Chapter 88 I'm dreaming
"Quack, quack"
"Squeak, squeak"
In the courtyard of the villa far away from the city center, there was the sound of nature, a cool night breeze blew by, and the watermelon seedlings trembled slightly, growing faintly under the moonlight...
The lights in the room on the second floor were still on. On the windowsill, there were two little swallows taking a nap. Above their heads was their nest, which already contained two eggs.
After laying the eggs, the little swallows will begin to incubate them, and after half a month, several tiny new lives will emerge.
Through the gap in the curtains, you can see the girl in the room, lying on the table and writing today's diary seriously.
It was already eleven o'clock. The regular sleep these days gradually adjusted her biological clock. She rubbed her eyes and felt a little sleepy, but she still did not lie down in bed to sleep.
Because her pillow is magical, if she wants to sleep, she will fall asleep in less than five minutes.
But she hadn't finished her work for the day yet. Yuan Jia hadn't said good night to her yet, so she didn't sleep. She was writing in her diary and waiting for him.
"March 29, 2020, sunny."
"Today is Sunday, a week has passed, and when you wake up tomorrow, it will be a new week."
"Actually, I didn't pay attention to the day of the week today. It seemed to be the same every day, but now it's different. I will pay attention to the day of the week today, and then think about what you are going to do today. Just thinking about it, I feel
It’s like doing these things with you.”
"I'm so timid."
"I obviously want to say these words to you personally, but I only dare to secretly write them on paper. Doesn't it look like a big fool?"
"I'm so timid, so timid, so timid! ()"
"I've seen your photos from ten years ago. It's the same as that time. You haven't seen the photos of me when I was a child. Today when I looked through the photo album, I saw myself when I was three years old. Hehe, I won't tell you.
I was a chubby girl at that time!"
"After a long, long time, you will become an old man, and I will become an old woman, and then we will both become ugly."
"I will support you, just like you will support me. If you are always here and we are always good, then I will not be afraid of becoming an old woman. We both have no teeth. I like to eat jam. You
Will you eat it with me? It’s sour and sweet, probably only children like it."
"Then let's be a strange old man and old woman, eat jam together, and after that we'll be better off for the rest of our lives, and then we'll go to hell together~"
"I want to see you, I really, really want to see you!"
"The thought of us meeting makes me excited to death."
"Then I will definitely faint if I am so excited..."
"I'm always suspicious, like a psycho. I'm even afraid of meeting someone I know so well and like so much. What's so scary? I obviously want to see you and want to fly out, but my hands are shaking and my legs are...
I can’t move forward…”
"Xu Xigua seems to be growing in the ground. She is growing in your direction, especially hard!"
"But her roots were too deep, so she had to use scissors to cut them off bit by bit..."
"One day..."
"She'll pull herself out of the ground and run towards you."
"Because she loves you so much that she goes crazy."
…
Xu Nanzhi took out the one-inch photo of Yuan Jia and looked at it for a while, then put it back into his notebook.
Close the book and lock it in the drawer.
She got into bed, hugged the little bear, turned on her phone, and opened Yuan Jia's chat box.
Yuan Jia went to the party and hasn't come back yet. Gardenia didn't send a message to disturb him, but wanted to wait for him to come back, so she had to look through the chat history.
Look at them one by one, starting from today, to yesterday, and then to the day before yesterday...
Her QQ account is new, and Yuanjia's QQ account is old.
Gardenia updated her signature: Why haven't you come back yet...
Then he clicked on Yuanjia's information card and looked at it again and again.
Yuan Jia hasn't used QQ for a long time, his signature is empty, and his data card is dull. Last time Gardenia clicked on his QQ space and found that it was locked and invisible to everyone.
So Gardenia lit it again.
She was stunned.
This time, Gardenia successfully entered Yuanjia’s QQ space.
The update time of Space Talk stopped almost five or six years ago. The more you scroll forward, the more talk you get.
Like the teenagers at that time, Yuan Jia also liked to express today's mood in his chats, or excerpt some sad sentences about youth.
Because there were so many of them, he seemed to feel extremely ashamed now and was too lazy to delete them, so he simply locked the space.
Two days ago, I saw Gardenia in the rejected visitor record, so I opened my own space for her.
This discovery instantly surprised Gardenia. She hurriedly flipped through Yuan Jia's previous stories, reading every one of them, as if she could see his experiences over the years.
But there are too many, and Gardenia is not willing to read them all at once. Let’s read half a year’s worth tonight!
After reading and talking about it, Gardenia went to look at Yuan Jia’s space photo album.
There is a lot of content here, and it is updated every year. Although Yuanjia uses QQ less, he still uses the spatial album function, mainly as a cloud storage function for photos.
So in the space photo album, Gardenia saw the red cloth hanging on the signboard of Yuanjia’s psychological consulting room when it opened; saw Yuanjia and his college classmates traveling to XC after graduation; saw the snow-capped mountains he took in Daocheng Yading; saw his
Graduation photos; I saw his internship in the hospital; I saw his club activities; I saw the cafeteria food he took on his first day of school; I saw the admission notice from the Department of Psychology of Soochow University that he posted; I saw his college entrance examination results
; I saw his high school graduation photo, and the vaguely familiar classmates in the graduation photo. They were still the same group of people, but Xu Nanzhi was not there...
These are the lives Gardenia has missed in these ten years.
But now, she has seen them all through Yuan Jia's photo album.
I don’t know how to describe that kind of inner emotion. It’s happiness, touching, regret, and memories...
She slowly looked at them one by one, her eyes were red, and tears flowed down her cheeks.
Although she has never experienced any of these things, looking at Yuan Jia's photos can be regarded as filling up a large amount of regret in her heart.
It's like I'm involved in his life.
Then there was a wonderful sense of trance that she seemed to have been there all the time in these ten years.
Like Yuan Jia, Xu Nanzhi did not miss a good opportunity to save photos and secretly downloaded all the photos in Yuan Jia's album to his mobile phone.
They were also carefully classified into categories.
Those with Yuan Jia's face are divided into one category, Yuan Jia's single photos are in another category, and Yuan Jia's life experiences are in another category.
The landscape photos he took are really beautiful, including fiery red maple forests, towering snow-capped mountains, marshmallow-like white clouds, and clear blue skies...
Before I knew it, it was eleven forty.
Gardenia also opened a yellow diamond, which will allow you to visit his space invisibly in the future.
After all, she is a reserved girl. If he finds out that she has done nothing all day long and is just looking at his space, Gardenia will feel shameless...
"Didi"
When the QQ message sound sounded, Gardenia immediately exited the QQ space and clicked to open the message.
Yuan Jia: "I'm back, what are you doing?"
"I am here"
Gardenia was typing in the chat box. What did she say? She said she was thinking of him? She said she was looking at his space? How embarrassing...
Gardenia: "I'm dreaming!"
Chapter completed!