"Hey, Zhou Wangjing, you seem to feel very stupid today, although you were also very stupid before." Taya suddenly said. "I feel that you have something to do, why don't you tell the magic Taya? I also do the psychological counseling business, and the fees are very low."

Zhou Wangjing was silent for a while.

"Today, I went to find the little boy and visited his father at the same time."

Taya was stunned and thought for a long time about which little boy and father were worthy of the little hero in front of him. He actually went to visit him specifically, and now he looked depressed again.

After thinking for a long time, I remembered the father and son in the car. The father was shot in order to protect the child.

Zhou Wangjing said that he wanted to ask the little boy for forgiveness.

"So, what did he say in the end?" Taya looked at Zhou Wangjing with wide eyes.

For some reason, he felt very nervous at the moment, as if he was not Zhou Wangjing who wanted to ask the boy for forgiveness, but himself.

After hearing this, Zhou Wangjing turned around, touched his head, and then showed a smile that made people feel sad when they looked.

"After knowing that it was me, he kept hitting me and cried and scolding me." Zhou Wangjing said softly, with a sad smile on his face. "I also said that I must seek revenge on me in the future."

"Where is his father?"

"His father pulled him away and didn't say a word to me."

Taya looked at Zhou Wangjing blankly, and the other party just scratched his head at this moment.

No wonder he didn't wear the recruit's uniform today and came so late. It turned out that it was because of this.

"Zhou Wangjing..." He wanted to say something, but was immediately interrupted by Zhou Wangjing.

"It's nothing. I've been mentally prepared for a long time and I'm not forgiven by anyone." Zhou Wangjing took a deep breath.

"But you have saved them!"

"It has nothing to do with saving anyone. I should have carried this sin and kept it on my back." He said softly, and as he thought of the child looking at his angry and sad eyes when he knew the truth.

Those eyes that should have had so many innocent and laughter, at that moment, were exactly the same as myself in the ruins seven years ago.

He survived, but there was something more important than his life and could never come back.

So that innocence and happiness were all killed together that day and could never survive again.

So he said, "In fact, I didn't save anyone."

"You fart!" Taya interrupted him with anger.

Zhou Wangjing looked at Taya in shock, and saw that he was full of anger on his face at this moment, like a furious little lion.

"Why didn't you save anyone? Zhou Wangjing, think about it carefully! There was not only the child living in the South District, not only that family, but dozens of other people who were reborn because of you!" Taya said loudly: "If they don't think you saved them, then why did the farmer give you his chicken? Why are there so many people visiting you? Because they are grateful to you! Because for them, you are the hero who saved them!"

"Zhou Wangjing, I really don't know what you think? There is a limit to being a Virgin! You are not a God! You have done the best you can do! If the father and son do not forgive you, then what about others? What about me? Isn't our lives worth celebrating and respecting? Isn't our gratitude worthy of your pride? You're so self-righteous when your tragedy ends, right?" Taya was really angry. "Look at what you are now, shrugging your shoulders, like a baboon!"

"Oh... no matter how much you scold me, don't attack me personally."

"You did not do anything wrong! At least this time, you should straighten your back... Cough cough cough."

Taya coughed again as he spoke. Zhou Wangjing hurried forward and called the doctor.

After retiring the loosened needle tube and wound, Zhou Wangjing picked up the insulation bucket again, picked up the spoon and fed it to Taya again.

"I can come by myself."

"Come on, wait until the wound collapses, I have to take care of you for a long time." Zhou Wangjing sighed, but the smile on his face was finally no longer as depressed as before.

"I really don't know which fool creator created a fool like you, was born in this world like a fool, and then did a bunch of things that only fools could do."

"I'm not stupid, I think I'm quite smart." Zhou Wangjing touched his head. He was the second place in the southern district of the college entrance examination that year.

"You are just a fool, and you are still the kind of fool who loves to show off, Virgin Mary, and hopelessly sentimental."

"Stop scolding, don't scolding, and then scolding the child to cry." Zhou Wangjing shook his head and put away the food from his hands.

But for some reason, Zhou Wangjing felt much better after being scolded by Taya.

"Thank you, Taya."

"I'm not grateful. I just felt unhappy when I saw you like this. I felt much better when I scolded me." Taya said.

Zhou Wangjing shook his head and seriously peeled the pear.

"It's not just the things that are happening now, but also things that have happened in the tunnel before. I haven't thanked you seriously yet." Zhou Wangjing said: "Thank you for saving me."

"Hmph, what's the point of thanking me? Anyway, according to your perseverance personality, you will definitely be out of salvation next time, and it will be useless to save it." Taya thought for a while and said again: "Next time, I won't be as stupid as you. Your savior sister may not be able to catch up again."

"I know, but thank you." Zhou Wangjing said softly, handing the peeled pear to Taya. "I can't die there, I have something I have to do."

Taya thought of the boy who was pressed under the red steel section in the tunnel, and was still struggling to survive in such pain and despair.

If it weren't for this, he wouldn't have made up his mind to save him.

"Why do you have to work so hard?" Taya said: "This is the case this time. When you encountered a disaster seven years ago, you also struggled to survive, right?"

"Don't you feel pain? Isn't it pain? If I were you..." Taya said this and stopped for a while and continued, "If I were you, I'd probably have given up at that time. I might feel that it's easier to die."

Yes, if it were her, she might have given up.

She still clearly remembered that many years ago, in the fire ruins, her whole body was covered with black green caused by radiation. Her parents used their bodies to support her and took her out.

Then they died.

Why do you survive alone? Why aren’t the dead person yourself? Wouldn’t it be much easier if you could die with them?

It hurts so much, the whole body is hurting.

But all the pain is not as good as the tingling feeling in my heart. After such pain, it seems that everything is numb and hopeless.
Chapter completed!