Chapter 79: Always Know
"Brother Fan, what have you been busy with these past six months? How come you don't have time to see me? Even Xiao Xiang and Xiao Wei have moved here. Brother Fan, are you planning not to go back to New York but to stay here?"
Are you staying here for a long time?" In an elegant cafe, a girl with long golden hair like a doll kept asking the handsome man sitting opposite her while eating breakfast.
"Lisa, aren't you tired of asking so many questions at once? Swallow carefully." Xiao Yongfan looked at Lisa with a smile on her face as she stuffed her mouth full but still didn't forget to speak.
"I won't be so stupid!" Lisa grinned after swallowing the last bite of food, "Brother Fan, today is Lisa's happiest day in the past six months!"
Infected by her good mood, Xiao Yongfan couldn't help but curl his lips: "Are you really so happy?"
"Of course!" His smiling eyes were full of joy, "Being able to have breakfast with Brother Fan is as happy as going to heaven!"
Lisa's words made Xiao Yongfan's smile suddenly freeze, but Lisa, whose heart was filled with joy, didn't realize it at all and continued cheerfully, "I really hope I can be with Brother Fan every day, and be with Brother Fan every day."
Let’s have breakfast together. Then Lisa will definitely become the happiest person in the world!”
The happiest person? Hearing Lisa's words, Xiao Yongfan was startled. Another quiet and beautiful face appeared in his mind. His thoughts suddenly calmed down. He looked at Lisa's eyes as bright as the sky and spoke word by word.
Authentic: "Lisa, your happiness is not given by me."
Because in this life he will only create happiness for one person - that is Xi, the only one in his life.
"Brother Fan..." Seeing that Xiao Yongfan's expression suddenly became so cautious, Lisa's smile froze and she asked calmly, "What are you talking about? Lisa doesn't understand..."
Taking a deep breath, Xiao Yongfan said in as gentle a tone as possible: "Lisa, the focus of your life should not be me, and your happiness should not come from me, and I can't give you the happiness you want."
"Brother Fan, don't you want Lisa anymore? Do you want to be like daddy and mommy who abandoned Lisa?" Tears kept streaming down after hearing Xiao Yongfan's words. Her cute face was so aggrieved that people couldn't bear to say anything to hurt her.
words.
"Don't think nonsense, I won't abandon you." Holding the little hands that were tangled together due to nervousness, Xiao Yongfan said softly, "Lisa is my cutest sister. It's too late to hurt, how could I hurt you?"
Leave it behind?"
"Sister?" She blinked her eyelashes filled with teardrops, panic and sadness appeared in her eyes, "Brother Fan, Lisa is not your sister! Lisa is your bride! You promised to let Lisa be your bride
of!"
"Lisa, that's just a lie." With a long sigh, Xiao Yongfan said the fact heavily.
He originally wanted to tell her the truth tonight. But after this breakfast and a few short conversations, he realized deeply that the little girl in front of him really regarded him as the center of her life, and he didn't want her to add anything more.
It was an impossible fantasy, so I decided to tell her the truth in the most direct way!
"Lie?" Lisa's eyes widened, and her tears became even more intense. "Brother Fan, what kind of lie?"
"The promise I made to you is a lie." Xiao Yongfan said clearly every sentence, "My promise to let you be my bride is a lie to deceive you into living!"
Seeing Xiao Yongfan's absolutely certain eyes, Lisa's face suddenly turned pale. She covered her chest with her hands and smiled with tears in her eyes. "Brother Fan, since it's a lie, why don't you continue to lie?"
Seeing Lisa was not as exciting as expected, but her cute cheeks had a sad look like a little woman. Seeing her covering her chest with her hands, Xiao Yongfan suddenly became worried, hugged her hurriedly, and said anxiously: "Lisa
, are you okay? Are you sick? Do you need to take medicine? I will send you to the hospital immediately..."
"No need... I'm fine..." Shaking her head, Lisa said quietly, "Brother Fan, in fact, I have always known that it was just a lie, a lie that I forced to come back... You were willing to let me be your
Your bride is just to fulfill the wish of a little girl who is facing death but is afraid of surgery."
"Lisa..." Xiao Yongfan was stunned after listening to Lisa's words. He didn't know what to say at all. It turned out that the truth had never been covered up. Little did they know that the simple and sensitive little girl had already known the lies they tried so hard to hide.
It exists!
"Brother Fan, you must have been troubled for a long time by my willful request, right? I forced this promise back. I knew it very well when I entered the operating room. But at that time, I only thought that maybe I would
I can never wake up, so I expressed my desire in my heart. I think if you agree
Even if I die, I will not be lonely in that strange world." Lisa said slowly, trying her best to hold back the tears rolling in her eyes, with a satisfied smile blooming on her face, "But I am very
Fortunately, the God of Death did not take me away and allowed me to live and be your fiancée for so many years!"
"Lisa, just cry if you want to..." Xiao Yongfan murmured comfort as he gently held the girl with a forced smile into his arms.
"Wow...Brother Fan, Lisa really likes you..." Leaning in Xiao Yongfan's arms, Lisa couldn't help crying anymore, "Lisa really wants to be your bride."
!Lisa has been taking care of her body carefully since the operation, and has been working hard to grow up quickly, just to be healthy and be your bride! Brother Fan, Lisa has always worked hard for you.
The earth is alive..."
"I know, I have always known Lisa's thoughts." Xiao Yongfan's voice was full of love as he stroked Lisa's back that was shaking from crying, "But I'm sorry, I can't respond to your feelings. It's because I didn't tell you this in time.
, it made you suffer, it was me who let down your feelings..."
"No...it's just Lisa's wishful thinking all the time." Lifting up her tear-stained face, Lisa said sadly, "I know clearly that Brother Fan won't fall in love with a little girl like me, but I still rely on my ability to
"Sick, I think that this can make you fall in love with me. A fool like me who only causes trouble to others is so unlovable. No one will like me if I am so willful!"
"You idiot, why do you always think about these things?" Hearing such self-destructive words, Xiao Yongfan couldn't help but raise his voice, "No one will say that you are willful. Lisa will definitely meet someone who treats you sincerely and makes you happy."
You happy man!”
"But this person can't be Brother Fan." After a long sigh, a flash of pleading flashed across Lisa's face, and she took a deep breath and asked, "Brother Fan, can't you really be the one who gives Lisa happiness?"
"I'm sorry." Xiao Yongfan shook his head slowly. Although his eyes were full of apology, he still said these three words without hesitation.
"I knew it would be the answer."
Hearing such an answer, Lisa smiled. The bitter smile made people feel heartbroken, and the tears in her eyes were like pearls that kept growing, gradually condensing but never falling.
"I really hope Brother Fan can lie to me again this time..."
After murmuring these words, Lisa tightly covered her heart with both hands, and bent over uncomfortably. Her pale cheeks were even frighteningly pale at the moment, and even her round forehead was covered with
Fine beads of sweat!
Seeing Lisa like this, Xiao Yongfan immediately realized that she was having a heart attack! He hurriedly picked her up and ran towards the direction where the car was parked.
"Lisa, hold on! I'll take you to find Fei immediately!" Xiao Yongfan's steps became faster and faster as he comforted Lisa who was trembling with pain in her arms.
"Brother Fan, my heart hurts so much! It's so uncomfortable! I started to feel a little bit of pain just now, but I don't want Brother Fan to know!" Waves of cramping pain spread from the heart to the whole body, and Lisa felt extremely uncomfortable.
She couldn't even open her eyes, but she continued to say intermittently in her almost inaudible voice, "I don't want to...
...Brother Fan lied again for my body... I don’t want to... be troubled by... Brother Fan again... But I don’t know why... Lisa really wants to hear the lie again... Brother Fan just now
I didn’t lie to Lisa... Lisa was actually very lost... so lost that it felt like her heart was empty... so uncomfortable..."
"Lisa, I'm sorry, I didn't notice it earlier..." Listening to the weak voice coming from his arms, Xiao Yongfan suddenly felt guilty. When he first noticed Lisa's pale face, he should have immediately realized the changes in her body and acted first
Time to take her to the doctor instead of letting their conversation continue!
"It's okay...Brother Fan, it's my own willfulness..." Lisa reluctantly opened her eyes and tried her best to smile at Xiao Yongfan, "Thank you for spending so much on me...this willful patient...
Thoughts...if I die...you can be sad...but don't blame yourself..."
The subtle voice was frozen in this heavy thank you, with a satisfied smile, Lisa fell into boundless darkness in the pain...
Chapter completed!