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Chapter 494 Only a coward chooses to commit suicide(1/2)

Mu Yi and Jin Lily stared at each other on the cold street where every house burned incense, candles and paper. While staring, everything in the world seemed to disappear into nothingness...

"Mu Yi, the path of life is your own choice. If fate hadn't allowed us to meet in this vast sea of ​​people, I wouldn't have known that you were still there in this world, and you wouldn't have known that I was still there in this world. Even if we were walking towards each other.

At most, we were just passers-by who looked at each other and smiled. However, fate brought us together. Everything has become different. Don’t think about my family, don’t think about your family, just think about me and you, just think about

There is still a Sayuri who loves you sincerely. Even if it is for you, I will never go back to my former home again. Is there anything else that you can't figure out? What if you insist on doing something stupid?

, I will not stop you, I will only follow you and take care of your affairs. I will go with you again. I hope that in the next life, we can meet in the same car again..."

"Stop talking..."

"No! I want to say it. I know you are smart, hard-working, excellent, and capable. In short, you are a very ideal person. You are not a fool. But look at you now, you are not even as good as an ant.

. Ants are still greedy for life. As humans, we should cherish life even more. You have read so many books. I don’t know if you have seen a sentence."

"What words?"

"The hair and skin of the body are received from parents and dare not be damaged. This is the beginning of filial piety."

Mu Yi just snorted coldly and ignored Jin Lily.

Jin Baihe continued: "It is not easy for people to come to this world. Your parents have worked hard to raise you and provide you with education. Don't they love you? They love you. They say that when the gold list is named, the wedding night is full of flowers and candles.

, it is the three joys of life to meet an old friend. Then do you know the three sorrows of life? The loss of a relative in youth, the loss of a spouse in middle age, and the loss of a child in old age are the three major sorrows in life. Don't you want to repay your parents for their kindness, but instead make them shed tears?

Will you die in misery? I can tell you bluntly, if you do something stupid, it will be unfilial."

“From the moment you were born, from the moment you entered school, or from the day you started working, how many favors have you received from people when you were growing up?

How much warmth have you received from society? How much training have you received from the organization? Have you repaid your benefactors? How much have you repaid the society? How much contribution have you made to the organization? I can tell you more broadly, you

If you really do something stupid, you are a deserter in life and a coward. This is disloyalty."

"You could have been a hero in life, but because of a little setback, you became such an unfaithful and unfilial person. Only a coward would choose to commit suicide. If that's the case, you are a complete fool, a fool,

Big bad guy, harmful person..."

The further Jin Lily spoke, the softer her voice became, and the more she cried.

In the face of Jin Lily's ruthless criticism, Mu Yi had no room to refute. Although he was drunk, he understood that every word and word Jin Lily said made sense.

Just now, before he met Jin Lily, he was still filled with despair and wanted to die. Apart from death, he seemed to have nothing else to think about. The thought of death was like a burning wildfire that would soon kill him.

The reason was swallowed up.

Now, every word Jin Lily said was like basins of cold water poured on him. It completely extinguished the fire of his desire to seek death.

The alcohol in Mu Yi's body began to take effect - he started to drink alcohol. Mu Yi was trembling a little, and said inarticulately: "Sayuri, it's cold outside, let's go home."

When Mu Yi finally said, "Let's go home," Jin Lily couldn't help but burst into tears.

Mu Yi quickly hugged her: "Don't cry. It's not clean outside. Let's go home."

"Yeah. Brother, I won't cry. Let's go home."

The two of them supported each other, looked at the burning incense candles on both sides of the road, and the burning and flying ashes of the wrapping paper, and finally returned to their "home" at No. 57 through the smoke.

Jin Lily helped Mu Yi to the bed, then boiled water, made strong tea, and cooled the boiling strong tea with cold water until it was no longer scalding her mouth. Then she put the basin next to the bed, and then put Mu Yi

As soon as he woke up, he helped him sit up and let him drink the strong tea.

"Brother, put your fingers into your throat and spit it out and it will feel better."

Mu Yi followed Jin Lily's words and put his fingers into his throat. Under the strong stimulation, his stomach suddenly turned upside down. The food he ate was mixed with wine, tea, and gastric juice, and spewed out like a fountain, emitting a strong smell.

.Jin Baihe laughed. This guy also wanted to be a "full-blooded ghost".

When Mu Yi was almost done vomiting and only retching was left, Jin Lily took a handkerchief and wiped Mu Yi's face and hands clean. Then he cleaned up the dirt. Then he mixed some warm water and scrubbed Mu Yi clean.

After covering himself with the quilt, Mu Yi fell into a deep sleep.

Mu Yi fell asleep, but Jin Lily had to clean up the mess left behind. She was so exhausted that she was sweating. After cleaning up, the smell of alcohol in the room was still too strong. She opened all the doors and windows.

Afraid of the cold wood, he brought the stove into the house. He cooled the wood with half a cup of sugar and salt water and put it on the table. Jin Lily was also tired, so she lay down next to the wood with her clothes on and fell asleep.

In the middle of the night, the bright moonlight slanted into the house through the window, and Mu Yi woke up due to thirst. He touched something next to him, and it felt like a leg. Mu Yi slowly got up. He saw a man lying on the bed.

Sayuri didn't even have a quilt next to her, so she gently moved her inside, trying to move her in a little, and then help her cover her with the quilt. This move woke up Jin Lily.

"Brother, are you awake?"

"Well. I'm just about to put a quilt on you."

"Are you feeling better?"

"Much better. I'm sorry for worrying you."

Jin Lily got out of bed, walked to the table with her shoes on, picked up the thermos bottle, poured water into the water glass, filled a large glass of water and handed it to Mu Yi.

"Brother, drink some water quickly. I've mixed it for you. It's not cold, not hot, just lukewarm water."

Mu Yi was really thirsty. He took the water and drank half the cup. Suddenly he stopped.

"Here. You can take a sip too."

Jin Lily smiled, took it, took a sip, and handed it to Mu Yi. Mu Yi drank all the remaining water.

"There seems to be a moon outside." Mu Yi said and walked outside the house.

"Brother, it's cold outside." Jin Lily quickly picked up a coat and followed her out.

"Come put it on." Jin Lily put the coat on Mu Yi.

Mu Yi's voice was a little hoarse. "Sayuri. Thank you."

"Fool. What are you talking about?"

"Thank you for loving me."

"Brother, do you love me?"

"like."

"How much love? One percent? Ten percent? Fifty percent? Or ninety percent? Anyway, it's not 100%, right?"

Mu Yi shook his head.

"Didn't you say you loved Sayuri just now? Why are you shaking your head again?"

"My love for you is only 0 and 1. 0 means I don't love you, and 1 means I love you. There is no percentage to say. Either I love you or I don't love you."

"Then I hope it will always be 1."

"I remember you seemed to have scolded me just now."

"No. How dare I scold you? If I do, it will be you who scolds me, right?"

"I didn't scold you. I just said it to you. It was also for your own good."

"Then I was talking about you just now. It was also for your own good."

"Shameless, picking up other people's words."

"Who is so shameless? I didn't pick on other people's words. Isn't it okay if I pick on my brother's words?" After saying this, Jin Lily coughed. Mu Yi quickly put his clothes on Jin Lily's body.

"You see you don't care about your body at all. You are still coughing, why did you run out with me?"

Jin Lily said a little aggrievedly: "I didn't come out just to watch the moon with you."

"Forget it, I won't watch anymore. Today is July 12th, and every household is burning rice paper. Let's go back to the house. Let's enjoy the full moon together on August 15th."

"Brother, you said it wrong again. It's already July 13th."

"Hehehe." Mu Yi smiled.

"Just laugh. Let's go home."

"Go home? Where?"

"This is it. This is our home."

"This is just a rented house."

"Don't be afraid. As long as you have brother. Where brother is, home is there."

Jin Lily's words really moved Mu Yi. Jin Lily's heart and love were held in front of Mu Yi. He had no reason not to cherish them.

The two returned to the house, burned their feet, lifted the stove outside, closed the doors and windows, got into bed, and turned off the lights.

"Sayuri, can we sleep together?"

"not good!"

"Why is it bad?"

"I remember there is a saying: After a hundred years of cultivation, we can cross the same boat, and after a thousand years of cultivation, we can sleep together on the same pillow. That day I rode a bus with you, and the bus was like a boat on land, so I responded to the first part of the sentence, 'A hundred years of cultivation can make a ferry across the same boat.' Today

, I want to sleep with you to fulfill the saying, 'it takes a thousand years to practice and sleep together'. How about that?"

"Okay. Then you are not afraid of what I will do to you?"

"Afraid. I was a little afraid before. But I'm not afraid now. Because Sayuri is already mentally prepared to be your woman."

"Then you're not worried that I'll always give up?"
To be continued...
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