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Chapter 80 The most important(1/2)

"Fei, what's wrong, Lisa..." As soon as Feinas, who was wearing a white robe, walked out of the operating room, Xiao Yongfan pulled him and asked.

"Don't worry, she's fine." Taking off the mask, Feinas gave Xiao Yongfan a reassuring smile, "Although the heartbeat frequency is a little lower now, the heart function is normal. As long as she rests for a few days, I guarantee that she will be fine again."

It’s a spirited Lisa!”

"It's great..." Xiao Yongfan felt relieved when he heard that Lisa was fine, "Lisa is fine..."

"Have you made it completely clear to Lisa?" When he saw Xiao Yongfan rushing into "Sui Yuan" with Lisa in a coma, he roughly guessed what was going on.

"I've made it clear, but Lisa is really a girl who can't help but feel hurt..." Thinking of what Lisa said, Xiao Yongfan said with emotion, "If Lisa dies, I think I will definitely blame myself."

For a lifetime..."

"Lisa won't die. Don't you believe in my medical skills?" Patting Xiao Yongfan's shoulder, Fenas raised his eyebrows and said, "So you won't have the chance to blame yourself for the rest of your life. Don't lament here."

"If you heard what Lisa said to me, I think you would feel the same way."

Seeing Xiao Yongfan's expression of emotion, Feinas couldn't help but feel heavy: "What did Lisa say to you?"

"She knew from the beginning that the promise I made to her was just a lie." Thinking of Lisa's dejected look when she said, "I always knew it was just a lie," Xiao Yongfan couldn't help but feel deep pity on her face.

, "In her heart, even if I never fulfill that promise, she will not complain at all, because she just wants a lie that she can look forward to. Regardless of whether the lie will come true, she is already satisfied. In the end,

Lisa is just a little girl who wants to be loved..."

"It's unbelievable! We are so careful because Lisa is afraid that we are lying to her and that she will get sick because of it. Little does she know that she has always known that she is living under a lie! And she is still willing to keep a lie that will never come true?

"Knowing that this was the real truth, Fenas' eyes widened in surprise.

"Yes. Are we overestimating our own restraint, or underestimating the sensitivity of a little girl?" Xiao Yongfan raised the corners of his mouth with self-mockery, and smiled helplessly, "Lisa has been saying that she is willful and that she is causing trouble to me.

But in fact it was me who had bound her heart for so many years. If I had not agreed to marry her easily and given her a promise regardless of the consequences; if I had clarified everything to her as soon as possible and my promise to her was just a lie, let her put her love for me

The longing was completely extinguished, and the love Lisa had for me would not settle in the expectation and be engraved in her heart! It was me who allowed Lisa to live for so long with a dream that could never be realized, and it was I who let her know the truth.

The pain in the end deepened because my self-righteousness deeply hurt a girl who didn’t ask for much..."

"Fan, don't say that, Lisa will definitely not think so..." Seeing Xiao Yongfan becoming more and more self-reproaching as he spoke, Fenas patted him on the shoulder, trying to make him relax his tense emotions.

"I don't think so..." Repeating his words in a murmur, Xiao Yongfan closed his eyes and sighed deeply, "That's why I feel sorry for Lisa even more! The last thing she said to me before she fell into coma was

If she dies, I can feel sorry for her but never blame myself for her! Such a humble request really makes people feel heartbroken! Even if she dies, her wish is not to ask me to repay her.

I don’t want my heart to be burdened by her love, I just want me to leave a small corner in my heart to feel sorry for her! How can I not feel sorry for a girl who doesn’t ask for extravagant things like this?”

"Fan, Lisa loves you, but you have no corresponding feelings for her!" Seeing Xiao Yongfan gradually getting lost in the quagmire of self-blame, Fenas shook his shoulders and said, "Would you do anything to repay a little girl?"

Will I give my love to you because of guilt and self-blame? Don’t get carried away by the self-blame at this moment! Think clearly about what you really want and what is really important?”

"I……"

Opening his dark eyes, the confusion in his eyes gradually cleared up. Just as he was about to answer, his cell phone rang at this moment. He instinctively picked up the phone and answered it. When he heard the content on the other end of the phone, Xiao Yongfan's face completely returned to calm.

, the face that was still occupied by self-blame was suddenly replaced by a stronger worry. He calmly said to the caller, "I'll come right now", then put down the phone and looked at Feinas:

"Fei, Lisa is out of danger now, right? You don't need to stay to observe her situation, do you?"

"Yes, Lisa just needs a nurse to watch her now. What happened?" Seeing Xiao Yongfan's strange behavior of seemingly calm but anxious and worried, Feinas frowned slightly.

"Okay, you come with me now. Unfortunately, I'm injured..." Without saying anything, he just left these words and pulled Feinas out of the hospital quickly.

"That's what you look like..." Following Xiao Yongfan, Feinas raised the corner of his mouth and smiled. Looking at his actions, you can tell that Fan is no longer confused about Lisa! Even if he can't repay Lisa for anything,

Sha Er blamed herself, but in Xiao Yongfan's heart, the most important thing was still beauty!

,_,,_,I am the most important dividing line,_,,_,

In the quiet ward, the sleeping doll gently fluttered its eyelashes and slowly opened its eyes as hazy as smoke.

"Miss Lisa, you wake up!"

The relieved and elegant male voice gradually cleared up the smoky eyes, and the searching gaze immediately focused. He found that there was no one else in the snow-white ward except the assistant who was guarding his bed, and he frowned in melancholy.

"Miss Lisa, the CEO has something urgent to do. He only left after knowing that you were fine. And he told me to stay with you until you wake up." Seeing the disappointment in Lisa's eyes, Yan Sa comforted her.

road.

But the sadness in Lisa's eyes did not diminish slightly due to Yan Sa's comfort, and she asked with a little expectation on her face: "Have I slept for a long time?"

Raising his eyes and looking out the dark window, Yan Sa was silent for a while and honestly uttered three words: "Most of the day."

"Oh..." After listening to his answer, the expectation on Lisa's face was once again shattered by disappointment. A corner of her heart was sighing secretly - even in just half a day, Brother Fan no longer felt sorry for Lisa.

Stayed...

"Miss Lisa..." Seeing that the melancholy emanating from her body was getting stronger, Yan Sa whispered worriedly, and at the same time he couldn't help but regret his directness just now.

But just when Yan Sa regretted his honesty, Lisa smiled brightly at him and said clearly: "Brother Yan, I'm fine."

"If you are really nice, why doesn't your smile reach your eyes?" Looking at her smile, Yan Sa's eyebrows pinched together tightly, and for some reason the bitterness buried under the smile stung.

His eyes.

"Brother Yan, you are so direct..." The following words disappeared in a series of unsuppressible sobs. Lisa lowered her head and could no longer hold back the loss that overflowed her heart. She just wanted to let it follow the bitter tears.

Eye-popping...

"..." Looking at the shrugged shoulders, Yan Sa sighed softly. After hesitating for a while, he reached out his hand and gently stroked the weeping head, letting her lean into his arms and listen quietly.

With that tiny cry...

Time also passed quietly at this moment, and Lisa's sobbing gradually weakened from strong to weak, until it became silent...

"Why didn't Brother Fan wait for me to wake up?" The hoarse voice had obvious traces of crying, as if he was asking himself and seeking comfort from others.

"Miss Lisa, the president has been waiting outside the operating room since he sent you to the hospital. He also left suddenly after receiving the news. He is really worried about you..."

A gentle male voice sounded from above, carefully comforting the girl who had just cried.

Listening to Yan Sa's clumsy comfort, Lisa smiled softly, raised her eyes that were red from crying, looked at him and said: "Brother Yan, your comfort is obvious!"

Seeing what Yan Sa was about to say, Lisa shook her head and murmured: "It was just like the first time Brother Fan comforted me... That was the first time I met Brother Fan in a nursing home. At that time, I accidentally walked in the wrong direction.

room, the first time I saw him, my heartbeat accelerated inexplicably, and then I fell ill and fainted. When I woke up, the first thing I saw was Brother Fan standing by my bed with a worried look on his face.

I cried for some reason when I saw him, and he just like you, let me lean into your arms and wait quietly for me to finish crying..."

"Later, Brother Fan and I gradually became familiar with each other, and gradually I understood that the reason my heart beat when I saw him was because I fell in love with him! But at that time, my heart disease became more and more serious, and the frequency of attacks also increased, but I didn't

I’m not afraid! Because every time I wake up, I see Brother Fan standing beside my bed, and at that moment my heart is filled with warmth..."

As she talks about her memories, the expression on Lisa's face is like falling into the most beautiful dream, so sweet that people can't help but want to protect the dream in her heart forever...

But before I had time to linger on this dream, it disappeared in Lisa’s sad voice——

"But when I woke up this time, my heart was so empty... I couldn't see that Brother Fan's heart was really empty... Although I always knew that I was not the most important thing in Brother Fan's heart, when lies exist,

I can still deceive myself and let myself be intoxicated in the dream of falling in love with Brother Fan. But now that Brother Fan has made everything clear, I don’t even have the chance to dream... I feel so empty and uncomfortable..."

Seeing her like this, Yan Sa wanted to say something, but when the words reached her lips, she was speechless. She suddenly understood that facing Lisa who had lost her expectations, no amount of comfort would be in vain, not to mention the beautiful dream.

It's just an illusion. No amount of comfort can make the dream become a reality. Instead, it may lead to lies that cannot be fulfilled again. And now the only thing he can do is to stay with her, quietly listen to her vent her inner disappointment, and stay with her.

To adapt to this real world where there are no dreams and no lies.

"Brother Yan, tell me, has Brother Fan fallen in love with a designer named Li Ruoxi?" After a period of silence, Lisa suddenly looked at Yan Sa and asked.

"Yeah." Nodding slowly, Yan Sa was surprised as to why she knew this. It was obvious that Lisa had a serious and serious face, and that although it was a question, it was affirmative. He knew that there would be no negative answer except a calm answer.

It was unnecessary to avoid her. Besides, he thought that the president would not hide the fact that he and Miss Li were in love with Lisa.

Seeing Yan Sa unabashedly confirming her question, Lisa smiled lightly.

"It turns out that the rumors I heard in New York are all true..." The smile continued to expand, and the look in Lisa's eyes wandered between jealousy and envy, "In just half a year, Brother Fan's heart has changed."

There is only one person living there...The designer is so lucky to be loved by Brother Fan so easily...How did she do it?"

"Miss Lisa..."

Seeing that her expression suddenly became so strange, and her resentful words seemed to be tainted with a hint of unwillingness and vague hatred, Yan Sa pressed her shoulders and wanted to say something to wake her up.

, but Lisa suddenly broke away!

"Why! I have known Brother Fan for eight years. From the first time I met him when I was twelve years old, my heart has been filled with his shadow! I love Brother Fan for eight full years! Why?

I can't compare to someone who has only known Brother Fan for just half a year? How did she do it? Why can't I become the most important person in Brother Fan's heart even though I have worked hard for so long? In the end, Brother Fan even

You didn't even leave me the lies that made me fantasize, but gave her your whole heart? Why! Why..." Clutching her heart, Lisa cried and yelled at Yan Sa.

"Miss Lisa, calm down, your heart won't be able to bear such excitement..." Facing Lisa, who had burst out all the suppressed resentment in her heart, Yan Sa stepped forward and grabbed her shoulders.

Looking into her eyes, he said in the calmest and gentlest tone, "Love cannot be measured by the length of time, and there is no saying that it comes first. And even if you have to force these things on love, your love for the president is not

Probably better than the love between the CEO and Miss Li. The CEO and Miss Li fell in love with each other ten years ago, and no one can destroy their relationship."

"What ten years?" Not understanding why Yan Sa suddenly said this, Lisa looked at him nervously.

"Miss Lisa, you should know that the president has always been thinking about someone in his heart, and that person is Miss Li..."

"How is it possible? Isn't the person in Brother Fan's heart not the mother of Xiao Xiang and Xiao Wei? How could it be her?" Lisa's eyes widened in disbelief. She knew that there was always someone living in Brother Fan's heart, but that person was not her.

Is he missing? In her mind, that person is, at best, just Brother Fan’s nostalgia for his past love! The person in Brother Fan’s heart can never appear in reality! What’s more, when she came to find Brother Fan

I checked some reports and found that the designer named Li Ruoxi is a young college student who is about to graduate. She is only two or three years older than her at most. How could she be the mother of two children who are ten years old?
To be continued...
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