers can be seen from the living room, and the trees and stones also show the Tsinghua University. It is a residence that countless people dream of.

It is far away from the crowds in the urban area. The courtyard is spacious and at the same time, it perfectly avoids the interference between households. The surrounding environment also allows people to relax and get close to nature.

The moonlight is just right, the lights are on in the villa, and fireflies can be seen flying among the flowers in the yard, frogs are chirping along with insects, and there is a gentle breeze blowing from the edge of Taihu Lake.

In a room on the second floor, the curtains were opened some gaps.

The moonlight came in and fell on the woman's eyes, like a new moon, like a clear halo, like flowers and trees piled with snow.

She was extremely beautiful and had an innate fragile temperament. A simple glance was enough to soften everything about her.

The woman was wearing a snow-white nightgown, her feet were bare, and she was sitting on the floor with her knees in her arms, leaning gently against the glass window, quietly watching the night.

Look at the bright moon, the stars, and the fireflies in the yard. She also wanted to see the city farther away. The night view in the city should be very beautiful, but it's a pity that she can't see it.

But she just wanted to see it. If she really wanted to go to the city, she still couldn't do it.

The last time I was in a crowd was a long time ago. It was really embarrassing at that time...

Her name is Xu Nanzhi, and she is a patient with severe social phobia, agoraphobia, and depression.

People often say that dying requires courage, but Xu Nanzhi feels that living is the thing that truly requires courage.

The person who gave her courage, besides her parents, was a young man whom she had not seen for ten years, a classmate whom she had been with for less than half a semester in her freshman year of high school.

In fact, after all, the two of them spoke less than ten sentences together. Maybe even he didn't know that he had given such great courage to a girl who was on the verge of collapse.

Maybe he has long forgotten who he is.

The vague love that arose from him in her youth was the biggest secret Xu Nanzhi kept in her heart, and it was also her salvation at that time.

Later, due to the worsening of her condition, Xu Nanzhi dropped out of school after only half a semester. In her memory, she will always keep the classroom that she can never return to, her textbooks, and the boy who she never had time to say goodbye to.

I often see him in my dreams and he says, 'Are you okay?', and she nods and says, 'Thank you.'

After dropping out of school, Xu Nanzhi cut off all social circles. She changed her mobile phone number and no longer used her QQ account. She hid at home and saw no one. She occasionally registered some virtual social accounts and spent all day online, playing various roles.

But as soon as the other party chatted with her in depth, she would immediately throw away the account in panic and never use it again.

She has played funny uncles and cute girls. Each virtual character is like a life. Xu Nanzhi often fantasizes that she is a very sociable person, and sometimes she can't even tell the difference.

By myself.

But after she really turned off the Internet, Xu Nanzhi realized that she was just a poor guy who didn't even dare to leave the house.

Half a year ago, Xu Nanzhi found her QQ account and logged in invisibly.

She slowly looked through the class group and found that no one had spoken to her in the previous class group for more than two years. Most of the classmates who had joined her no longer used QQ. No one noticed her or sent her a message.

While browsing the class group, she noticed a WeChat article forwarded by a classmate about psychology.

'Our classmate Yuanjia has become a psychological counselor. Old classmates, if you have time, please help and forward it.'

Yuanjia......

Seeing this name, Xu Nanzhi could no longer take his eyes away.

He became a psychological counselor...

Almost ten years later, this name appeared in Xu Nanzhi's sight again. The young man's voice and smile could not help but appear in her mind, and her heart began to beat loudly.

Yuan Jia's QQ account is also in the class group. Xu Nanzhi did not have the courage to use his own account to add it. He also seems to have not used QQ for many years.

Xu Nanzhi doesn’t like to use WeChat, she prefers the privacy of QQ.

But this time, she quietly registered a WeChat ID and followed Yuan Jia’s official account ‘Diary that Knows You Best’

She was watching Yuan Jia's live broadcast tonight. The boy had changed his appearance, but she could still find the warm feeling from his smile.

There is a feeling that in the blink of an eye, everyone has grown up, but she herself is still stuck in the same place...

"The following is a letter about social phobia. Hello teacher, I am a girl and I dare not speak in front of others..."

It's her letter.

The situation described in the letter was Xu Nanzhi's original situation.

She forgot to breathe and looked closely at Yuan Jia on the screen, as if she wanted to read the past self from his expression. He spoke very slowly and frowned slightly. Did he think of it for a moment?

her name……

…

"Thank you again for Gardenia's super rocket. Other students should go to bed early. I will continue the live broadcast at 8 o'clock tomorrow night. If there are any changes, I will notify everyone on the official account. Students who want to consult can send me a private message.

Email, I wish you all good dreams!”

Yuan Jia smiled and waved to the camera, then turned off the live broadcast room and let out a long sigh of relief.

It’s not easy to be a host, Yuan Jia sighed, although he has average looks, but fortunately his skills are excellent, and the live broadcast effect tonight is still very good.

What he didn't expect was that a rich woman actually bought two super rockets.

After thinking about it, Yuan Jia sent a private message on the site to ‘Gardenia’.

"Thank you very much for your support. Are you the girl who received the social anxiety consultation?"

The other party's reply was very fast, I think I have been waiting for it.

Gardenia: "Yeah."

Gardenia: "Thank you very much for Teacher Yuan's answer. The first method that Teacher Yuan just mentioned is that if you can't find anyone else to be a good friend, you can ask Teacher Yuan..."

Gardenia: "So I took the liberty of adding Teacher Yuan's QQ account."

Gardenia: "If you are busy, Teacher Yuan, I will never disturb you."

Xu Nanzhi held her phone nervously, her eyes never leaving the chat interface for a second. She seemed to be replying quickly, but in fact she had already imagined countless possibilities. Unlike virtual online dating, Yuan Jia was someone she knew in real life.

She is afraid that she will say the wrong thing and that Yuanjia will reject her. If he doesn't reply immediately, she can't help but think about whether she did something wrong...

One second, two seconds, three seconds... Xu Nanzhi began to breathe rapidly, her feet were cold, and her hands began to tremble...

Gardenia: "Sorry, I was too presumptuous..."

Yuan Jia: "Okay, my QQ number is 102862, I would like to be your friend (＾＾●)"

The two messages were sent out almost at the same time. Yuan Jia was stunned, and so was Xu Nanzhi.

Gardenia: "Yeah! I'll add it now, thank you, Teacher Yuan."
Chapter completed!