Faced with Taya's problem, Zhou Wangjing thought about it.

"Yes, especially when I was under the steel section, I felt that as long as I had one less breath, I would die, but every breath hurts so much, and I had to try my best to each breath. It was really hard..." Zhou Wangjing sat in his seat and whispered: "But, I still want to live."

"But, you know there is nothing you can do about that situation? You didn't think I could save you, it was less painful than that..."

"It has nothing to do with whether I can do it. I know who I am. These identities that I have to be kept in mind, let me know what I want to implement, and tell me not to die there."

"identity?"

"I am a sinner, and I will spend the rest of my life to atone for my sins; I am my mother's child, and she told me to live bravely; I am the benefactor rescued by the Foundation soldier with all his might, and I cannot let down his kindness; I am Bai Qi's brother, so I want to return to her side." Zhou Wangjing said.

"Since that's the case, you should cherish your life even more."

"I will go and help others unremittingly because those who have helped me are kind people. I want to fulfill their blessings and expectations, but I don't want their love to be infused with a cold and evil person." Zhou Wangjing said: "I know very well that I have come to this day with the love of many people, and I also know very well what I should do next, I should complete these identities, and I should live."

Taya looked at Zhou Wangjing, and was stunned for a moment and said nothing.

"It's so good." After a long time, she looked at Zhou Wangjing and said softly.

"What?" Zhou Wangjing was stunned, not understanding why Taya suddenly said that.

"Zhou Wangjing, can I...well, tell you something from my heart?" She suddenly spoke.

"Tell me." Zhou Wangjing had not reacted yet, but when he heard Taya say this, he still took the job of cleaning up the dishes and acted like he listened carefully.

"Zhou Wangjing, in your eyes, what kind of person am I?" Taya asked.

"What kind of person are you? You are happy and cheerful, and you are quite smart." Zhou Wangjing thought for a while and said.

"Are you happy and cheerful..." Taya nodded when he heard this reply, and shook his head again.

"Isn't it right?"

"Yeah, that's not right." Taya smiled and said, "Don't look at me laughing all day long, but I feel very lonely."

"Loneliness?" Zhou Wangjing was stunned. In his seriousness, the word loneliness could not match Taya.

"I told you about my hometown? I told you that I love him very much, but in fact, when I was young, I also wanted to leave him." Taya said: "When I was young, I heard that outside of my hometown, there were blue sky, rice harvested by farmers twice a year, which could be used to fill their stomachs, and a river that runs through the world, with many fish inside."

"I want to come out and take a look."

"Now, I'm leaving my hometown, I'm here to train, stay and study with you. I play the role of "hip and hilarious Taya". Many times, I'm really happy, but when I stop these things, I always wonder, is it unnecessary for me in this world?"

"I walk alone in this world, alone and have nothing to say to others, and I don't want to hear anything else."

"Around me, there is not even a person who really knows me... I can't be myself because I was not like this."

"I can't become a real 'heep and hilarious Taya', but gradually, I don't want to think about why I came here."

"Who am I? What am I going to do? What am I here for... I almost forgot." Taya said on his own, and Zhou Wangjing listened quietly from the side. She looked at Zhou Wangjing, looked deeply, and shook her head. "No, it's not that I forgot, but gradually, I dare not be myself anymore. Sometimes I even doubt myself and hesitate. I can't implement my identity and goals like you."

"I became a person who could neither play Taya well nor be my own, half-baked." Taya said softly.

Zhou Wangjing naturally didn't understand what Taya said, but he felt that Taya was in a very depressed mood now, and that's what he had since he entered here.

"As long as it is your own decision, just do it." Zhou Wangjing smiled and looked at Taya in front of him. "As a roommate, I will support you."

Taya was stunned for a moment when he heard Zhou Wangjing's words. After a long time, he raised his head and smiled slightly at Zhou Wangjing, but for some reason, Zhou Wangjing felt that his smile made people feel happy.

Just like himself just now.

"Zhou Wangjing, let's make another deal."

"Yeah, you said."

"I want to deal with you. From today on, you will forget all the guilt you had in your heart before, stand up and be serious, be a man who stands tall, a bad guy, a great hero, and always implement yourself." Taya looked at Zhou Wangjing and said, "And I will listen to you, and I will be myself, go forward, and implement what I should do."

"Yeah." Zhou Wangjing agreed softly.

But for some reason, he looked at Taya's current gaze and the smile on her face, but he began to feel a little sad.

For some reason, for a moment, he felt that he would regret the "deal" of this moment in the future.

Later, in order not to disturb Taya's rest, Zhou Wangjing left, and before that, he told him about Gulijud's preparation for the selection ceremony of the light-seeking ceremonies for them three days later.

After Zhou Wangjing left, the ward fell into a long silence, and what broke the silence was the voice of a man and the figure walking out from behind the curtains.

"Katasia, you're too deeply involved in the play." The man's voice sighed a little, and he said the same thing again, with a serious expression.

He had been hiding there before, but he was so tall and strong that he did not create a slight bulge behind the curtain, as if it was invisible, and seemed to be coming from the void.

Hearing this sound, Taya, who was lying on the white hospital bed, opened her eyes.

"Sorry, Albert." Taya said softly.

"You don't need to apologize. I was often influenced by emotions at your age. To be honest, I didn't expect you to make a decision on this so quickly. This is already amazing, Catasia." Albert said, hesitating for a moment, and added: "Besides, he is the biological brother of the adult."

Hearing Albert's words, Taya or Katasia looked tight and bit her lip.

In front of her, the scene of the man stretching out his hand to him in the boundless ruins that day.

"Do you want to go out and have a look?" he said to himself with a smile.

"Can you kill them all just by going out?"

"I don't know, maybe, maybe not." The man smiled and said, "But at least, you can know the blue sky."
Chapter completed!